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Just reach home not long. a very tired day for me. sigh.. woke up by call from NAC.. rush down to taka to help out. cause my 2nd incharge is on mc.. so in the end i need to sign in early.. sales is damn bad, in the end the main office people ask me to sign out at around 4pm.
i drag drag and drag till around 7pm. i sms sean to tell him that i finish work soon.. he rush down all the way, and in the end, i finish work at 830pm. so doesnt make any different. *lols* my shift was 12-9 anyway..
went to changi village again. slack there with his friends till 11pm. then head home.. and here i am.. too much things are on my mind, too scare that the same old thing will happen... sigh.. too much things to be said, better left it unsaid..

Reach home kinda long ago, just alittle lazy to touch computer.. was out with darlin' just now.. Today suppose to finish work at 2pm, but in the end because got new launch i finish work at 245pm. Lucky he didnt fetch me, if not..
Went to have lunch with Nora at about close to 4pm.. Slack at carpark as usual, then went up, and head home.. Reach home shower and haed out again. (Busy girl, no choice) Went to Changi Village for dinner cum supper. Then my dad called, in the end we join my parents for dinner. They didn't say anything, either he say anything, everything seems fine.. My parents didn't even bother to ask who I'm with. I guess, they approve Sean.. Just hope so..
Results will be out soon. On monday mostly.. Anyway, my basic was today, everything seems fine. I guess I can pass this time round, if not darlin' gonna laugh his ass off at me.. =( Miss him badly.. Everyday seems to be fine I guess.. Tomorrow is another day, just hope that things turn out more than I wish to have.. =]

Just reach home not long.. Anyway, tomorrow my basic theory, wish me good luck yeah? I failed. =( Marc said that must remember that "you're a super kia-si person" Haha.. I will always remember that so that I can pass. =D
Hmmm.. How's my day? Seems fine I guess.. Yesterday was doing the blogskin till late. Then chat over the phone with him till 1+ then woke up at 8am to brush up and stuffs before I went out..
Start work at 10am, but seems so quiet. Haha.. My first sales was at 11? LOL! Can imaging how BORED I am.. Went for my lunch at about 12pm? DAMN EARLY!! And I was like "HAR!?" Met up with Sean after work. Slack, and went to Compass Point to collect stock.. Then head home..
He seems so unfine. I guess something must be on his mind. *sigh* hug him so tightly, but look like nothing work. Just hope that he will share with me..
Recently quarrel with him over little things. Was wondering what's wrong with me. I don't smile like what I do during work.. Things seems to be flooding my mind.. I'm down. Although its my fault, but he's always the one who give in..
Like yesterday, we suppose to have dinner together after work. And my in-charge was on urgent leave, in the end the Shop Manager request me to work full shift, but I rejected it just because I wanna spend time with him...
In the end, when I finish work which was like 7.15pm, I still didn't get to see him. I called him, to my surprise, he said "I'm at my friend's place. Didn't I SMS you that I going to play soccer at the same old place?" I was piss, and I just hang up the call..
Was wondering why.. And I realise that most of the time either I work, if not I'm with him. He doesnt ahve much time to spend with his friends. And I realise I'm selfish.. I went over to find him, to my surprise he wasn't surprise about my present.. Things are getting better, abnd I believe that things will get even more better..
Something meaningful that I found in friendster.. Well its true..

When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions,
She is wondering how long you will be around.

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds,
She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL sms's you everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.

When a GIRL says that she can't live without you,
She has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more than that.

*scream* my hair color is fading.. Gonna do something about it...! PAY!! I NEED MY PAY!! =D Maybe I go highlight again har? =_=" See how ba..
Was out yesterday with Sean. Actually the plan was I meet him at Simei before we have our lunch, in the end, I was late. (as usual) he reach outside of my house and I was still packing my stuffs. Haha!! :x Then When to Bedok to eat lunch and head all the way to Eunos to book my Basic Theory.. Oh yeah, I fail. :x
Then we head all the way to Town.. I went to Taka Gio to collect my stuffs that I left it there to wash, and he went to Far East with his friends.. Then I met him up at Far East and I saw AH PANG!!! And Sean friends were like "hor hor, Sean left you less then 5mins, got guys take number liao..." *lOls*
Anyway, they went to eat, and I was idling. Just don't feel like eating.. And we head back to East side. And Sean *grinz* accompany me to eat Pasta... Again..Haha.. Look like every week we gonna eat once. =X I love it!! And he's getting sick with me. Country bake pasta, with combo A.. If not corn soup, I will just take the Ice Lemon Tea.. Haha, darling understand me so well....~
We slack at Tampines, and he called my sister to ask her what she wants for dinner... My sister was like "Har!?" Then we went to ta bao, and there he goes again. Distrub my sister. Haha...

Anyway, I'm doing good, and I'm always fine. For friends who always read my blog and care about me, I enjoy my life now. Maybe because I found Sean. He lights up my life.. Make me laugh when I'm a little down.. Giving me that cute smile and acting a little childish to bright up my day.. I love him.. I wanna announce to everyone who reads my blog I love SEAN WONG!! =X

i'm doing good. and i found my him.. =D i dont care how others think. that's the way i wanna be with him. even though we might have some gaps, but i believe, no we believe we can walk thru everything.
mum seems to be rejecting him, but after yesterday having chat with dad.. everything seems so fine.. no worries.. anyway, i'm happy...! because i got him..~
This is Sean, my darling...



Thousands of apology to people like XinDai & Ying Yan.. I seems like moving away from you guys. Because all i care now is work and work and work.. I dont really have much time to spare. Fall sick recently.. and i know that health is getting weaker. thanks God i got him by my side.. if not, things seems to be so far away.. and i know i'm tearing up into pieces...

and to whoever moron that went to my tagboard and tag, please grow up. thanks.. =]

ah, my computer is down.. waiting for my stupid bro to send for repair.. wont be able to online.. anyway, happy new year, and anything just reach me through my hp.. :)

I've had enough waiting for your so-called arrangement
The future that you spoke of, just how long will it take
Always have to wait till it's too late to realize that I'm lovable
I want to depend on you, but you're not there

The places that are supposed to be happy
All that you gave was nothing
Staring off into space by myself on holidays
Can't find someone to accompany me to watch the sea
I'm standing outside the door of happiness
But haven't been able to enter inside
The pain that you have cumulatively inflicted
It's really hard for me to be released from it

I finally realized that love cannot return
And you are always understanding too late
Only in the end do you speak your mind
Crying and begging me to stay
I finally realized that love cannot return
There are too many obstacles in front of us
But your hand cannot let go
You'd rather be shameless, begging me not to leave

You always want me to be obedient, slowly planning the future
But my tears were constantly streaming down
In the past how have you displayed the trust that you were supposed to give
I've been slowly pushed off a cliff directly by you
From the paleness of my face
Can see the memories slowing down
The sweetness of the past is rewinding
But the feelings are already not present
And the hopes that I have placed in you
Have been shattered by you time and again
It's already broken into too many pieces
How can they be put back together and resumed again

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