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This is Kelvin.

YiHan~

merry christmas to all.
full shift yesterday. after work decided to head home to rest, cause i'm tired. but didnt know got the mood to club. head down to MOS but it was really long queue, so headed to Momo instead.
was there with eric, and i'm surprise that the bouncer allow him to get in. alan was there too, but didn't get the chance to see him. was there with yihan, wei li, watson, kelvin and forget whoever the names.
reach there at close to 2am, sticking my ass all the way at the dance floor till 430am. music is real cool, i swear. saw johan, gary there. never expect to see someone who doesnt like to club, clubbing. anyway, i'm tired right now. merry christmas once again.

been feeling so down recently. i guess is because peak season coming and i'm feeling so fcuk up with work. very "shiong" shifts. only one off day, no half day. which means there is one full shift next week. i'm begining to break down.
its like 3 or days since i've seen him. no idea what's wrong with us, and today is my half day, ended up after work head straight home, he didnt even bother to say he wanna meet, i didnt even bother about asking him out. maybe because im physically tired with work.
been thinking alot, abut my probation. incharge been saying that i'm sure to pass, but when i think about what i've done, there's so much things out there i don't know. somehow, i feel like giving up at this point of time. yeah, i mean resign right now. feeling so tired with work, especially the shifts.
its 5weeks since i get back to work, and is like only 1 morning shift. which cause to have no life. after work, head home. or maybe after work, have my supper and head home. a long time since i've go down to orchard or where ever.
was at wisma on friday. at that point of time, i realise i shouldnt have step into s&k. it cause us to have much more misunderstanding in between the both of us. between myself and my boyfriend as well as myself towards ugly ducking.
i've no freaking idea why wei qiang get so piss when i told him that i'm going down to wisma to help out after work. i thought he will be fine, but turn out the other way. my in-charge said this will help me with my probation that's why i head down to help out, but turn out to be, between us, there's another hole in this relationship.
ugly ducking, its a long time since i've talk about him. we're just like strangers right now. consider friends? uh uh.. no. not even a hi when we see each other. everyone in s&k know what happen, and is like whenever he relief at TM, i will be off. if not, any TM staff relief at wisma, i will be off. we will never get to see each other in same shop, unless its a really last minute thing.
like that day i head down to wisma, we didnt even say a word to each other, he's at cashier, the nearest i can get near to him is about 2meters away from him, i'm doing my replenishment of stocks, he's doing his cashiering. and when he's in store, he can hear my voice but not seeing my face. cause i'm behind the door.
anyway, i dont feel like talking much more deeper. i've just cut my hair, it look like some shit now. might be cutting it short when i feel like.. and right now, i'm going to idle. or perhaps, i should just sleep.. and i guess, i wont be able to see him tonight..

well, its a long time since i've blog. too bored with blogging i guess, or maybe, nothing much to blog about. its been bored with life, facing up and down recently.
one was a big fight between the both of us, quarrel till the extend that both of us need a time to cool down, and his demanding, my misunderstanding make this relationship worst till both of us need a break. and, we choose to break up. facing that part really sucks, whereby my life turns dull again. after work no where to go, no one to turn to, head home, and took some rest. really wanna rest, but turn out to be in tears. sigh.
i'm so glad that we manage to face the problem, and took us like. hmmm.. 3days to settle it? able to control the emotion while working, im happy about it, and i manage to draw a line within my work, and my personal life very well. (: im proud of it. everyone just thought that nothing happen, but when i told them, they're freaking shock.
able to meet up with xindai and vivien.. i'm very happy about it. though we're not like the past.. but well, i appreciate it. and my surround friends, those whom i care back then, are going on well. (: i'm glad about it. people like Johan and Wei Jie. that's the only 2 i can think about right now. haha.
and right now, i'm thinking about what to blog. been catching too much movies recently. like saw2, harry porter. gonna catch king kong soon. edward being dying to catch that. and is like yesterday and today we went to golden village to check out, but its indiviual seat. and that sucks. which means we gonna sit alone. and its a freaking nono!
was at momo last wednesday with vivien. and i saw people like Johan[standard] and winson! i'm surprise that he's there. met a new number of friends from vivien and winson. cool people. nice people. and i met new friends today too. eric classmates i guess. or maybe coursemates. well, funny people, nice to bully. (:
i guess, time for bed. nights.

dear santa, can i have this for my present? its a rip curl watch, that cost only $169. it can be found at flash & splash at plaza singapura. pleaseeee santa....



was sick the day before. having high fever. i'm fine now. (: anyway, went to work on that day, was about to faint, my body is just so weak, decided to go home and rest. I'm glad that Edward is here with me. He bought me porridge, and he feed me, he help me change the cold towel, wiping my forhead, my neck, where ever. and he's so sweet. no idea why i cry! awww..
anyway, i watch saw 2 yesterday. freaking digusting show, but its nice! *thumbs up* gonna catch chicken little tomorrow i guess. its my brother birthday today. aww. so many places to go. rosabel birthday chalet, someone i met at ebase. then follow by peter chia baby 1st month. he's my ASM. argh. busy today! but i guess i will be at home, if not at rosabel there. but mostly at home. no idea what am i talking about. anyway, i need to go shower now. (:
enjoy the weekends!

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