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ramblings of a young adult

was reading the news about Tsunami.. no idea why feeling sick.. suppose to be some happy things by going abroad for some random holiday, but turn out.. *sigh* no idea how to console anyone, but hope that they will get over with it soon... also hope that more and more people can be find instead of dead bodies..
well, a little update about myself.. went to count down with my giordano friends at downtown east, after that went slacking at pasir ris park till 2am.. reach home around 230, shower, and head to bed...
met up with andy just now.. pass him present, in the end wait for him to finish work. -.-" how "great" i am.. 2hours of shopping.. bought myself Britney album.. VCD one.. =D and skirt, went to pierce my nose.. gosh.. i'm bored alright.. have a little conversation with the guy who help me pierce, *lols* feel like having more piercing.. ok i'll shut up..
well, recently bought myself alot of stuffs.. more on clothes and studs.. my off day went out with my sister, in the end went to buy some clothes, and skirt.. bought tounge studs + ear rings.. hoping to get myself a new pair of shoe.. hmmm........ my dad bought me Shin new album.. well, their songs are still as nice as last time, so don't feel like going in details. and thanks kenneth for buying me the Britney album. Not the limited edition one, but i really appreciate it very much.. =]
well, gonna work tomorrow.. shall update again.. once again, happy new year to everyone out there.. like what i post in my bulletin, hope that everyone will have a very blissful year ahead.. single people like me, will be able to find the other half soon.. the right one are some where out there waiting for us.. and for those happily in love, cherish each other.. for those starting school soon, well, dont get bored. its a good thing to study instead of working.. study hard and smart.. all the way.. =]
I'm sure God above will bless the people who lost their loved ones in Tsunami..
I'm helpless, i cant do anything right now.. but i'll pray for them, for the people who are still alive that are unfound.. for those who lost their lives, i'll pray for you.. Rest In Peace..


Its been a damn long time since i've blog.. well, today[29th dec 2004] my off day, be going swimming with my cousins.. oh well... shall try to recap what i've done recently.. still trying to recall..
23th dec 2004
went over to class chalet.. stay there awhile, not for long.. saw only a few of my classmates, didnt touch the food at all.. slack, and head home.. pretty tired.. by the time i reach home its close to 12am.. or already over? hmmm...
24th dec 2004
kennth came over to fetch me cause he invited my over his place for dinner, so i went ahead.. he fetch me up on time, sorry to keep him waiting, just busy with stuffs, and i cant sign out.. i guess he waited for me for around 15mins.. oh well, travel all the way to his house, met up with his parents.. first time feel like celebrating a real christmas, but ain't my family.. oh well... i just love his mum cooking, so nice.. yummy.. till now the taste is still inside my head.. seriously, nothing can buy her mum's cooking.. although is rather simple, but i just love the food..
anyway, after that we went over to Fishermen Village. met up with my parents, then went to met up with his friends... Drink, went home cause i'm working morning on christmas day..
25th dec 2004
working! yucks.. its fun..! work till i cant remember what time.. head home.. didnt really celebrate christmas day.. hell tired.. reach home, sleep..... thats my day..
26th dec 2004
met up with kennth again, in fact most of the time he came over the fetch me.. [NOTE : we are just friends.. i did keep my vow Samuel..] den went to take prints. oh well, lazy to resize, he scan it too big.. and i'm hell tired now..
27th dec 2004
monday BLUE! work morning shift.. i still havent recover the sleepyness.. =( only myself work in the morning, have to do lots of things, packing and stuffs.. in the end noon shift person get MC.. sigh, i hate it, i'm so hell hungry + tired, in the end MC.. *scream*
one staff from Suntec transfer over to relief.. hell, give me bad comment? i dont need that seriously.. i remember very clearly that the size no more, whats the need of trying other outles? i dont need anyone to BACKSTAB me.. you sucks you know?
28th dec 2004
met up with kenneth again.. a sucky day for me.. real tired.. morning shift again.. *scream* ended up i'm the only one in junior session for the day, and i need to ran up and down to take stocks. seriously i think i'm losing weight! thats the advantage with working giordano junior, you will need to run around to take stock, especially in Taka.. you need to ran to NAC junior[which is at 4th level] if not Pargon, or Lucky Plaza[for unisex] i ran dont know how many times already.. *sigh*
met up with xindai as well.. actually is she drop by, then she approach me.. hmmm.. show her a real black face.. sorry!!! met up with her after work.. shop around, bought myself a bag and a christmas present for her.. hope she really like it.. didnt take prints yesterday.. so yah.. *grinz*

well, i really enjoy working there.. especially the staffs there.. high 5 every now and then when people sign in and out.. the manager/shop incharge took special care of me.. oh well.. the other staffs there will lend helping hand when i need to... MAX LEONG always scare the hell of me for nothing.. oh well, he's working later, was still wondering should i drop by, cause i promise him? *lols* if not i think sat u will skin me off.. *scream* ok i'm tired, shall update again..

its gonna be 2005 soon.. a new life for me? i wish too.. i wish i can forget everything and move on with me life.. when i'm out of the maze, will someone be there holding onto me and lead me with the rest of my life??

*tagboard* (very long no update *LOL)
sweetiehun: Not to worry, i'm still holding on.. nice chatting with you just now, hope to see you soon.. *hugs*
el: well, i hate it, cause life is never perfect... inperfect things are more...
Recca the pro : dont worry, i'm still alright.. when are you meeting mEE!!!
lingg: =]
sucks: you can close the window.. no one ask you to come anyway...
sweetiehun: i dont understand why you object it? Its nice...
Blog Fan: If i didnt remember wrongly i took it at Hereen HMV.. 5th level.. it cost $10.. its a sofa machine..
Xindai: silly.. i think he just cant stand us.. we're so OH bored!!
el: yeah, its always an expensive hobby.. hahaha
bob: Yeah, Merry christmas + happy new year to you too!! =D
niko84: yeah remember you.. merry christmas + happy new year too.. :D
Addiction aka MK: *SCREAM* thanks for dropping by..
summotay: sorry, now then i read you message.. sorry, really hard to dig out time, once i free i let you know.. catch up with you soon..
alan: same to you koR.. =]
el : merry christmas too..
Xindai : Yah lor.. damn busy with work leh.. =(
el : updated...

same old song.. LoneStar - Amazed [i finally get it send to him..]

Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than i can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel howmuch you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of you skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time everytime
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you...


Today is fun.. I just love today, I dont know why. The moment I step in, my big sister ask me to Hi-5 with everyone.. So I walk around Hi-5-ing everyone in the house.. *lols* Team spirit so high.. Anyway, noon shift only 4 of us sign in.. Then after brifing, 4 of us shout "Afternoon sign in" everyone seems to be looking at us.. -_-~
Anyway, work work work.. Then dinner time.. Went out for dinner with another staff.. Then sign in again, work again.. Time seems to pass very fast. Then, house cleaning till around 2340, then took cab home with 2 other part timer.. They stay near me.. Then, like that lor?
*sigh* soon to be 8 months of waiting.. I guess you're blissfully attach, so, just let it be.. I guess I'll meet someone new, all the best to you.. =] I might be sad, but you don't even bother. I just miss hanging out with you.. I didn't know it will hurt so much by leaving you..
My christmas wish and my birthday wish will always be the same.. Counting down to my birthday, I still wondering who will remember it? I wish.. I wish.. ... ...


Went out with XinDai today.. Late afternoon.. Morning time went to Loyang Da Be Gong for some praying, have my lunch outside with my dad, then to Bedok to pai my grandpas and my aunt. A zillion seconds since I've step in to pai them. *sigh*
Anyway, the prints that I took today with her.. I like the first picture.. And the last picture actually wanna put down *his* name, but I guess, who is he to me? He might be belonging to someone else.. Why am I so thick skin to put his name down?

And the prints taken last week..





Well, first day at Taka[Ngee Ann City] was fun. The people there.. Team spirit is so heavy. No wonder they are the image shop.. my in charge is a malay, but she's nice.. i really enjoy working there, the people are fun, active, cute, can see more shuai shuai.. [cause mix with unisex, actually there are guys working there..] so yah..
anyway, xmas coming.. dont ask me for present, havent even get my pay.. 24th there's bbq for my class.. still wondering if i can make my way there.. sigh.. just hate the life i'm having now.. work, home, sleep, work, home, sleep.. really no life.. no idea why am i leading this life. at least i have some income now.. gonna save up for poly expenses.
a picture taken long ago.. taken with my cousin HP.. taken at changi airport while studying for O's.. entertainment time..

i gonna get this done.. my next target.. any objection?


Some rather old songs to share.. A song that describe a broken down guy.. Something rather sad that happen.. Might be some famous song back then..

Micheal Learns To Rock - 25minutes

After some time
I've finally made up my mind
She is the girl
And I really want to make her mine

I'm searching everywhere
To find her again
To tell her I love her
And I'm sorry about the things I've done

I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she's crying while she's saying this

Boy I've missed your kisses
All the time but this is
Twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far
Boy I'm sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late

Against the wind
I'm going home again
Wishing me back to the time
When we were more than friends

But still I see her in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she's crying while she's saying this

Boy I've missed your kisses
All the time but this is
Twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far
Boy I'm sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late

Out in the streets place where
Hungry hearts have nothing to eat
Inside my head
Still I can hear the words she said

Boy I've missed your kisses
All the time but this is
Twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far
Boy I'm sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late

I can still hear her say... ....


Haiz, transfer to NAC.. Ngee Ann City.. =( Still the same.. Junior.. Tired.. Offline..

Oh yah, off day on Tuesday... If you're free, let me know. *lols* =]

you still exist in my heart.. yes its you

Simple Plan - I Won't Be There

I don't wanna make this
Harder than I have to
This is how it has to be
There's so many things I want to say
But you just don't listen to me

I don't want to hurt you
You don't want to hurt me
I can't stand you
And you can't stand me
We can't rearrange
You can never change me
Say goodbye
Nothing I say could change your mind cause

I can't stay
Tomorrow I'll be on my way
So don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed
Cause when you wake up
I won't be there

Everything I say
You find a way to make it
Sound like I was born just yesterday
Everything you taught me
Really means a lot
I'm going my way

I don't want to hurt you
You don't want to hurt me
I can't stand you
And you can't stand me
We can't rearrange
You can never change me
Say goodbye
Nothing I say could change your mind cause

I can't stay
Tomorrow I'll be on my way
So don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed
Cause when you wake up
I won't be there

This is the last night
That I spend at home
And it won't take too long
For you to notice
Won't take long for you to find out
That I'm gone

I can't stay
Tomorrow I'll be on my way
So don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed
Cuz when you wake upI won't be there
Everything I say
You find a way to make it

I can't stay
Tomorrow I'll be on my way
So don't expect to find me sleeping in my bed
Cause when you wake upI won't be there
Everything I say
You find a way to make it

a small little update about myself.. hmmm.. was kinda busy recently. most of my shifts are like end at around 10pm? by the time i reach home, hell tired, shower and head to lala-land.. still alright with the environment.. loves the seniors there, they just take care of me.. help me when i need help.. overall, hope to hit target everyday.. when you realise that you're one of the top giordano outlets, you will feel proud.. =] so feel free to drop by.. Orchard Point[OG Point] is actually in between Orchard Plaza and CenterPoint..
Something bad happen yesterday. =( We[one of my senior and another new girl] get lock up in OG =( I shall not go in details, but the good thing is that there are some Gio unisex people outside. then we actually bang the glass, they heard us, and they turn.. they run to inform the guard to open the door for us.. afterall, a bad experience there =(
hmmm.... christmas coming soon.. so bored.. myself and lily[a new girl in unisex] actually plan that if happen we work till close on christmas day, we will buy ourself log cake to celebrate ourselves. *lols* since both of us are single.. hmmm... no idea how.. shall update again once i get the chance.. if happen you wanna ask if i'm ok anot, actually i'm fine. really fine.. yah.. i'm lazy to reply tagboard. some sorry here.. i'm tired.. =]


Didn't really blog much. Things just keep making my life hard.. Off day today, yesterday had supper with KaiSheng nearby. Chatted alot, realise alot of things to catch up. Hope you're doing great. =]
Woke up at around 12+ today, slack as usual. Went to dad shop thenwent to White Sands. Bought myself some clothes again.. Oh well, maybe I should really control the money I spend. =( The clothes I bought for my brother $60+++ The clothes for him $30++ then myself.. Wah.. How can it be? =( I should really control my spending..
*sigh* tomorrow start working again. =( 2pm reporting time, but gonna wake up real early to collect my contact lens. Finally get it done yeah? Be working noon shift tomorrow.. So work till 9+ tomorrow. Kinda tired and bored with the life I'm now. Can't wait for my pay day to come. When cash flooded my bank, wow, Ebel will be something new. Gonna get my hair dye again. The color seems to be fading.. And real DRY now.
Things seems to be out of way, not the way I want to be.. *sigh* If you're asking me am I ok? No, I'm not ok. Whatever.. Not because of what happen on monday, is because things are keep pilling up. Problems getting more and more, look like nobody bother to solve it. And why must I be the one solving it?
Might be some idiot that being rebellious here.. But who cares? You don't bother, why must I be the one bothering? I bother make myself more angry, more hate you. You don't care about me, why I must care about you? Like I say on Tuesday night, when you're REAL FREE then give me a call to collect what you need to collect. If you didn't collect within a month, I guess I gonna throw it away. Why must make my house more and more rubbish?
You make me feel like some idiot, some silly ass that walk around looking for you. Do you know I travel around to look for you? And you're sleeping at home? Called me with miss call? Hoping I will call back? Do you know how piss am I? Since you're at home why can't you use your house phone to call me? Why must give me a miss call then hang up? I hate people who do this you know! You make my life look like SHIT. Thanks man.. I appreciate it very much..


Never ever do this type of things..

She thought she can sleep after SMS-ing him Happy Birthday in advance. But didn't know she can't even sleep well. When its 12am, she called him to sing him a birthday song. He said "How I wish there's a cake in front of my to blow the candle" Idea strike out.. She wanted to give him a surprise..
She requested for morning shift. Get the approval, happily sign out.. Off to the mall to shop for things that he likes.. Walk around 6-7hours, finally found something that she likes and hopes he likes..
Rush all the way to Tiong Bahru, hoping to see him. With the cake and present on her hand. Waiting for the time to come. Still no sign of him when its 910pm. She walked to the shop that he's working at, no sign of him.
She run to MRT station, and took the very next train to City Hall.. Travel all the way to Funan, hoping to see him there. By the time she reached there, it already closed. Feeling real disappointed, no idea what to do next.
The cake in her hand melts, feeling real tired, real dumb.. She tried to reach for him, but no respond from him.. Tears starts filling her eyes when she's on the way home.. He's still never here..


If you see me walking the road with someone else
It's not because I like his accompany
Its because you're not brave enough to walk beside me
If you hear me talking about him all the time
Its not because he pleases me
Its because you're too deaf to hear my heartbeat
If you feel me falling with someone new
Its not because I love him
But because you're not there to catch me fall
If you feel lost, I too am nowhere
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we gonna cross each other's path
Or just completely turn around?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound
Don't let me walk with him
It's you I want to walk with
Don't let me talk of him
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for him
It's you I want to fall in love with


A real long time since I've update my blog. -_-~ Kinda busy. Most of the time work noon shift till closed. By the time I reach home, I'm hell tired.. So didn't update my blog for some time.. Thanks Ying Yan & Ron for dropping by, as well as Michelle + BF for accompany me for dinner.. *grinz*
Alright, thanks everyone for tagging at my board. Feel free to give me a call/SMS.. Will try my best to reply. =]

*tagboard*
jOYcE.jOYcE: Yeah I really enjoy myself working there. Cause the staffs there are fun loving people! And also got shuai shuai to see. =X Osim one very shuai.. Whahahah!! :x
J Ying: Haha.. I'm so sorry! Anything just give me a call/SMS. Will be very fast to reply by that.
kAi Ni: You too!! I really enjoy myself very much working there..
Xindai: Hunnie, I off on Wednesday, but I meeting my friend. I'm free on Monday. Morning shift.
Delun: I thought I did told you?
alan: *grinz* I think I be ok with it. Cause I already got the answer myself.. =] Thanks alot anyway..


Going to work soon.. *grinz* excited of course, although this is not the first time of work. *lols* hoping to meet more friends.. =] Meeting my work friend[the one who attends the same course as me at the same time] for lunch, then will be going to OG.. She works in the unisex. Poor Ebel, JUNIOR!! *ScreaM* I still can't imaging... Sweetie-hun & Ron be coming tonight. *lols* Just hope that they come before I finish my work. =D I'm not dying to see Ron, I'm dying to see YING YAN!! Ok, and hope that hunnie xindai will be coming to buy things for MONYA.. You see this? Hmm... Haven't dig out time for contact lens. Doubt have time to go down to get myself eye test + making of contact lens.. BUSY!! So be wearing specs as usual.. Till I get myself my lens~~ Ok, gonna go now, before I get lates.. =D Be updating soon..


Spend another day at Paya Lebar main office.. 3 days of course seems kinda fast to pass by. *thumbs up* everything ended successfully.. well, gonna start work tomorrow.. must be pretty curious about which outlet i am in? wah sians... Giordano at somerset. which one? the one inside OG.. hell.. which OG? the one nearer to PS that one... Junior or unisex? JUNIOR!!!!!
Ok whatever. Can't change or what between 2 weeks. so drop by to say hi? too bad if you can't get something for yourself.. if you have for kids, just drop by. maybe i can give you some discount? *lols* whatever..
helL~ so wondering tomorrow work will be what? cause i drop by there before, is like so damb BORED + EMPTY! Empty = no people. and junior = whatever we learnt for the past 3 days were a form of wasting time. whahaha.. -.-" lucky i no need to remember everything. about the dry-tech, and the extra info about the material.. can you imaging over 30 slides have to remember for working days? wth~~ that's not it, the uniform provided will be like junior? whaha..
hmmm.. anyway, pretty good day for me. samuel pick me up yesterday, today ming wei's turn. *lols* didn't know he work in S&K then is like 1 building away? ok whatever. then he waited for me to finish then took bus home.. but didnt go home straight, went to have dinner + some random shopping then come home.. walk all the way.. -_-~ ok whatever..
gonna shower now, then gonna sleep soon. waiting for tomorrow day to come. at least doesn't need to face those childish kids at giordano.. oh well.. i didn't name out.. not i'm the only one who thinks that they are childish, look like a number of us agree on that.. hmmm.. who cares?
make up my mind yesterday. samuel is my witness.. i told him that i not gonna be attach unless i get myself into poly.. and after a year of waiting[the day we broke up 26.04.04] i will give up. ok whatever. just tired of everything, and dont want to do all those waiting and stuffs.. just sick of it..

*tagboard*
Potatohead: Err.. I think by the time you read this you will know where.. Just to comfirm again, new OG at Somerset. Under Junior Gio.. And my name is pronouce as E-bell.. If happen to drop by, say hi pleaes. =]
summotay: Haha.. Seriously I prefer free-lance job.. Update me about your life, and oh yeah, if got coffee session let me know. please do it after peak season which is after new year..
el: Updated =]
jOYcE.jOYcE: Yeah I know.. Trying my best to see things at a bigger way..
Recca: Ok what Mr Bell ? Whahaha.. I didn't know you're with bell man.. =X
J Ying: I don't know leh. I doubt can comfirm with you. And oh yah, I think you guys go ahead, leave me out. I have too much things to do. =( Peak season..
XiAoReN: I guess I wont be finding one..


A song that describe my feelings now.. *sigh*

Simple Plan - Meet You There

Now you're gone
I wonder why you left me here
I think about it on and on again
I know you're never coming back
But I hope that you can hear me
I'm waiting to hear from you
Until I do

You're gone away
I'm left alone
A part of me is gone
And I'm not moving on
So wait for me
I know the day will come

I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you here
I'll meet you there

I wish I could have told you
The things I kept inside
But now I guess it's just too late
So many things remind me of you
I hope that you can hear me
I miss you
This is goodbye
One last time

Your gone away, I'm left alone
A part of me is gone and I'm not movin on
So wait for me, I know the day will come
I'll meet you there, no matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there, and even if I need you here I'll meet you there
Your gone away, I'm left alone
A part of me is gone and I'm not movin on
So wait for me, I know the day will come
I'll meet you there, no matter where life takes me to
I'll meet you there, and even if I need you here I'll meet you there

And where I go you'll be there with me
Forever you'll be right here with me

I'll meet you there
No matter where life takes me
I'll meet you there
And even if I need you
I'll meet you there


to whoever i am refering to:
why am i bother onto something which cause myself to be pain? you always say that i sms you, you didnt receive at all, why must i be some asshole out there waiting for your reply? why must i be the one who calls you everytime? why cant you be the one who start to sms me? and call me at night? some idiot am i.. wait for you to finish school, slack around just hoping to meet you. in the end you meet up with your friends rather then me. whenever we talk over the phone, i feel like killing you somehow. you know that you make me piss off everytime i talk to you? i hate it...! sometimes your joke aint funny and ended up you're the one keep laughing. please, you might not have any pride, but i have. i dont need YOU to be the one telling me whatever shit i should do or what-so-ever.oh well, whatever now.. celebrate your birthday with your friends. maybe i will pop by to pass you just the present.

to another person i'm refering to:
well, glad that you try your best to maintain this friendship instead of running away from me. i just hope that you will do whatever you said just now.. i will be glad to serve you. i'm hoping to see you soon. with your gf or friends, i wont care. maybe i'm just dying to see you.. seriosuly i miss you. everytime walk down teh streets, always hope that you're the one i'll meet, but ended up i disappoint myself. i will never put too much hope for you to return, or perhaps can say that i didnt put any hope that you will return to my side. i believe that if you're mine, you will be mine forever. leave it to God above choose, to let Him lead me with my life.. even if you're never gonna be mine again, i just wish to stay by your side.. even as a friend.. all the best, and take care.. its 6th of the month again.. and it look like... .... .... .... ....


Woke up at around 0630 this morning. *faint* just like normal school day.. So xin ku. =( Reach Pasir Ris MRT at around 0720 I guess.. Waited for so damn long for the train to come. *scream* I've no idea why, I heard that between Tampines and Simei there's some error in no where. Ok I don't know what.
Reach Giordano at around 0830. Slack till 0840, then I saw Sin Sing. Hey! She's working with me. *lols* Ok anyway, "lesson" start at around 0900. Well, *thumbs up* for the training session. Well, great in charge, didn't manage to bored me to death + make me fall asleep.. Training end at around 1300. Went to Town.. For "shopping" *lols*
Together 5 of us went Cine for lunch, then 4 of us went Lucky Plaza to do some random research. Hey, Lucky Plaza Giordano guys not bad. =X Then went to Taka, to gather at around 1530. Then start talking again, change to uniform.. Bad gastric pain.. =( My face turn white I suppose. In real pain, but can't stand with one leg either can I bend down or whatever.
Glad that it ended at about 45mins time.. Went for a break, have a cup of drink.. Feeling much better.. And start work.. *thumbs up* again for Taka staffs. They rox. 3male staffs there, 1 look real gay.. the other 2 consider not bad. *whaha* Was center at the main enterance, guess what? Saw mummy!! *scream* so excited! A long time since I've saw her.. Notice her for a long time, but she didn't take note of my present. =( Oh well.. Saw her walking off, I shouted her name, then she turn back.. =X anyway, happy birthday mummy!!!!!
Then finish work at around 1815, then went to Hereen to shop with Lily, then walk around went for dinner and head home.. Wanted to buy some ear rings, but none caught my attention. Oh well.. Whatever it is, tomorrow is my OFF DAY!! Be nua-ing at home. Pocket kinda empty now. Town food so ex. =( Ok whatever. Then Wednesday and Thursday be going back to Paya Lebar for 2nd training session. Anyone wanna accompany me? *lols* for travelling part. Whaha.. Ok, bye and I'll shut up..

*tagboard*
maysze: Ok, changed + updated.
Elena: Thanks. Suggest it? I'm sure when you go to Sec5 they will consider about it.
Baby: Yah.. Why?
bubu: Haha.. HC cant be my next prince. He's too cute. I can't resist. Later his Virgin give me? WHAHHAHA.. Kidding.
Nette: where got hot sia? I think you got the wrong person.. *whaha*
Jessebel: Yesh darling.. =D


Tired!! Tired!!!


Photos!! Thanks Jie Ying.. =D
My cousins..


all of them at the sea.. =(

*myself*

Jie yiNGGg

i'm bored.. baby foot print.. =D


i gain weight. seriously..

i saw this cute guy.. the one in back view.. i cant get any chance to snap the face. =X

his friends. *lols* wonderful cam...

*zi lian again*



the wind is too strong!! HELP!!


my sis and me

jie ying and me



i'm bored. i've no idea why i capture this.. *lols*


myself at bk. shock by the big fries.. whahaahahah

*group pictures* see the dark sky!!






so what i've been doing these few days? went to sentosa with my cousins. include me there are 9 of us.. reach Harbour front at 1030 sharp.. on NE train i saw a babe!! Jasmine.. aww.. didnt see her before but somehow she just wave at me i wave back.. *lols* get attracted by her friend. =X ok i should shut up..
went sentosa. was slacking at pawalan beach. play v ball.thanks to my cousin who bring the ball along. if not i will bored till death there.. *lols* met some cute + old guys. seriosuly they are old enough to be my dad. whaha.. they are around 33years old.
seriously i think i sucks at soccer. 3 of us, [my 2 cousins and myself] form a team VS them with soccer. the sands were BURNING HOT. seriosuly, very hot sia.. then went playing. get trash by them -.-~ they are so old yet can run.. whahah.. then they thought we're good, but in the end.. oh well..
then went slacking under the shades but end up i'm the most tanned person. yucks hate to have periods when i planned to go to sentosa. *oops* alright.. my 7 cousins + my sister went to the sea, left me alone under the shade. =( lucky the guys tag me along for volley ball, if not, i will be hell bored there. they are nice people although with tattoo.. i just love their tattoo man..
stroll at sentosa.. ate BK at arrival hall.. then slack. planned to stay at sentosa for night view or what-so-ever but in the end dark clouds approaching.. so in the end we rush to leave sentosa. reach harbour front mall to slacl.. too lotsa corney pictures. waiting for my cousins to upload it. whaha.. real damn funny. seriously no more on the floor or on the ground. just some lame + real funny pose. please stay tune..!
oh man.. fuck singaporeans.. SLY IS NOT SINGAPORE IDOL!! *YUCKS* why!? omg.. i think SG idol 1 is America Idol 2.. whereby clay aiken is more famous and popular then ruben.. oh well.. waiting for Sly album!! =D

*tagboard*
el: Yeah. I prefer this very much..
summotay: please.. i have wonderful friends around me.. if i make you my friend, you're a wonderful person. =]
jOYcE.jOYcE: haha.. really aR?
lingg: *grinz* thanks wor..
bubu: maybe he's my next prince charming? *lols* just kidding. but hey, thanks wor. everyone thought we're couple for that night. who cares? Wahha.. just some random good friends.. HC is always cute + shuai. *lols* not to you but to me!!
maysze: updated..!


my comp is down, anything just call me.. working on monday.. BORING!!!


A very tired tired day! gonna go to the beach later. alright here are the pictures. i only upload those with my face. *lols* kinda lazy with resizing.. =x
sara and me

alfyan and me

gary and me


my table. surround by wonderful guys. =]

xiao shuai shuai and meeee!!

gary and me outside the ball room

gabriel & me

dennis & me

myself & desmond

2 sexy babes and one.. er xin da pian!! *lols*

ricardo and myself..

me and prom queen.. =] she purposly close her eyes. -.-"

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Joyce and me.. she's a wonderful girL~

myself and gary at dance floor. *lols*

4 of us went slacking.. muahha... thanks joyce for taking photos for us.. anyone wanna guess where are me?

this one she ask me to sit on gary. -.-"

gary and myself..

err? what's that on the floor?


*tagboard*
jOYcE.jOYcE: its alright. the photos are up once u read this? *lols*
xiAoReN: yeah.. you're more mad then me during the dance.. *lols*
Elena: she deleted her blog. too late.. =(
kBo: sucko, so ma fan.. alright, i will change..

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