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ramblings of a young adult

well, its cool to stay at home to rest. toactually relax myself and stuffs. kinda enjoy the slacking throughout the whole day. study? not really much of it, though i really tried.... was doing TYS and i realise i've tons of questions that i did wrong. wondering what happen if history repeats again? hmmm...
anyway, was at momo on thursday. sad to say, i didnt really enough, though i drink alot, was kinda tipsy back then. thankful enough, all my lovely ladies stop me if not surely hangover the very next day. im glad that you said you gonna make your way down when i told you i'm tipsy. i didnt expect you to do this type of things to me, but i really appreciate. :)
im kinda disappointed whereby there isn't any crowd, and there are disgusting people around us, trying to show us her sexy g-string. *puke* its so disgusting.. finally get to see momo's manger on that day. C:
reach home at like close to 4am, have a quick shower and head to bed. woke up at about 11am to help out at daddy's place.. kinda bored whereby i cant have enough sleep.
of course im having tons of sleep the following day which is yesterday. elina came over to my place to wait for my brother. but turn out to be both of us went to suntec to shop around. haha, didnt saw any nice stuffs. being pestering her to go to city link to look for rip curl stuffs. but didnt manage to find anything that catch my eyes.
when my brother came down we had our dinner at pizza hut. being such a long time since i've eat pizza. reallu love em' so much especially seafood pizza. *big smile* head to bugis to meet up with xindai and nelson. have my eye brown pluck, and get myself a skirt and a top. really love it so much! :)
as for today? staying at home the whole day. well, perhaps i shall just stop the post here.. hmmm.. i recall about the things we said back then. you said you gonna accompany me to eat tim-sum at gelyand... are you gonna keep the promise? or its gonna be some empty promise? i'll wait for your respond.. :)

well, its gonna be the last day of school tomorrow. and its really rare that the 5 of us, christine, edna, joyce, saren and myself were sitting at mos burger today talking about every single thing. i mean we're like cherishing the time that we have for each other. i gonna cry man!
tomorrow gonna be going to momo with saren, victoria and peiqi. viven i doubt she be coming, i guess she's at momo shaking her ass right now. no idea what happen to her, but hoping that she's fine. :) *big hug to her*
for those who know what happen in between us, i guess, there are some little misunderstanding in between. well, after knowing him for like days, we often went out, and things were going very smoothly. but i dont know why, is like today, i mean not long ago, he's telling me that he's missing her.
i know that 2.5years relationship between them can never compare with less then 9months relationship between us back in 4years ago. things are not going well, and i mean really not well.
whenever i think about back then is like really sweet. wondering what happen if we didnt contact. we gonna wait another 4years? but why after so long, 4years later, which is now, you contact me back? if all you want is a friendship, fine just tell me. why are you doing this thing to me? telling me you're missing her. i cant take it dude.
i dont know how to continue this post. i gonna freaking hide from you. playing MIA once again.. gonna enjoy tomorrow like hell, drink till i drunk. cause afterall.. no one gonna care.. anymore..

wish that i could cry
fall upon my knees
find a way to lie
about a home i'll never see

Hmmm... Its the last week of school. Well, sad to say, I dont wanna leave any of them. :( After this week, we're on our own.. Sigh. Wondering what I should do without school. Gonna slack everyday? Gonna meet up with Saren later for lunch, I just pray hard that she's not gonna be late. Hoho~
Anyway, things are fine on my side. Other then Elina's birthday chalet over[Which I didnt even attend] and my sister birthday over. What's next? Nelson's birthday coming? Haha. He got a hotel stay. FREE! I'm like? Wth? You know I know about it, you didnt invite me along? And I was like talking to him yesterday night, and he's like "Erm, you wanna come along?" Ahah. Don't wanna be some light blub then.. Lalala~
I be going Momo on Thursday with Victoria, Pei Qi. I'm wondering if Viven wanna come along? And I guess, I gonna see more people there. I expect more from you. :) Don't forget you're my dance partner. That's what we said back then. But I know things are different now.
Shall go and shower and prepare to meet Saren now. Shall update if I have the time. Remember to MISS ME! Boo~

was a wonderful day for me yesterday. *big smile* woke up at around 12pm or so, shower and head down to daddy shop. help out with him cause mum needs to prepare food for elina's birthday chalet. anyway was there for like close to 5hours, doing nothing, but stoning. i wonder how come ican stone so freaking long! gosh.
head home and have a quick shower, and head down to century square to meet up with weiqiang. anyway, he's one of my senior back in greenview, and is like 2years since we met and we chat. and, he's the guy who melts my heart back then. its 4years of sepration for us. yap, back then i'm only 14. lol~
anyway, we met up, we chat about almost everything. feeling weird at first maybe because too long since we chat and meet up. i notice about his changes and stuffs, and is like feeling weird whereby the weiqiang i met back then is a brand new person. i wont say its a sad thing but at least he change to a better person.
we chat about the past how sweet we were.. we talk about the present, how are we doing in school, work or what.. we talk about the future, whereby mine is so dark. LOL! head down to fishermen for drink, enjoying the breeze. was there an hour or so, and we head home, ok, i mean my house by walking home.. i enjoy myself very much, maybe because there's some little sweet thing in between. or maybe because of his accompany? haha..~

finally get a chance to blog after so long! wow, time flies.. anyway, wonder how many peeps miss me? lol~
next week gonna be the last day of school, well, i gonna miss all the babes from queensfield! people like saren, edna, joyce and christine..~ thank you for being by my side when thing go wrong. i guess you guys know who am i refering to. the guy from our school? the guy who dump me for another girl? *oops*
anyway, things are going fine for me.. always meet up with my darlings, drinking pure chocolate almost everyday.. and of course, getting "hook" by ice milk tea from mos burger. after having a slip from gab, really "hook" by it. almost everyday must have a cup of it.. well, look like smokers cant live without cig, as for me, "milker" cant live without ice milk tea.. haha..
sad to say, in life, we gain one thing and lose another thing. i gain alot of loves from my darlings, but i might lose someone that i love. well, there isn't something known as having almost everything, and being the happiest girl in the earth. sad to say, i'm not that girl..! ah.. but thankful enough, that i've all my darlings and sweeties all around me. :)
was a good day for me yesterday, was having shopping at city link and hey, i found an ez-link card on the floor! it contain $34.11! wow! how lucky am i.. but too bad, didnt win any 4d or toto. lol.. both of us were like laughing like hell...~
went to dental, and change my color of my braces. *scream* now really look like christmas! its maroon and green! omg! funny though. my next appointment is in nov, well, i guess.. haha.. continue to laugh at that timm end of nov.. i gonna endure all the laughing stuffs...
receive a call from nattinee.. glad that she still remember me.. the moment i saw the number, im wondering who the fcuk was that. cause its oversea number. and the moment she said "hello ebel" my heart melts.. the babe who i miss alot..
she told me alot of stuffs, and the important thing is that SHE'S COMING BACK TO SINGAPORE IN NOV OR DEC! i'm freaking happy! and she keep saying "ebel, i miss you so much oh fuck.." and she's telling me that kenny[one of the guys in my sec sch] and the rest coming to thailand next month to find me, are you coming along? i really wanna go.. but.. haiz.. no money!!!!
and and and!! she said she gonna get me stuffs!! asking kenny to pass to me..! wow, what a lucky girl i am.. now i'm wondering when she come back to singapore, where should we go? what should we do? clubbing? shopping? taking pictures or what!? omg! i'm really very excited!! its like 2years plus since we met! oh dear! i miss her badly. :(
ok i think enough of happiness. didnt have any sorrow stuffs to share. other then this coming week is the last day of school. and hey, i gonna miss all those babes.. hmmm.. did i just mention that in the earlier typing? ahh...~ its a really long post i guess, and hey, dont get bored.. more coming up..
my exam leave will "vaild" till 2nd week of nov. after that be going back to samuel & kevin to work.. now i'm still wondering training senior or probation senior? this thing is making me sick! ahh~~ the difference of the pay is $100, but the probation timing is shorter by 3months! ahh.. sick~! i hate it. whereby i dont know what to do. i dont have any time to share with my brother, winson.. ahhhh~~
im running out of idea about what to post.. shall blog again.. its long i know! oh yeah, before i end the post, i wanna wish elina, happy 21st birthday! my best friend, victoria happy 18th birthday, so does samuel! and of course my irriting sister, happy birthday..

im freaking tired! its 2days since i've really sleep well.. *yawns* reach home kinda early today, suppose to be sleeping, turn out to be watching vampire 3? shall do a quick update, anyway, life being tough for me..
met up with xindai on monday to town. slack there till late, and head to TM to chill out. sat down and really talk things out. i realise there are so many problems within myself, and i dont have the courage to face things, and to solve them. i just hate myself at times..
tuesday met up with her again, went to IMM daiso. shop for stuffs, and head to Jurong Point to meet up with jessie, still ended up at coffee bean. oh well..
grandpa anniversary was yesterday. woke up at 630am, shower and stuffs then make our way to temple. do some praying for him and stuffs. left there around 1030am, and head to school.. omg! i fail my maths paper by 2marks. ha, feel bad, but after realising my mistake, i find out that there are tons of stuffs for me to know and to practice. which means i gonna cut down the time i gonna spend at town plus online! so stop asking me out, unless i really want to!
went to have lunch with saren before i make my way down to check in for them. to be honest, im freaking angry & disappointed! i feel like being used! *scream* i make my way down to TM to collect IC and doc to check in, ended up giving me $200 to buy stuffs for the chalet. and im like fcuking alone? im upset whereby there are 3 people off, but how come i'm on leave i suppose to be the one checking in? where's your 2nd man? *argh*
im pretty upset whereby its suppose to be TM CHALET but ended up TM STAFFS were outside the chalet. wtf? and when food is serve, nobody even bother to call us, when we went in, oh so "nice" of them, they expect us to sit outside that fucking toilet.. wtf. im piss by that..
and i've no idea which fcuker got the idea of playing water bomb. ended up everyone are wet.. and people complain, we kanna. i was sitting at downstairs, and i've no idea why, someone just threw it at me. my face totally went black.joanne lee and kelvin came over to ask me what really happen, and is like.. i just say "oh, just tired.. nothing else.. no worries.." *scream* i'm sick of it!!!
people left without clearing up the room, and ended up all those staying there gonna pack. and that's not it, the bed is totally some fcuking shit. its full of dirt and stuffs. how people gonna sleep man? thankful enough that i didnt overnight there.
alright, i think that's it.. time for bed. miss ya..

my mind is telling me to get away
my heart is saying stay
my mind wonders, why i cant leave
my heart is with you
and yours is with me
my mind still functions as if you were never mine
my heart cant beat without knowing that you're my life-line
my mind is telling me that i will be singing sad love songs
my heart has never steered me wrong
my mind is enlightened, though sometimes it makes mistakes
my heart is strong it can take heart break
but how could i love you so much, in such little time
but i have to listen to my heart
because my heart controls my mind

was out yesterday, though not feeling well, but just wanna go out.. breathing in those fresh air. was out with johan at orchard, then to suntec.. wanted to go to body shop warehouse sales, but there's nothing out there. so ended up finish the whole warehouse sales in 5mins.
went to s&k to find joanne. chatted with her, and glad that she's doing fine and stuffs.. im happy for her. went to marina square after that, and those memories that we had flood back.. i dont want to go there, but he want, so no choice, head there. walk around..
slack at espla till late, and head home. have a quick shower and off to bed... he sms me asking me if today's sentosa still going. i told him im sick, and he ask me alot of stuffs. he care alot for me, i dont know why i ask him to stop all those cares.. i'm out of mind, cause i know, this isn't what i want....
i'm feeling down.. i want to be left alone...

was out yesterday with my lovely lady, xindai. met up at around 515pm, then head to burger king for dinner. sitting down, chill out. talking about this and that. we realise there are so much things happen in between us. we talk about present, we talk about the past. having lotsa fun, indeed we were.
anyway, picture taken yesterday.




its better to remain as friends, rather then couple. i've make up my mind, to leave you from this moment onwards. cause i believe, you will find a better girl. do take care, and i love you.

personal
time started: 1:01am
full name: Ebel Yong
nickname(s): ReNxINgER
birthday: 17th January 1987
where were you born: KK hospital
zodiac sign: Capricorn
height: 1.67m
weight: 50kg or less
hair color: Black, gold and brown
eye color: dark brown
shoe size: 6~7
ring size: No idea.
skin type (freckles, tan, albino, etc.): tan
blood type: A+
grade: dots
GPA: nil.
siblings: 1 older brother, 1 younger sister
tattoos: none
piercings: 2 naval, 1 tongue, 6ear holes
hobbies: clubbing, dancing, chillin, suntanning, beach events

favorite
color: green, white, black
food: Pizzacandy: No prefrence
type of cheese: No prefrence
pizza topping: Cheese
salad dressing: I dont eat salad
sandwich: Scramble eggs
cereal: Honey star
fruit: apple
vegetable: Brocoliberry: No prefrenc
ecake: Anything that's not chocolate
book: Torey Hayden, Daze Pelzer
movie: The recent one by Andy Lau "Wait Til' You Die"
magazine: Lime
newspaper: The newpaper
tv show: My Date With Vampire
website: My site?
radio station: Power 98
font: No prefrence
cartoon character: Pooh Bear
artist (painter): Vincent Van Gogh
actor: No prefrence actress: No prefrence
cd: No prefrencesong: LoneStar - Amazed
music group: Black Eyes Peas
music type: R&B
day of the week: Thursday
month: Jaunary
season: Winter
holiday: New Year
shampoo: Baby Johnson
conditioner: No prefrence
number: 13
phrase: wtf
store: topshop, fox, , misha, sasa, c&k, adidas
weather: sunny
restaurant: v8
channel: No prefrence
teacher: nil
weekend activity: clubbing.
hangout: coffee bean
house color: green!
sport to watch: No prefrence
sport to play: No prefrence
animal: ...
flower: blue roese
guy's name: guess yourself
girl's name: ebel?
board game: monopoly
party game: stripe poker
story from childhood: 3little pigs
body part: legs

have you ever
been on a train: yes
been on a plane: yes
been in a car accident: yes
caused a car accident: yes
run into a wall: yes
burned a potato chip: yes
almost burned the house down: no
smoked: yes
been drunk: yes
been high: yes
broken the law: ya
burned a cd (if yes, the one above is yes): no
kissed someone of the opposite sex: yes
kissed someone of the same sex: yes
frenched an animal: no
made out: yes
had cyber sex: no
gotten engaged: no
had an online relationship: yes
been rejected by a crush: yes
loved: yes
made yourself cry to get out of trouble: most of the time
cried in public: yes
cried over a movie: yes
fallen asleep in a movie theater: yes
given someone a bath:yes
been to a boarding school: no
been home-schooled: no
lost a valuable item: yes
bungee jumped: no
skied: no
met the president: no
met a celebrity: yes
gotten a cavity: no
shopped at abercrombie & fitch: no
made a prank call: yes
skipped school: yes
faked sick to get out of school: yes
purchased something that you knew didn't fit: yes
climbed a tree: yes
fallen from a tree: yes
broken a bone: yes
sprained anything: yes
passed out: yes
made yourself pass out: no
been to disney world: no
been to a theme park (not disney): yes
said i love you and meant it (not to a relative): yes
made a model volcano (working model): no
made a clover leaf with your tounge: no

past
what did you do yesterday: met gab to study, then eat ba chor mee
memory you miss the most:clubbing at night.
memory you want to forget: things that cost me to cry.
something you regretted after it was done: unable to tell grandpa i love him.
the last song you heard: kelly clarkson - because of you
cd you bought: zouk cd
thing you said: uncle johan, i promise to be a good girl
time you cried: 2days back
movie seen in a theater: Wait Til' You Die
thing you ate: Chips
person who called: Johan
nail polish shade worn: Brown
time you showered: a few hours
person who complimented you: erm?

at this moment
what are you listening to: lonestar - amazed
what are you wearing: boxer + t-shirt
what are you thinking: can i study later.
what are you scared of most: the day i die without saying to the loved ones i love them.
how many people are on your buddy list: countless

future
occupation: full time model.
marriage site: wtf.
honeymoon: anywhere with him will do.
place to live: condo.
kids: 2
car: rx8
what are you doing tomorrow: sleep the whole day.
do you think george bush will be reelected: perhaps will
there be a wwIII: mostly
will politics ever be truthful: nope.
will humanity snuff itself out: yah.
can the gov. be changed: if can, that's good

friends
best friend: all my gfs
funniest: christine
silliest: xindai
loudest: gary i guess
quietest: edna
craziest: chole, saren, christine
calmest: choloe
skinniest: myself?
best secret keeper: saren
worst secret keeper: ahh....
the one you have but don't want: wtf?
smartest: tinking still
preppiest: wtf
peppiest: wth
most hyper: saren, chloe
hottest: everyone
weirdest: me
biggest pervert: me
most annyoing: pak
shyest: ednamost
religious: CHRISTINE

do you believe in
heaven: yes
hell: yes
angels: yes
devil: yes
god: yes
buddha: yes
aliens: yes
ghosts: yes
spirit (soul): yes
soulmates: yes
reincarnation: yes
love at first sight: yes
karma: yes
love in general: yes
luck: yes
yourself:yes

crush
who and when was your first crush: 1999. alan
any now: yeah
a celebrity crush: yeah , xiaohua~ *silly smile*
who do you want to be with right now: him
whos number do you want: the founder of club momo
who do you want to kiss: him
what is something you dont understand about the opposite sex: why they cant accept the fact that i have alot of guy friends?
if you could go on a date with anybody, who would it be: him
on scale of one to ten, how romantic are you: 0
first thing noticed about the opposite sex: height.
what do you look for personality-wise: social-able.
biggest turn on: sexy dance.
biggest turn off: r&b music having a techno dance.
something thay weat that turns you on: hip hop
something they wear that turns you off: me-tshirt or pink tshirt
the most romantic thing you want to happen to you: inviting me over to his house, having my favourite songs play at the background, eating the food that he cook for me personally.
the most romantic thing that has happened to you: giving me a very warm hug on our anniversary, with firework that shoot up in the sky
what do you wear on a coffee date: shorts + tshirt
is it right to flirt if you're taken: nope.
is cyber cheating: yes.
are eyes the passegeway to the soul: yes.
who would you like to take to the prom: him
do you want to hug somebody right now: uh huh
do you know what an aphrodisiac is: no
describe mellow: knowing nothing at all
melancholy: err?
the perfect date: he planned everything from day to night. everything was according to plan, and nothing went wrong.
the perfect mate: him
how m&m's are made: chocolate with chips. lmao.
why manhole covers are round: cause its round in shape

one or the other
coke/pepsi: pepsi
sprite/7-up: sprite
boxers/briefs: boxers
gold/silver: silver
vanilla/chocolate: vanilla
flowers/candy: flowers
book/magazine: books
tv/radio: radioglass
half empty/half full: hall full
democrat/republican: democat
colored pencils/markers: colored pencils
coffee/tea: tea s
un/moon: sun
day/night: day
hot/cold: hot
dog/cat: dog
button/zipper: button
cotton/feather pillow:
cotton blue/purple: blue
plumber/trashman: plumber
jeans/shorts: jeans
long distance relationship/none: long distance.
mechanical/regular pencil: mechanical
matt/ben: matt
that 70's show/simpsons: simpsons
kelso/eric: eric
donna/jackie: jackie
bart/lisa: lisa romeo/juliet: juliet
romantic comedy/thriller: romantic
nsync/bsb: bsb peanut butter/jelly: peanut butter
waffles/pancakes: waffles
letter/email: letter
florida/california: california
pizza/burgers: pizza
hat/visor: hat
football/rugby: football
iceskating/blading: blading
movie at home/in theater: theater

first thing first when you hear
yellow: ditry fellow
red lipstick: sexy lips
socks: shoe
cowtipping: stupid
moulin rouge: hey sister soul sister go sister~
greenland: singapore.
iceland: north pole.
harry potter: nice show
red: christine
blackberry: eat it
rose: blue roses.
rooster: noisy ass
taxes: fuck waste money again.
bill clinton: wtf
whipped cream: slip
george w. bush: an idiot
lollipops: lick it
dreams: wet dreams?
love: dream.
guys: drooling..
south park: uncle fcuker
boy bands: who? pengiuns: they walk funny
girls: bitch
thong: ar?
death: dying
spoons: con soup
junk mail: delete
dairy: blogger
parties: R&B!
your father: daddy, buy me dinner leh?
pizza: EXTRA EXTRA cheesE!!
britney spears: i lover her
vitamin:C

are you
happy: maybe
sad: perhaps
religious: no
bitchy: yeah
crazy: yes
messy: ya
mad: yeah
slacker: yes
nerd: no
bookworm: ya
jock: no
preppy: no selfish: yah
giving: no
obsessive: no
violent: yes
calm: no
peaceful: ya
mellow: no
eccentric: no
caring: ya
untrustworthy: no
loyal: ya
patriotic: no
perverted: no
colorful: yes
artistic: yes

miscellanoues
what color is your jacket: black, white.
do you shave: ya.
where: ......
what color is your razor: green
what size is your bed: single.
what color crayon would you be: green
what are the last four digits of you phone number: 2236
feelings on abortion: they have no choice.
how long does it take you to shower: 15-20mins
what does your screenname mean: the day we met.
thoughts on blonde pop stars in general: erm?
who so you trust the most: everyone
is cussing a necessity in life: not really.
how about coffee: coffe bean?
is the world screwed: yes
what something you cant live without: hp
what time did you fall asleep: soon
know what 69 means: ya how about
143: ya
can you live without a microwave: ya
what do think about death: a way to run away from things.
where and when do you want to be married: before 25years old, at whatever the place where we first met.
do you want to drop out of school: ya
why is the sky blue: cause its not green
what is a good trait about yourself: i screw things up. lmao
what do you always think about: am i doing the right thing
what is wrong with your school: the teacher sucks, its wasting my fucking time what is right with your school: i made good friends
how do you react to change: accept it
do you talk to yourself: ya
what is your opinion on love: true loves always die
can you afford to lose weight: no
what color would you dye your hair: green
best thing anyones told you: i like your braces
what is your reaction to someone telling you you're hot: run to hide
does being psycho appeal to you: no
if you wrote a book, what would it be about: my grandpa
what would you change your name to: im thinking
longest crush lasted how long: thinking
finished: 135am

i don't understand why
see, its burning me to hold onto this
i know this is something i gotta do
but that don't mean i want to
what i'm trying to say is that i love you
i just, i feel like this is ocming to an end
and it's better for me to let it go now
that hold on and hurt you
i gotta let it burn

i'm twisted cause one side of me is telling me
that i need to move on
on the other side i wanna break down and cry

a tired day.. indeed a tired day.. im very tired.. studying at the moment, and forcing myself to stay awake. tomorrow is maths paper. i mean later in the day. about 11hours or less? sigh, didnt study any maths stuffs at all, now concentrating on science. im hate the person who found out such thing as SCIENCE! *scream*
anyway, today's paper really suck. didnt do well, didnt study at all.. but i manage to study a little. but i realise that the test paper is from ten years series? all of us were like "wtf?" working on the paper, taking as many break as possible. just imaging 1 paper is bloody 3hours! its so BORED.. really.. somemore today i have 2papers.. wah lau..
met up with gabriel after paper. catch andy lau's movie, wait till you're older. damn, its so nice! so touching.. and the sad thing is that I CRIED IN FRONT OF GABRIEL!! ah... throw face.. so paiseh.. he even offer me his sleeve to wipe away the tears. i really try my best to control my tears, but, sigh.. failed.. =(






will i always be there for you?
when you need someone, will i be that one you need?
will i do all my best to protect you?
when the tears get near you eyes
will i be the one that's by your side?
will i be there when you call me in the middle of the night?
will i keep the rain from falling down into your light?

will i take tender care of you?
take your darkest night and make it bright for you
will i be there to make you strong and lean on?
when this world has turned so cold
will i be the one that's there to hold?

i love you more everyday
and nothing will take that love away
when you need someone
i promise i'll be there for you
i promise

happy birthday my precious xindai



its really a long time since i've post.. too much things that happen recently.. shall start with where i stop again.
24th sept
went to ah mun birthday bbq at pasir ris park. was there staying up till close to 2am.. was there with joanne, chloe and don. boring, indeed boring. drink a little, didnt expect him to get high, and he's drunk. -_-'
25th sept
working 1/2M and rush all the was down to my dear Nora's engagement day. this is the first time i actually witness malay wedding. cool right? not like chinese wedding... the guy side family members actually have to come down to the lady side to help her to wear the engagement ring.. and they guys have to stay at the living room doing praying for them.. exchanging gifts and stuffs are place on the bride's bed..
29th sept
met up with gabriel at TM after his work. and we took bus back home to change. kinda dumb when i think about that. head to white sands to have dinner before i went to momo. was eating at magic wok.. its thursday! r&b + hip-hop all night long. was under ivan's guest list. i'm happy, viven is happy too.. have a vip seat, finally get my chance to sit there after sooooooo long.. anyway, was there at around 10pm. waited for viven there. funny, indeed we are. rush down to momo but in the end they're having some private party, so we waited outside.
was looking for 7-eleven, to find food for her, we ate outside the pub. funny shit. yes we are. went in, on the seat, i saw gary & his friends.. in the end, become a big big group. ha, the music rox just that at about 12+ the speaker went black out. not really black out, but just that the music become softer. boo-hoo.. that really spoilt our mood..
we went back to sit, and waited for the music to get louder and stuffs. was at the dance floor till 2+, viven bf's came down to pick her up, as for me, ivan sent me home. WHAHAHA. that day i only spent money on drinks, that's it! ;)
1st oct
well, not a good day for me. overslept and was late for work. its my fault whereby i didnt call shop to inform them that i will be late. i was late by 5mins, in the end kelvin just say "wah, late also dont know how to call shop? where's your sense of respondsiblity?" i really very tired, yet i have to get this shit things...
i didnt get enough sleep at all, the day before[30th sept] was in a hurry to rush off. we didnt pack audi rolls, didnt pack shop, didnt swept the floor, didnt pack store room. its really very messy. i dont expect to get scolding. but in the end, i got scolding. this is the first time, in my retail line i get scolding..
winson & kelvin was beside me, zen was infront of me.. i squat down, tears start to stream down my cheeks. i dont know why i cry, maybe just because too much things are on my head, on my mind. went in to store, wipe away my tears, but instead the tears never stop rolling down. went out with winson, i dont know what he say, but i stop crying.
2nd oct
my last day in s&k. the last time i gonna work with everyone there. i just pray hard that within this 2months, nothing gonna change. the team will always be there. i dont know why, i cant bear to leave anyone there.. feel like crying, feel like going back to work, feel like stop studying and being with them forever... but look like everything is just a dream..
was on shift with winson, take train together, reach shop, standard was late. didnt get and lecture or what, change and start work. sales being bad, but at night, around 8pm, sales was there.. but at that time only winson, kelvin and me.. kelvin was at the enterance, winson was at the back, as for me, the center cause i'm the cashier. :D manage to close as a top shop. i did my best about what i can do.

change my blog template back to the old one. alot of them are complaining that the template was very laggy. oh well.. i change back. there cant be any reason for you guys stop coming to my blog! anyway, im considering to close down my blog. any comments?



..but its time to face the truth, i will never be with you..

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