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ramblings of a young adult

I've no idea what am I doing now. Just feel like whatever thing that happen right now is BULL SHIT! Seriously I don't need all those craps from you. I just want to move on with my life, as for you, up to you to move on..
I ain't trying to be some attitude problem girl here.. I know what am I doing.. I didn't change my attitude towards you.. Is just that you don't know me well enough.. I say "whatever" doesn't mean I'm showing attitude.. Is just that I've no idea what to continue to say..
Both of us know that we click on as a friend, but not more then that.. You should know what I mean. I won't change to the way you want your GF to be, either will I change you to the way I want my BF to be.. So why force each other to be together?
I don't want to be your friend whereby you're waiting for your hair to dry then call me to chat for like 15 minutes then hang up? If you think that I'm that type of person whereby can entertain you, I'm sorry I'm not. I'm not an entertainer, got that?
I'm not trying to be some random asshole here. I just want you to know how I feel.. You said you care, but I doubt so? Just now, you don't even tell me that you're not sending me home. I understand that you're tired, but why didn't you tell me earlier? And after you alight and until my friend ask you, you then call me and explain why? Yah I know we're just normal friends, maybe I expect too much from you..
That's all I gonna say for now.. You're a nice guy, you deserve much better girl then me. Move on.. Someone out there need you more then I do.. Like what you say, I'm not the right type of girl you're looking for..
PS: Thank you for everything..

Closing my blog after this post. Take care.. Everyone who is reading it..


Ok, blog awhile before I go shower and stuffs. Gonna go study again later and meeting my Primary school friends.. *grinz* A million years since I've seen them. Ok just kidding.. =D Anyway, I'm tired. That's what I gonna say...
blahx.. A nice song to intro.. By SIMPLE PLAN!!! Hey, gonna have one more thing to buy.. Hmmm.... Maybe the lyrics just so nice.. Haha.. :D

Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desparate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like

To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
With no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like,
what it's like [x2]

Welcome to my life [x3]


I'm so tired! Someone just kill me? Or perhaps offer me a shoulder for me to lean on.. =(
So tired of my life.. Everyday reach home from Bedok Library.. To and from myself.. Study alone.. That feeling is GREAT! Hey this prove that I can survive without friends. And I'm proud of it.. =]
Is like everytime I do it myself.. Study on my own, talk to myself[hey that's true] and travel to and from myself.. I feel like I'm rather indepedent in this way. *ha* agree? The reason why I want to study alone is because I can really concentrate on it. And the surrounding for yesterday was like everyone seems to be studying for "A" levels.. And I feel so paiseh when I took out my TYS..
That's this guy who left a big impression on me. HEY HE ON THE MUSIC DAMN LOUD! Yet no one dare to speak up. He ain't a beng, just some.. *ahem* no comment. Haha.. Then new songs from Jacky Chan.. The new album I mean.. And he's the one WHO RUN FOR THE CHAIR yesterday.. -_-" And that's my seat actually.. >.<" And today I see him again.. He got shock today. Haha.. I was sitting directly oppsite of him.. And I still can hear the music -_-" And today really turn off mode to study. No idea why.. Hey, why har? William came down to accompany me. But in the end saw his friends. And ended up they're crapping all along. And I can't study.. When I try my best to concentrade, they start rubbishing again.. Maybe next time shouldn't call him to accompany me.. Haha..
XinDai going oversea tomorrow.. Oh man.. =(
Hey, my mum bought me a watch.. Haha.. I love it very MUCH!! :x I gonna take picture of it next time. Not now. LAZY alright.. And I'm HELL tired! AND AND!! My dad bought me FIR VCD!! *run around*
Ok, gonna go now.. Very sleepy. And I need to sleep.. Serious!! I will appreciate if you just SMS me.. And call me if you gonna offer me your shoulder for me to lean on.. Haha.. Good night all..
Happy Birthday Nelson aka Mr XinDai!

*tagboard*
alan: Haha.. Thanks kor.. =]
Elena: *grinz* Thanks wor.. And, happy job hunting! Hope you'll find a job that really suit you!
Jeremy: Uh huh.. But no more le.. =( I think 10hours also got problem..
nette: Haha.. Thanks wor! Oh yeah, you got a great smile!!
jOYcE.jOYcE: Yap I remember you of course. But still have no idea who are you. Haven't get to see you in school yet.. And I doubt I have any more chances.. Unless next year when I get my results.. =] Must approach me wor!
MichEllE: No problem.. That's the min. I can do as a friend.. =]
hunnie: I miss you too.. I'm sorry, I didn't chat with you recently.. Hope you will understand.. I really very stress up le.. There are so much things to remember, yet my brain didn't cooperate with me.. I hate it hunnie.. =(
xiaoReN: Hey.. I'm doing good.. Well, all the best to you too!! Study smart yeah??


I'm so sleepy!! >.<" So tired.. *scream*
My day? Sucks.. Slept at like 2 yesterday, then woke up at around 630? To wake him up, then went back to sleep.. Woke up again at around 8am, but doze off again.. *LOL* Then finally drag myself out of the bed.. Shower and head back to school..
Reach school to collect art paper. But the art room was not open? Wth.. Went to take breakfast with KS, and waited.. Realise that Mrs Sim was at study area.. So went there.. Took the paper and head up to school library. I SWEAR I REALLY WANT TO STUDY!! But its so noisy!! Until I can't take it.. =_="
Left there.. Head home. The moment I on my computer, Maggie asked me to go TP library to study.. Alamak.. Off my laptop and head to TP.. ..
Tired.. Don't want to update, my bed calling me.. *yawns* I'm stressing like hell.. Someone please help..


Char bo.. 17 years old le.. Old enough to think what's important in your life.. All the way girl.. =] Take care, and best of luck in whatever you do..! We might not be as close as before, but I still hope that you can acheive all the best things in life.. All the best to you and your BF.. And gonna be auntie soon right? HAHA OLD LIAO HOR!! >.<" Happy sweet 17 birthday..



I used to think that you are the one that I love, but it was a mistake.. We started out as friends but now we are stranger.. I pretended that I never met you but this unforgotten love seem to be in my mind.
I hated myself for loving you, this love doesn't seem right. We had forgotten that we are not meant to be together, it's all because of unforgotten love. Now, you have fallen in love with another girl, are you sure that the girl is better than me?
I finally choose to forget this unforgotten love, this love doesnt seem right. We had forgotten that we are not meant to be together. It's all because of unforgotten love.
Why do you took so long to tell me that it was a mistake? From this moment, I will not think of you. I hated myself for loving you.. This love doesn't seem right. We had forgotten that we are not meant to be together, it's all because of unforgotten love, finally now i choose to forget you...


It take such a long time to upload this page.. -.-" Kinda piss off with it.. Anyway I'M VERY TIRED!!
Slept at around 3 yesterday woke up at around 11 today? With waking up many times in between? Blahx.. That makes me more tired.. I've no idea if I wake up at 11 or at 1? I only know the time I wake up got 1.. Haha.. Pretty blur right now..
Anyway, spend my whole afternoon at my dad place.. Took Science TYS down, but didn't touch it.. Then first time in my 17years life he said "Wah kaoz, bring books down don't want study.." First time leh.. *cries* now then I know he care.. But in the end, still never study.. Haha.. Just don't have the mood to study..
Leave there around 5pm, head home change and head out.. Meet Brian and Pak Hong[WEIRD RIGHT!!!] to Marina Bay for steamboat.. Actually we already plan that on saturday.. Haha.. Then have a great time there.. Went to Zhen Fa to eat.. Hey live prawns!! They're still jumping when you put them into the BBQ pot.. OMG! That scare me out! All the prawns I eat it.. So fat.. So fleshy.. Yummy~ =D
They are like joking around.. I'm sitting there listening to their lame jokes.. Then didn't realise that whatever describe are the surrounding people.. Haha.. Someone even put bao inside the BBQ pot to BBQ. -_-" This is the first time I've seen it.. And Pak Hong actually put Pork liver to BBQ.. WTH!! Ususally put it inside the soup.. He make me laugh like hell.. >.<" They took a long time to finish the food.. Hey they're heavy eater yeah? And they make me feel like eating.. And we ended up continue eating.. Haha..
Was waiting for someone SMS.. Finally SMS me huh? Then is like you wanted to meet me? I dig out time for you, but ended up you didn't want to meet? Wth? Still thinking who am I to you? 2 times in a role.. You say wanna meet, in the end back out.. Oh well.. Is like you stay up till 1+ to chat with me in MSN why can't just dig out time for me to meet me awhile? Is like so long never get to see you..[A few months consider?] Whatever it is, you happy can le..
You make me a princess once.. Giving me those stuffs that I longing to have.. But when things go wrong, you dump me all alone? What's that for? I doubt I've owe you anything[except a boxer *promise to get you one before I meet you] I'm not that type of girl you want to have, and yet you tell me all those stuffs? And is like you want me to change for you? If I change, I'm not the Ebel that you know.. Why want me to change?
*sigh* whatever.. I just feel like being left alone.. I can go out with anyone I like, do whatever I want.. There's no one to stop me[only my parents can] No idea how to continue...
I'm tired, i need to sleep now.. Gonna go school to collect Art Paper 2 question later.. Hope I can wake up on time.. *yawns* missing ya..

Boyzone - Everyday I Love You

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn somethng new
Everyday I love you

Cause I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

Everyday I love you boy
Everyday I love you

Cause I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you


Have a very good and long sleep.. 15 hours of sleep? No idea why I can sleep for such a long hours.. I'm kinda blur now.. Woke up at around 6hours ago, but right now I'm feeling damn tired.. Maybe someone can just kill me..
Waiting for the right person to message me, but I didn't get any SMS from the one I've waiting for.. Just feeling weird, those mixed up feelings.. I've no idea why am I feeling this way, I've no idea who the he I'm refering to.. Maybe I should just slap myself and hide somewhere..
So much things that came up my mind.. Wondering why am I studying so hard for? For who I study? I can't get any answer. Totally turn off mode to study today.. Everything just can't get in my head.. *sigh* I search for answer, but I can't find anything to answer my question..
Things ain't going the way I want it to be.. How I wish I am God, whereby I can choose to lead the way that I always want it to be.. The first thing that I want to do is to burn Cambridge, follow by MOE. So that there won't be any exams.. I gonna burn money as well.. It cause human to have conflicts + war on each other just because of MONEY!
I'm still having those thought of "you will be back with me" thinking.. *argh* Ain't doing good.. Feeling so tired.. Of everything.. Hate to wait for your call, hate to wait for your sms, hate to wait for you to message me in MSN.. In fact, I just hate my life.. Whatever.. Everything seems to be interest-less to me!


Well, a very long and tiring day.. *sigh* woke up at 6am, shower, and head towards temple.. Have some praying for grandpa death anniversary[according to chinese calander] till around 10am.. By the time I reach home, I'M DEAD!!
Took a nap until around 1pm, then shower and head out to meet one of my classmate at Tampines Library.. Study? Yah, manage to, but there.. *sigh* too noisy.. Maybe because of the area ba... Slack till around 4pm, head towards town..
My friend looking for shoe and jacket that his cousin saw at Hong Kong magazine. So we walk around Orchard... And look for gown.. But didn't see anything that I like.. So in the end, go home empty handed..
Planning to meet someone else, but THANKS LEH!!! Kanna fly kite.. Weird you know? Calling me the day before to chat over the phone, and have a long conversation with you in MSN.. And the most weird thing is that you talk about the past.. :x
So both of us head back to TM to have our dinner? Wth? At Pastamania.. Saw A GAY! OMG! Or perhaps "ren yao" Actually is some ang mo, but I think is a he not she.. With breast? Erm? OmG! Wear till very sexy.. Then when "she" walk back again, I realise its a he.. oMG!! That rather sucks.. And everyone was like looking at "her"
Then head home.. So tired.. Even though didn't do much thing.. Haha..
Anyway, feel like closing down my blog. Although 2 of my friends against it. They said become a habit of reading my blog.. Just tired and sick of blogging I guess.. But still enjoy typing.. And the readers of my blog became lesser and lesser each day. I think is mainly because that O level is coming everyone are busy studying.. Hmmm... Any suggestion again? Ha..
Feeling weird now.. No idea why.. Maybe because of his absent.. Hey I mean you? Yah, the fellow who fly my kite today. *ha* Just feeling weird.. I need time to fix back all my feelings.. Your sudden present give me a shock till I've no idea how to get myself back to where I used to be.. And your asbsent.. *sigh* turning my world upside down...........................
blahX! Whatever. I'm tired.. Don't want wait le.. Go sleep..


I finally get out of GREENVIEW!! *run around* Have been waiting for this time for a very long period of time..!

Well, today is a great day for every one of us. No body seems to be bother to study, all along taking lotsa photos together.. All over the place in the class.. Well, when there's someone taking photos, everyone just rush in and "snap" got it.. Haha.. So no one care about who is the one taking photos...

Chinese & art still resume lessons.. That's BORED! Imaging having lessons on the last day of schooL? Hey, that sucks man.. Haha.. Anyway, here are the photos!! =P

HEY! Who is that sexy girl there? Haha!!



Lame pictures.. Haha.. I cant stand it man! In order..
1) Actually they are suppose to stand in front of me! What’s wrong man?
2) Pak Hong Marcus and Me (look at Marcus expression)
3) Johnathan and Me
4) Izwan and Me
5) Darren and Me
6) Kai Sheng and Me
7) Jek and Me



Ladies..
1) Me, Ting Ting, and Fasha with one extra at the back -_-
2) Me and Maggie
3) Sara and Me[Same specs! Cool har!]
4) Me, Sheera, Raihana, Nazrina and Ween
5) Me and Ween



Pak Hong and Izwan. Forgive them, they are just bored!



The bitches! =D But with one extra. -_-



Kelvin and me! I love the second picture!



Gary and me.. Last picture in addition with Kelvin fork. -_-


Teachers.. Thanks a lot.. =]
1) Mrs Chua, my wonderful English teacher..
2) Mrs Sim, my art teacher.
3) Miss Kweh. Used to be my Math teacher. She’s a REAL nice lady, and the way she teaches Math, thumbs up for her..
4) Madam Jamila, my social studies teacher who always say that she’s 18
5) Miss Tan aka Mrs Henson, she is the world most wonderful and great History teacher. Can you see her eyes actually are red? She cried the moment we hug her. And she said that we are the first batch that she taught, and she follow up with us all the way till Sec5. I really like her teaching style!
6) Yen Lao Shi, my Chinese teacher. *no comment* Haha. But he is a nice teacher who teach with a lot of tolerance, but naggy at time.



I think that what I have. The others just lazy to upload. Haha. My photobucket account is full. Currently using something rather new, and gonna upload one picture by one picture! That is a VERY LONG PROCESS!! *scream*
Anyway, thanks to all my friends who stay with me for the past 5 years. Like Gary bastard, Kai Sheng my full time study friend, Izyan.. Those same class with me since Sec3. Like Nazrina, Maziah, Ong and more! And not last but not least, the friends who join my class this year!! I love you guys so much! You make my life more colorful. And, thanks for everything =) I cherish a lot this friendship. And in fact, I learnt that in life, I will meet more friends as years or days go by. And I also learnt to cherish each other.. You guys just rock!
To all the wonderful teachers out there. Thank you for everything. Especially MISS TAN! I just love your history lessons!

Anyway, this is the song for this year graduation day!! Faith Of The Heart. Here is the lyrics.. SO NICE AND MEANINGFUL!!!

Its been a long road
To get from there to here
Its been a long time
But my time is finally here

And I can feel a change in the wind right now

Nothing in my way
And theyre not gonna hold me down no more
No theyre not gonna hold me down

*Chorus*
Cause ive got faith of the heart
Im going where my heart will take me
Ive got faith to believe
I can do anything
Ive got strength of the soul
And no one going to bend or break me
I can reach any star
Ive got faith
Ive got faith
Faith of the heart

Its been a long night
Trying to find my way
Been thru the darkness
Now I finally have my day
And I will see my dream come alive at last
I will touch the sky
And theyre not gonna hold me down no more
No theyre not gonna change my mind

*Chorus*

I know the winds so cold
Ive seen the darkest days
But now the winds I feel
Are only winds of change
Ive been thru the fire
And Ive been thru the rain
But Ill be fine

*Chorus*

Faith of the heart
Im going where my heart will take me
Ive got faith to believe
And no ones going to bend or break me
I can reach any star
Cause Ive got faith
Cause Ive got faith
Faith of the heart

Its been a long road…

*tagboard*

J Ying: So sorry, I too blur le.. haha.. Anyway I really gonna see you tomorrow! Yah yah, I will sure tell you what happen tomorrow provided if you ask!
Addiction: Thanks! And I will take your advice! Haha!
~Qi: K lah, tomorrow ok?
Natalie: Im ok, but sad to leave Greenview.. Although I hate Greenview.. :x
One of your cousins: I dont know. Dont feel like talking about it. She just irritate me at times. Haha..
Potatohead: Thanks! How I wish that wishes to help! Haha..

Ok, im tired. Need to rest le.. >.<


Time pass so fast.. 5 years in Greenview Secondary School will be over in 1 day time.. WHAHAHA!! Tomorrow is our graduation day!! I'm so excited!! Can't wait to get out of the school to start a new life somewhere new!! Ho ho!! Yeah yeah!!

But this also prove that O level are coming.. *scream* In like.. *count finger* 10days towards the first paper.. Chinese. *Sigh* And next monday will be taking my art paper 2 question paper. *Ok whatever*

School was ok, just that some bad things happen in class. I shall not mention who these people are.. I was taking a nap during English lesson, and someone came over to sit beside me. I stare at him and I go back to sleep. But he irritate me by kicking MY CHAIR!!

I woke up, I stare at him again, and he start talking to me.. So I listen, I see his hand.. HEY DUMB BELL WHY DID YOU CUT YOURSELF!!

I shall not go in details for it.. *sigh* Kinda heartache when I see someone closed to me hurt himself.. He's nice... I don't feel like talking about it.. And someone out there being spreading bad news about him which make me hate he/she.. =( He's not the way the other person talking about.. That's BULLSHIT!!

Recently no idea what happen.. Having serious headache.. *scream* someone just kill me!! I think because of the exams stress.. And I'm like so damn relax here.. Ok, whatever..

Anyway, went to Changi Hospital yesterday.. And the whole process need around $1k, every month have to go back to CH to do some check up, and need to hospitalize once per month. Kinda expensive.. And there will be some side effect if you can't take good care of it.. =l

*tagboard*
J Ying: Haha.. So I gonna see you tomorrow!! :D Eh eh, bring White Chicks!! :x And I might be going to your place during noon time.. Gonna ask you alot of Maths questions!! *sigh*
bubu: Ok to me what.. Got many chio bus.. WHahahha :x
pynk]]: Thanks.. You make me feel like not closing.. HahaZ
Natalie: Aloha!! I think white font should be ok, cause your background look colorful.. :x And, take good care!! See you in TP REAL SOON!! OMGGGG~~
Jeremy: Yeah, that's sweet of him.. Hur hur~
Potatohead: Yap, you're right.. Its hard to keep someone who you really love by your side.. When you feel like cherishing someone, the person might not be by your side..
jimkay: Bloody hell.. Like very long liao lor kuku~~ Haha.. Study hard for O level!! =P

I'm so touch by William.. Gosh.. He actually came all the way down to Pasir Ris just to pass me 1 present and a note.. Wishing me all the best for tomorrow stuffs, and a present.. Piglet!! >.<"

The note that says:
"Dearest Ebel, This is the first present I gave you since I get to know you right? Hope you like it.. Ermz.. Actually I'm really very worried about your condition right now and also the operation you will be having tomorrow. But I'm pretty sure that you will be alright one, cos if god wans you by his side, i would tell him that ppl here in the world need you in over lives!!

-.-"" lame.. Hmm... Actually nothing much to say, my main purpose of doing these is to let you know that there are lots of people care for you.. and so be it if pple disappoint you cos remember what i told you? Tomorrow will be a better day.. Bear this in mind ya? Thats all I wanna say.. all the nest Ebel.."


Well, I guess I've someone willingly to give me a shoulder to cry on.. =] i appreciate that very much.. Thanks William..

Was out with Samuel yesterday.. Went to watch "Ouija Board" A show 100% worth watching [for the scary part] But as for the story line, I suppose if you pay 100% to it, it's nice. Over all, I give it a 4 out of 5 for it.
Well, just went for movie yesterday.. The moment reach home already dead man.. So tired.. Really very tired. I suppose because of not sleeping in the night cause me to have.. And thanks William, for calling me at 4am.. Kinda piss of with that. Lucky I'm using Nokia phone, can silence it. If not, I've no idea if I will pick up and scream at you. I already very tired, yet you ask me to chat with you over the phone at 4am? Hello!? I still need to go to school my friend..
Went to school this morning. Eh William thanks leh.. For calling me again at 7 plus? Friend, if you're suffering from insonmia, I don't have to suffer with you.. That's not it, just took a nap and you CALL ME AGAIN!! I just have enough of it! I'm so fuc*ing tired and yet you call me.. Not once, but twice.. Thanks leh.. I don't think I deserve those treatment from you.. You're torturing me man.. What's the problem friend?
Might be closing down my blog. Anyone against it? Or anyone wanna take over my blog to continue blogging or take my blog skin from me? Seriously, I've tons that I do it myself.. Ok whatever..
*tagboard*
nette: I link you up already too.. =]
J Ying: you going temple this saturday? Grandpa doing 1 year death anniversary thing.. But I think it's early leh.. You should know what.. The people with the surname of Yong[I'm not refering to myself!!] are kiasu.. If you're going I think friday you gonna make your trip home.. And hor, I didn't know your sister also has the occuption of irritating people. The show is nice, go watch..
One of ur cousins: No need to guess already. Mei Fang right? Hey, please do something.. Mum always ask me about you. Call her or something? She's bugging me like heLL asking me if I got contact with you!! I can't take it.. You should know her more then me.. She's... Ok, irritating.. :x


Staying up the whole night, hoping will study.. But didn't know emotions bring me down.. I know I should be concentrating on studies right now, but my heart and my soul telling me that there are better things out there waiting for me to do..
I didn't know I be ended up looking or perhaps staring at the laptop till around 3am.. Online and offline, online to check if you were going to message me, offline hoping to study.. But I didn't know I ended up didn't study at all until around 3am.. By the time you already set away.. I suppose you're already sleeping...
I've no idea why I start to click onto your nick, and everything bring me tears when your display picture loaded.. Its a girl.. She's pretty.. That's what I gonna say.. I started to flood your message, and I don't expect any return message, to my surprise you message me back.. Asking me not to dwell about the past..
I'm very stubborn[that's a fact everyone knows] but you still insist me of forgetting you.. I scream, I tell, I hit myself just hoping that I will feel better, but I realise that this time round, the pains are so real.. So real that I can't even do anything about it..
Tears start rolling down my cheeks whenever I start to think about you.. And ended up my eyes will be very red.. Very painful.. I can't help myself with it, just hope that someone out there will pick me up again.. Holding onto me to make me stand still..
Its already 6months.. 6 long and painful months.. But I didn't know things will become this way.. You still want to maintain this friendship, and as for me? I've no idea.. Everyone should know how much you mean to me..
Its raining outside.. God cry for me.. But for a better me or a worst me? Cry because He pity me or is it because He see a grow up in me? Well, there's nothing much I can say.. You already make it so clearly about forgetting you.. I will.. And I will..


Its a 100% bored day for me yesterday.. *scream* Woke up, slack around.. Doing nothing.. Inform my mum about going out. WHat's next? She nag and nag and nag.. Argh.. Just hate her nagging.. So stay at home and rot.. Damn my sister just hate her.. Do things without asking..
She used the computer the whole afternoon. Using just "Paint" Hello!? The living room computer got this programme known as "Paint" Why can't you just use the outside one? And she even order me to let her use. Wtf? I'm your sister ok? I ain't your slave.. Just HATE HER!!! Ying, I suggest Sentosa don't tag her along. She will make me KILL HER THERE!!! She's just a ass bitch!
She never respect me why should I respect her in the first place? Still remember that time went to Wild Wild Wet with her.. I SWEAR I WILL KILL HER SOMEDAY!! She smack me in the public? And order me to do things for her? Hello!? I ain't your younger sister leh.. Fuc* I'm your older sister.. WHATEVER~~! Talk about her just make me BLOW UP!
She's a slut yeah? House phone ring, she picks up. Was dad planning to buy dinner home. Hello!? Dad call ask if we wanna eat dinner. ITS "WE" NOT "YOU" ONLY!!! Making your own decision about I'm not gonna eat? Give me those fuc*ing ass reason about saying "I thought you're sleeping.. How the hell I know what you're doing at room" Hello!? Can't you just walk out open the door and see? Its not a mile away?
Ended up quarrel with her.. I called mum about meeting William for dinner.. She don't even know what happen she scream and yell at me.. Say what I "ti-ki" don't want ask dad but dinner.. SMLJ? I don't even know dad call.. Give me those shit scolding for nothing? Hello!? Ask before you scream and yell alright? *argh*
Wanted to watch movie, keep nagging and nagging.. Wah lau, 17 years old liao, still treat me as a kid.. Ask go out with who, go where, what time come home all those craps. Whatever lah, I just hang up the call. Not trying to be rude here, its just that SHE'S TOO MUCH!! Respect her, that's why I tell her I'm going out. What's next? Giving me all those NAGGING and QUESTIONING things.. ARGH!!! I can't stand this family!!!
Went to Tampines to meet William for dinner. By the time I ate my dinner was close to 9pm! Can you imaging how hungry I am!? Wah lau.. Full of anger and stuffs!! Argh!! Was taking train, alight at Tampines, walk out of station saw William and his friend. *LOL* XiaoHei.. Still like last time.. Tanned tanned, tall tall. :x Kinda like.. Erm? Where those anger went? Then XiaoHei joke around and said "Wah ni yao zhe yang?"
Then William pull me and walk off. I was like "Har!? Why don't want stay awhile more? People want to see XiaoHei mah.." Then he said "If you don't want to leave then you cannot leave anymore.." So we just walk off.. Walk to LJS for dinner..
Was really pack yesterday.. Manage to get my food, was taking the tray, then the "ah bengs" chair blocking my way. I just kick the chair, and hit the other person chair[with someone sitting on it]. William got shock. Hello? You're blocking my way, who cares about if you're ah bengs anot? They just stared at me, I stared back lor.. ^^v
Finish my food, walk around TM.. Saw Jason and Alan.. Wah piang.. -_-" Jason was like "HELLO!!!" So loud.. I don't even notice about their present.. *LoL* I just continue walking and walking.. Then went up to 77 streets. Saw Maziah and Sara.. Then stop by chatted awhile. Then they thought William is my BF.. Then I was like stun stun.. I was about to intro them but have no idea what to say about his status to me. So I just tell William to intro himself.. Ended up he just say "Hi!" -_-" Wth..
Went to Puzzel World. He sucks alright? I promise if I'm working, I will never tell him where I work. *LOL* He went there to disturb his friend. I just walk out and continue talking to my friends.. Whaha.. Then we walk towards GV there.. Then saw a guy wearing a blue button shirt with a t-shirt inside.. Then William was like "WAH! Still got people wear like that one meh?" I was like "Har where?" Then we walk back to look for him.. Haha.. Some lamers are we..
Walk down a level, walk into Mini-toons. He just sucks yeah? Touch the things, then the person was like "Buying for your GF beside you?" William was like "ar?" looking.. Haha.. We so paiseh, and I just said "Eh, I don't like the design.." And we just walk out.. *lol* Went to Toys "R" us. Saw those Halloween stuffs.. Then ended up playing with it.. *LOL* William took a "knife" and put on my throat.. I give him those "Ke lian" look and he let me go.. *LOL* This guy wanna rob can't rob success de.. ^^v
Nothing much happen after that.. We walk towards the toilet side of the MRT station sit down and talk craps.. Realise there are so much things to say.. Sitted and chat for like an hour? *LOL* Then went up to actually wanna play pool.. Then I say "WAH LAU! Ni you bu shi bu dong wo bu hui wan.." Then he like -_-" Then saw K box.. Wanna go in and sing.. I called my mum to inform about late coming home. There she goes again.. NAG NAG NAG!! -_-" If I know I just hack and go sing.. Who cares man? In the end just walk out..
Walk to interchange.. Then get attracted by the clothes. Ended up William chatting with the store-holders. -_-" Went back, took 3 home.. Listening to mp3.. Then both of us start singing in the bus.. *LOL* Damn funny.. Then sitted at my house void deck, then we start singing and singing.. Whahaa..
I called him with my HP. And he's just oppsite my block.. Then he say "Taxi" Then I just shout down "ALOHA!!!" In the middle of the night which was like going 12am? WHaha.. Then he so paiseh.. The moment he get in the cab, the bus came.. LOL!! Then he planned to take MRT, but MRT no more in service.. Whaha.. Poor him..
Then nothing much happen? Slack at home, and went to bed.. Ok, SAMUEL!! YOU PROMISE YOU WILL CALL ME BUT YOU DIDN'T!! *boo*
Surprise that Izwan SMSed me.. Telling me about... Ok shall not say it here.. And so sad.. He smash up all the bins he saw while walking.. *LOL* Poor government. Then William use my phone and SMS him to tell him that he will be charge for damaging government property.. Haha.. >.<"
Ok, gonna go slack.. And gonna study awhile.. Tomorrow Science practical!! Ho hO!! >.<"
*tagboard*
J Ying: Haha.. If I need help I gonna wait till Saturday leh.. >.<" Where can like that wait sia? LOL~ I won't let you vomit blood lah, the most you vomit your lungs and stuffs out.. Whaha.. Joking lah.. Eh, Sentosa hor, ask Qi, Shi, you and me enough le.. The youngers one.. Forget it? Cause I don't want to vomit blood at Sentosa and die there.. Haha.. I think Sara and Kennth should be ok, since I've promise her like months back? And as for YiWen hor, I doubt her dad will allow.. Is not that you don't know how uncle is.. >.<" Maybe we should cook and have some small gathering there? Haha..
Elena: You too! Take good care of yourself.. Since the weather now is so HOT! Drink more water and less fast food.. Miss ya too!!
Melv: Bah.. Never mind lah. Don't call me "auntie" next time. I hate it.. If not the most I walk a few meters to your house and burn your room.. ^^v
~Qi: Haha.. Or bi good.. :x I think is you lazy ba.. Not headache giving your problem.. Eh eh.. I want watch the Korea movie!! The one about the pen sprit!! Haha.. Sound nice leh..! :x
nette: Hihi then.. *lol*
Jiayi: You have no right to say me. And who know you anyway? Who are you to say that I've no future? If you're my cousins or my family members or my friends, you have the right to say me. But hello? I know you? I appreciate if you gonna shut up and mind your own business.. Its my blog, not yours. Don't like reading, please press alt + F4.. =]
kAi Ni: Thanks!! I got the blessing from a chemist, I should be able to pass my O's!! Haha!!
Xindai: Haha.. I promise to spend more time for you during my holidays, I won't run away.. I cancel away Nelson name is because I don't want him to nag at you and me!! Haha.. :x Then I feel so extra when 3 of us go out.. If I find a BF during holidays, then ok, 3 of us go out ok? Haha..


Ok, make it fast and short. I'm VERY tired. and I need to sleep.. *scream*

Went to school, and hand in my art. YESH ITS DONE!! I have no more worries about my craft as well as boards. Everything are handed in today! Cool har! Finally get it done after dragging and dragging for so long.. Pretty relax now.. No more midnight "train" to rush for art..

Went for EL class after school. Although more then 70% of coming home and sleep. THANKS PAK HONG! For asking me to stay.. Ended up sitting at canteen crapping. Paper 2 for Duman Sec is so tough! Having to crack my head and everyone's head so hard..

Reach home, as usual, knock off to sleep.. Less then an hour, woke up, shower and change.. Rushing down to Aljunied.. To meet up with my aunt and head to Town. Saw Chin Mei at Aljunied, while waiting for my mum to get down..

Reach town at around 8pm, was piss out with my mum.. Its ORCHARD and she scream at me.. Feel like smacking her. Hello!? Crown Prince Hotel is the Singtel building, just that I've no idea where's the fucking lift to the dinner place.. damn it man.. I hate people to shout at me at public place.. She didn't leave any face for me..

Dinner was ok.. Before the start of everything, they show us clips of engargement, as well as wedding photos.. Wow.. So nicely done.. I love it very much.. Hey, wondering when will I get married? Haha.. Anyway, the person who get married is actually my mum's godmother son. Who cares about it man?

After dinner was around 11+.. Shower and here I am talking to Samuel.. HEY SAMUEL! TIME PASS SO FAST! ITS A YEAR SINCE WE KNOW EACH OTHER!! Remember last year? Working at Expo.. Under Addecco? So damn fun man.. I miss the time.. So when are we going to be that fun like last time?

Seriously my friend, I miss the time that we have spend together. We no longer like last time.. The feelings just like we get drifted very far away from each other, and the everything seems to be a dream. *boom* wake up, and face to reality that we no longer need each other as a friend.. I miss doing =b when are we going to take prints?

Anyway, no mood to blog.. Here's the photo taken with my new specs.. *hoHo* No lah, Napat's spec. Cool har?



*tagboard*

J Ying: Haha.. I think everything gonna DIY!! >.<" Yap yap, I've already pass up my art.. Hey, my mum sucks you know? She didn't scold me "si co mo ma" anymore but she scold me "si char bo" kns leh.. >.<"

passerby: Thanks for visiting my blog. Anyway, I've no idea what's the title of the background music. I just find it nice, and I download it. =]



*yawns* I'm so sleepy now.. Being rushing my art since 8pm.. At first only have 4 boards, but she[Teacher] said that min. need to sumit to MOE is 6boards.. So need 2 more to go.. -_-" Keep drawing, erasing.. Sick of it man.. After today I not gonna touch art anymore until Art paper 2.. Which is like 1 month from now..

Time pass so fast.. Cant imaging that less then 15days to first paper of O level.. Scare? I am.. But need to finish my art craft then I give me best shot for other subjects.. Kinda stupid by studying.. *scream* HATE SCHOOL!! Eh Ying, any hints for getting a1 in O's? *lol*

Anyway, realise that my room is in total mess because of my work! And I lost a couple of drawings, and I seems to find it.. Anyone took it? *lol* Here's my messy room pictures.. *LOL* Eh, anyone willingly to be my maid? For free of course. I need to tidy up my room!!


The messy floor



The messy table. Now you know why I need to switch of the computer when I study? *LOL*



Was listening to Yes 933 just now.. Music dairy.. Aww.. The story just touch my heart... Its a girl who wrote it. I think she's my age now..

She likes her senior, and they start chatting on net. [That was when she's in Sec1] and both of them get be an item after a couple of months with the encouraging from the surrounding friends..

The guy was so understanding that her parents actually reject her of getting invole in relationship, and when they go out, they don't even hold hand.. They only get to chat to each other on net.. [Seriously, I can't take it if I'm her]

Her parents keep rejecting her from getting into a relationship. Her parents want the best for her, and she herself wants it too.. She decided to end the relationship with someone who she really loves.. She regret of course.. At the end of her Sec1 life, they get back again.. But not long later, they broke up again..

But this time, they never get together again.. Her senior found another new girl.. Everytime see how sweet he is by talking about his new girlfriend, she hate herself alot.. She can't wait to hug the guy again and tell him how much she loves him..

That's the end of the story, in addition there's DJ commenting.. But this story really tell people alot of stuffs.. Plan your time properly.. Time for study, time for relationship and stuffs... Well, if time management is poor, I suppose things will be like her..

*tagboard*

J Ying: I suggest maybe we should just stop here. So that I won't think that you love more then 2 guys. *LOL*

hunnie: I know hunnie.. Recently busy with alot of stuffs.. O's coming wor.. =( Need to study alot. I promise after O's the first date will be going out with you[maybe ron can tag along, see my mood first *LOL*] to sentosa.. for tanning alright!?

Potatohead: Oh alright.. Just wanna know who are you actually.. Anyway, find it weird to have a stranger who wants me to be happy. I always thought that sad things will capture readers attention.. HahaZ..

Ok, tired, gonna go do my art! A bit more to go!! I guess I be sleeping.. Whaha, very tired leh.. >.<"

A nice song to share.. =]

LoneStar - Amazed

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spent the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keep getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you



SMSed William about my illness. Then he got shocked and first time his reply was so fast! He actually called me.. Then get nag by him again.. "Too vain ar? Har? Pierce so much for what!" Then next, he called, ask if I've taken my dinner? Haha, I didn't.. He even suggest of him buying dinner for me.. Wah, this type of friend, where to get!? *lol*

Was watching news just now.. Heard the death of the little girl.. Tears just rolled down my cheeks.. Maybe I guess I'm too emotional le ba.. I don't know her.. Just that her death.. She doesn't deserve all these, by why she must be the one facing the music? Her dad was having an affair outside.. Why she must be the one who suffered?

I guess that's life.. God above loves her more then anyone else do.. That's why she's under God's arms now.. I guess she be more happy then the way anyone wanted her to be..

Read up Xin Ming, found out that her dad actually regret and hate himself alot.. Hey what's wrong man? Why you never think right from the start this type of things will happen? Its your problem, not your daughter problem, she doesn't deserve all these.. Why must she be the one paying for your mistake? Its 1 life you know.. *sigh*

Talk about Xin Ming, pissed off man.. Hey, that time during Euphoria 2004, I agree that Machi was rock and hot! But what about Shin? The whole Padang people were screaming and yelling about it.. Why the article is so damn small!!!! *scream*

Here's the article.. Damn bloody small lor..



*scream* Whatever.. >.<"

*tagboard*

J Ying: Eh seriously, you very flirt lor.. Say want Xiao Pang Zai[Ge] from Machi, now you want Chris from Shin. Seriously, who you really love!? Haha, if Chris, maybe I can call Xiaohua and discuss about it.. After all, I'm married to him! *Faint* Eh faster plan hor! I can't wait to go sentosa again!!
bell: Link up le!!
Potatohead: Firstly, I would like to know who are you.. Maybe can email me at dream_renxinger@hotmail.com or add me at MSN. HEY FOR YOU ONLY!!! Secondly I'm feeling great.. Not to worry yeah? Things didn't bring me down.. Thirdly, thanks for saying my picture nice. Haha..

That's all. I'm tired. Need to rest. I've no idea how many people ask me to drink more water and rest more.. :x Gonna go sleep now, if not, more and more people will start nagging at me..


Didnt went to school today. Slept at around 5am yesterday. Switch on and off the computer too many times. Wanna give in 100% concentration on studies.. Went online to take break, and offline to contiune. Done too much maths abit off wired today. *laugh*
SMSed William goodnight message. *SCREAM* at around 4am, then he called me.. Ended up we chat till 5am. That's why didn't sleep at 4am.. I thought can chat till around 630 then go to school. But the medicine too strong that I can't resist myself of saying goodbye.
Woke up at 0630 by my sister.. Went to toilet. Aint feeling well. Call KaiSheng to inform him about not going to school. Then went back to bed.. Woke up at 11plus.. Dad called. Said that form teacher called. Ask me to get an MC. Just nice, not feeling well, went to see doctor again..
Doctor said I'm having gastric flu. I didn't even know is so serious.. But it will be fine after some rest. HELLO!? WHY CAN'T YOU JUST GIVE ME 2DAYS OF MC!? Still ask so much things.. About taking O's level this year? Asking me if I've prepare for it.. *yawns* make me feel so sleepy..
Got medical report.. Next week be having a small operation.. 20th Oct 2004. Hope that things will turn out well.. Feeling very sick recently..
XinDai called. Ask me if there's school tomorrow and friday? What the hell? Ask me want to go tanned tanned.. Before she called, my dad said "Dont go swimming hor, like some Malay kid like that.. Not nice lah." Then XinDai called. -_-" Abit bored with tanning.. Gonna let the color lighter then decided what to do..
Tomorrow still wonder if I wanna go to school. Hello?? Mr Chionh, don't call at 7am!! You're awake but not us!! So shut up and don't call so early.. Use abit of brain, called like noon time or late morning? Not everyone like you wakes up that early alright?
Ok gonna, continue with my art le.. *yawns* I'm sleepy..
*tagboard*
J Ying: Time will flies fast. Then soon Shin will come town again.. *LOL* Then I think by that time we will be some crazy freaks around.. Shouting "XIAOHUA!!" :x Haha.. Anyway, Sentosa please plan!!!
bubu: Still alright lah.. >.<"
lane*: Thanks for popping by!! ^^v
Jim: ????


Another real real BORED day!! *scream*

Still thinking to wake up to go to school anot this morning. Feeling so weak! *argh* reach school is like want my whole life.. So tired, so restless!!

Feeling better after having a warm cup of hot milo.. *smile* So much homework. I feel like sleeping right now!! Chinese compos, then still have test tomorrow.. Plus stay back after school for Science!

I wanna drop now!! *scream* Just discuss with dad about not going to school until graduation day. Well I guess he will allow. He gonna call P tomorrow. Just hope that things turn well.. I guess tomorrow also not going. *laugh*

Graduation is sucks lor. Still got such thing know as rehersal? What the heLL? First time heard this type of things man.

Still thinking what phone to use.. *sigh* I want to buy X500!! Still under Panasonic.. But I guess.. Aiya, don't know what to say. I feeling so sleepy now! No one is at home..

Feel like taking a nap, then wake up before my parents reach home. Then they thought I study.. *laugh* then study till very late, tomorrow can't wake up!! WHAHAHAHHAA!! Then they think I so hard working..

After all, they have pester me for such a long time to ask me to study!! *scream* O's please faster go away!!

Cousins of mine, when you wanna go Sentosa? Being bring up by Jie Ying.. I guess after O level? Well promise that you guys will be fuN!! Cause I'm a clown? *LOL* And Jie Ying, take more corny pictures! Remember..

Ho hO~! Gonna go do some studies before you guys nag at me..!!

*tagboard*
~: Yah. Shin always rox!!!
admirer: What a nick.. Anyway, can I know who are you actually? Negative thinking everyone will be facing. Is just how we overcome it. Life will be having ups as well as downs. Just hope that things will get better as time goes by. To forget about the past is really up to me.. Life still goes on. One day, someone will be coloring up my life. Maybe he still the one, or maybe someone new. I've no idea who is that person. Just hope that he/she will be coloring soon. Afterall, I miss my smile. =]
Potatohead: Hey thanks.. I doubt I'm feeling down recently?


*Sick* Hate those feelings.. But manage to sleep till around 10+ this morning.. *smile* Have a great sleep.. Well, with peace too..
Yesterday night went chatting with 2 of my cousins till around 12am.. Then my period cramp make me can't stand it. Off the laptop, went to my room. Found out that my sister was on my bed!! *scream* I hate her so much!! Quarrel with her again. Hello!? My bed leh.. Not yours!! Go away.. She took her pillows and went to my brother room to sleep. I suppose she did play computer for awhile ba..
Anyway, accept those lame pictures from my cousin! Hey Ying, where's Shin one? *lol* I suppose that lame pictures can overtake everything.. So here's the pictures.. Very lame leh.. My another cousin saw those pictures she keep *lol* in MSN.. -_-" Wth..
Myself!! Haha, like some 38 auntie hor? :x

My cousin and I~ I suppose taken during Euphoria ba.. Too dark, and can see that we're so HOT!! :x And her eyes giving us problems with taking pictures!! Saw the lady behind? She sucks alright! We were standing beside her at first. [Our fault for squeezing in lah.] Then hor, she keep making thoses piss-off noise. Wah piang! I think, without us, she cant be standing in first 20 rows man!! Hey, thanks us alright!?


So here's the 3 of us!! Myself, Jessebel[My cousin friend] and my cousin, Jie Ying




Hey! What's on the right?

Jessebel trying to kiss me alright. But the cam.. Haha.. Can't see my face..

Come, muack muack..



Speak no evil, See no evil, Hear no evil..


Hey, my hand is in the nose!

Trying to kiss ya... But look disgusting.. Whaha..

HELP!! I'm fainting..!!

Specs specs~~

Hey what's wrong with Jessebel?

What's up there?


Then what's down there?

Lalaala~


I'm posing, Jessebel is trying to scream MLTR song! HAha!!Jie Ying trying to open her eyes BIG BIG!!

Ok, this is lame. While taking this picture, the people working there was laughing like hell! Hey, what's the problem man!? The first one taken was with flash in the end turn out real sucks, then Jie Ying remove the flash thing.. Then ended up turn out well! Then the guys working there say "Wah lau, like that also can!" Ok, we HIGH till mad le!! >.<"


Can guess who is who? Haah!!

*tagboard* a long time since I've reply! :x
James: Hey, I doubt I need that comment? And I've no idea who is James yeah? Teck Yong? Oh..
Elena: haha, that part about my grandfather really so teary meh? :x
chaoz: Maybe you should shut up yeah? I getting fatter and you're saying I'm getting sexy. Wth!?
Natalie: Hey hey, long time no see wor.. That time went to TP, didn't saw you.. :((((
Elle: *hugS* Thanks for tagging too.. A nice blog you have too! ^^v
jas`DEAD: Of course I know who are you.. Silly girL!!
aNneaNne: I know. Cause I used GD88 before ma.. And I actually lost it.. :(
Melv: What song you actually talking about? Maybe can find me in MSN yeah?
annette: Of course I know who are you.. The girl with the same shoe as me.. *laugh* Ok i mean the fila one.. Thanks for visiting!
hotblogs: Its alright.. =]
Jack: Thanks koR.. WHERE'S MY JAY ZHOU PICTURES!!!!

Ok that's all.. Pretty seh seh now.. Medication makes me "drown" Haha, study awhile then go to bed.. Oh, weather on and off recently, readers please take care! Oh yeah, just cut my hair.. Look like not much different. Haha.. The length is the same cause I've requested! =P

Was a crazy freak yesterday! *lol* Great!! *thumbs up*
Ok, met up with XiaoYi yesterday for lunch. My cousin can't make it on time. So I went ahead with XiaoYi for lunch.. Walk around TM and CS then my cousin came.. Head towards City Hall. On train saw MaySze. *Laugh* only wave thats it ba.. =]
Reach City Hall. When I alight from the train, Sam called. He SMSed me before I can't feel it. -_-" Ok, wait for him to come. Then 3 of us start walking around City Hall.. Went to Espanade to take pictures? *lol* Lame like hell. Then slack till around 6pm..
Went to have our dinner. By the time we reach there, my brother called me. *thanks man* Make me feel like a fool. Bought 2 meals for him. Then we went in.. Kinda bored at first. Some DJs doing spinning or whatever shit. The first few rows was high, but the back everyone sitted down. *lol*
Then when some artist came, everyone start to stand. Then my cousin and her other 2 friends stand too. Cause all we see are BUTTS -_-" So rude! *argh*
Then i gave a sugggestion of walking to the front! So we start squeezing and squeezing until top 50 rows! WOW That's great right? And her friend! Wah! I can say pro! Cam can reach the artist face! *thumbs up*
I've no idea who perform first. Cause I totally high until I'M MAD! Machi was great! Everyone was like MACHI!! YOZ YOZ!! Then follow by Lena Park. Ended up I'm sitting down.. She sang 4 songs I think, then everyone was scream "XIN YUE TUAN XIN YUE TUAN" Of course I scream too! Now my throat kinda voiceless?? :x
Then when Xin Yue Tuan came, everyone HIGH again! *run around* Then when the song stop, I mad again. I scream "XIAO HUA!!!" :x I've no idea how many times I scream. I'm kinda mad.. Then the guys infront of me kinda.. *lol* They keep cover their ears.. =X And of course, didn't miss out of taking pictures of XiaoHua!! :x
Oh yeah, by the time Xin Yue Tuan came out, we were in the top 20rows man! So can you imaging, XIAOHUA IS LESS THEN 20M AWAY FROM ME!? *SCREAM*
Shin sang around 4 songs... Then when they sang the last song "Shi Jie Mo Ri" Everyone shouting, yelling, singing the song! AND THE BEST THING IS THAT THEY SING MY FAVOURITE SONG!! ONE NIGHT IN BEIJING!!! Acuatually they sang the 3 albums hit song! Wow! High dao zui gao TIAN!! =X
By the time shin over, all of us were so damn tired! I came out with shouting "ENCO ENCO ENCO!!" Everyone was so steady and everyone actually shouted! But too bad, MLTR came out.. Then all of us turn off mode. And people start walking out.. *lol* But we still stand there still!!
When MLTR start talking, I go mad again. Shouting XIAOHUA!! -_-" Then my cousin's friend bth too.. :x But in the end, when they sing those familiar songs, I sang too..
We walked out of the field, and walk to the back of the field. Sat down, and start taking pictures. All I can say is LAME!! -_-" We acutally use the "wall" to create shadow, and my cousin went behind to take the pictures! Kinda rush now, so upload photos later! And those lame pictures are with my cousin. Cause by the time SHin over, my cam batt totally flat!! =(
Some thanks to my cousin's friend. HER CAM SIMPLY ROCK!! Cause she can actually zom until XiaoHua's face! 9+ pixel! Can you imaging how power it is!? *omG*
Ok, anyway, reach home around 2. Kinda piss off! We walked to future down of City Hall. Ended up everyone start taking OUR CAB!! *scream* As usual, doze off in cab.. Heez~ Too high until I mad! In conclude, I ENJOY VERY MUCH YESTERDAY!! WO HIGH DAO ZUI GAO DIAN!! :D
Anyway, about the blogging thing. They change the site again. So everything gonna start all over again.. =( So here's the here
Photos!!Tickets!! =PAnd this is what I took at MRT station. *lol*

My cousin and me..





*note* where's she pointing and where I looking *lol*

While waiting for shin.. I guess this picture tell you how tired I am!! *lol*

Samuel and me.. I love this pic*







The 3 of us..


The zi lian me.. ^^v


My cousin



Samuel..


Note:Samuel, the pictures I will send to you once I see you online!! ^^v

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