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its fun here. everything is so nice.. but one thing for sure, its very cold. its like 20++ degree here at night. and during the day, the sun is sunny, but the breeze is cold. and of course, i enjoy myself alot here.. with ben and his family.. haha.

will be home soon.. and yeah, its 7pm here. faster then SG by 2hours. shall update soon. time for dinner. (:

I won't be in Singapore from tomorrow till 4th April 07'. Shall update trips on Brisbane when I have the time and energy over there. Got free WIFI. Ben be bringing his labby with him. But I guess I be busy "Prison Break-ing" So shall update if I have the time. If not will update when I'm in Singapore. Aww..

I just miss him lah'

I'm so tired. Everyday seems to be just another day. Another day that draw closer to Ben. That's all. Every second that pass by, seems so long, seems too long to even hard for me to think what should I do next?

Went Ubin yesterday with Xindai. Its fun lah' other then ITS SO HOT, SO MANY "KISSES" other then that still alright. Was cycling along, the stupid bicycle chain came down, ended up my hand was full with oil. YUCKS.

But thankful enough theres this guy who stop and help us. We though was only one, but ended up his friend stop, and another one stop, then I realise it was like 10 of them? HAHA. Both Xindai and myself feel so paiseh.

And both of us are tired and we cab home.. And I'm still tired.. Ah.. I shouldn't have say we should go at least once a week. CAUSE IT MAKES ME FEEL SO TIRED!!

Boo - hoo.. ANyway, 7more days to see darling!

I'm tired. A very long day. I'm feeling pretty lost right now. Sigh.

Anyway, went for CG meeting yesterday. Was a rush day. And I HATE TO RUSH! Seriously, the feelings ain't good. Plus, I didnt have any soild food yesterday till 12am. Which was after work when myself & my cousin were at White Sands eating.

Went to church this morning. Though I woke up pretty early, like 8am? But I still reach the church at 10am. Whereby I've no idea what to wear. And I always have the habit of taking cab to church every sunday. But I've no idea why, the moment I walk out of my block, I head towards the bus stop and wait for bus.

Service was great. Real great. Rev. Dr. Phil Pringle (Christian City Church founder) words really touch me. Somehow whatever he says just apply to me. And thankful I wasn't late for the service. Though something bad happen.

Was fellowshipping with my cell group members and I left like 2pm, was walking towards the MRT station and was thinking should I go to Metro sales since I'm nearby. And was wondering if I should call my cousin out to go over to Metro sales. But in the end, I guess she was busy with her projects and stuffs. The next moment, I saw her.

And right now, I'm pretty lost whereby I be going overseas to Brisbane in like 10days from now. I'm not excited at all. Cause I'm worried about the flight and moreover, I'm travelling with Ben's parents. Its just funny lah'

I still can't picture the whole trip there. His parents are good, friendly and of course warm. Though Ben is not in Singapore right now, sometimes his parents will just call me or even drop me a SMS to check how things going on with me.

I'm really lucky to have Ben with me, and I'm so glad that whatever happen between his family, his parents will never fail to update me.

For example, they are going Brisbane to find Ben. And I've no idea why his dad will call me to check with me IF I wanna go. Of course I wanna go. Is like my BF is over the other side of the world, whereby I miss him like mad, or whatever. Anyway, his parents called and arrange everything. They even help me apply travel visa for me, somehow his mum worried that my parents don't allow me to go over. His mum even wanted to speak to my mum about it.

(And yeah, both parents met.)

Whats best is that, this trip, is really a blessing from his parents. Everything is being sponsor by his dad. Air ticket, the apartment that we gonna stay, the food(I believe his mum will be cooking, cause Aust food are hell expensive) and even transport are sponsor by his family. Seriously, what else can I ask for from this relationship?

I gonna see Ben in like 10days from now. And worst, I haven't start packing my bag. And I've no freaking idea what to bring over.. Cause.. I'm SCAREEEEeee... But I know the first thing when I reach Brisbane, I gonna hug my baby real tight..

I'm very excited.

Hee hee.. Counting down to Brisbane actually. Like 12 more days to there. And 12more days that I gonna see Ben. *smile*

Its like a month since he's not with me. We always keep in conctact thru SMS, emails, and even phone call. He might be so far away, but not really in reality. Cause he lives in my heart. (:

Hee hee.. EXCITED lah!

I'm kinda lazy with updating my blog. All I know is that I've no idea why I'm feeling very sleepy. Almost everyday. Though I've enough sleep everyday.. And right now, I feel like sleeping too..

Its a boring post. I just dont know what to blog about.

When God made you, He must be thinking about me.

I gonna see Ben in 13days.. After tonight will be 12days.. I'm so excited..

Photos to be update! Seriously, for 5days, I've been meeting Xindai.

Monday : Dental, Bugis, Bark Cafe.
Tuesday : East Coast Park.
Wednesday : Ministry Of Sound.
Thursday : Marina Square cum Markan Sutra.
Friday : Wild Wild Wet, Tampines, Pasir Ris Park.

Days are hard for her. I hope she's fine. And I hope she'll be able to get thru it as soon as possible. Miss Prayer Meeting today. Sigh. Never mind. Will be there next week.

PHOTOS!!

Happy birthday Joanna.

My love, Xindai.


Wild Wild Wet.

Hee.. Edited by her. Guess whose on the line that make me smile so sweet?


Not gonna meet her tomorrow. But Darling, I'll be here whenever you need me. I'm just a phone call away.. (:

Yes Elina, I went clubbing without you. Thankful enough that you're not there. MOS music doesn't suit me. Seriously, I was there (glad that I found seat) sitting there, listening music, and almost fall asleep.

HAHA. Thankful I didn't. Its Jo's birthday, it will be rude to doze off yeah? But I'm hell tired, hell sleepy, plus didn't have the intension to club. I reach home at 2am. Whereby I reach MOS at 12am. HAHA. Its only 2hours.

Saw Edna there. And yeah.. I'm still a Momo person. Not a MOS person. (:

And yeah, they biitch that you guys refering to, apologise to me yesterday. Muhaha! And I'm like entertaining her throughout. And seriously, I was on the same break with her! OH MAN! And still, I DETEST her. Blah

The conversation that I have with nelson this morning. Its funny can? I'm still wondering since when he has such a humor.


: ... ,. says:
ru going to mos with xindai tonight?
im ebel says:
still thinking ahaha
: ... ,. says:
go lah
: ... ,. says:
then do me a favour.
: ... ,. says:
im ebel says:
what
im ebel says:
check her out?
im ebel says:
hahaha
: ... ,. says:
no lah.. siao
: ... ,. says:
check her out for what, no one wants her.
: ... ,. says:
hahaha
im ebel says:
HAHA
im ebel says:
I WANT HER CAN
: ... ,. says:
can
: ... ,. says:
but.
im ebel says:
?
im ebel says:
quick
: ... ,. says:
pass her my 5 million... then after she passed it to me
im ebel says:
what favour you want?
: ... ,. says:
u can have her.
im ebel says:
@#$^*(#%&)#(*$@
: ... ,. sends:
Cancel(Alt+Q)
: ... ,. says:
accept la
im ebel says:
eh
im ebel says:
what favour you want
: ... ,. says:
thats the favour
: ... ,. says:
5 million
: ... ,. says:
im not kidding.

You have just sent a nudge.

im ebel says:
funny.
: ... ,. says:
if not i hire people to burn your house.
: ... ,. says:
did u felt the tremor yesterday?
im ebel says:
no
: ... ,. says:
u better pass her the 5 million
: ... ,. says:
or i'll created a bigger tremor in singapore
: ... ,. says:
then only your building will collaspe
im ebel says:
Haha. Yeah right.
: ... ,. says:
ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha

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The $5million that I "owe" him, is because that day he MSN me asking me for numbers for Toto. So randomly I just gave him those number. Eventually it didnt open. So in the end, he said "If I win $5million, I half, you half. If never win, you owe me $5million."
I'm like &#^$# Ignore him anyway. Time for shower and time for work. *shag.

People always say "Monday Blues" But this week, my Monday is beautiful. Seriously, though went to Dental to tighten, and putting of "rubber band" It hurts so badly. But a friend who stood my by side comforting me, is the best "healer".

Xindai accompany me to dental on monday. Then we head down to Bugis. Its been long since we ate V8..
The idiotic rubber band.

Hers. Ben, she said you always posted up food on your blog. Its her turn now. HAHA. I posted it up on her behalf.

Mine.

Then we head to catch movie. Its the 2nd time in these 3years+++ friendship. Anyway, we catch The Pursuit Of Happyness. Hardly can finish the popcorn.

Head down to Bark Cafe after the show. Its near Changi Prison. Yes food again. Your clayfish.


Yesterday we met up again. We were at Logoon ECP having our food. And we head to Cosy Bay to chill. With her around, everything is just so wonderful. (:



Still thinking, should I club tonight? I'm hell tired..

angry.. angry.. angry.. angry.. angry..

Seriously, I'm really angry with all the people who just transfer to In Base. Seriously, they are just irritating. ESPECIALLY YOU! Man, I don't understand is their man job to irritate people? Which I guess so. Ha.

BLAH

Anyway, what happen was, Saturday morning shift in-charge. The moment I sign in, I asked, "hey, go bank already?" The reply was "Har? I don't know leh." And I'm like &*#$^(*&^#$ on my face. I don't know what's on her mind. The next question popping out was how come In Base bank in, but not Baleno Attitude? So whose the one that took out the money from safe?

Next Baleno Attitude down with man power, why she didn't inform afternoon shift incharge? In the end, late at night, BA people called and make noise then I know that BA is down. If I know that they are down with man power, I should have at least arrange someone to cover her dinner time.

Yesterday was worst. (I'm refering to the same person) 2 person MC from her side, but I've no freaking idea know why she didn't voice out until we ask? And worst still, someone(the other person I gonna talk about) lend Plaza Sing for lapping. I've no idea what's on their mind.

The very next person that I gonna talk about should NOT gain any respect from me anymore cause she just sucks. Sorry to use that word, cause the fact is that YOU ARE. And seriously, hope your probation fail. (:

I've no idea why her management in so weak? Saturday only 11lapping for the whole shop(without astro boy) I can manage the whole shop. Crowds are strong, cashier Q is long. I can handle everything and I don't understand why can't she?

Yesterday lapping was 14. Down with 2, and 1 lend PS. That like 11. Isn't that the same? And I can arrange break time nicely, and why can't she? I've no freaking idea why she can't handle the shop. After morning shift sign in, of course we have to take a look at the time and arrange for afternoon shift break.

The first person I talk about she keep dragging their break time when I actually shout and ask them to go and eat. Whereas, the second person I've talk about eventually become very gan jiong and keep asking people to sign out.

I know how to cover for cashiering. Just that selling floor get worst. And I've no idea WHY certain people doesn't know how to help when the Q is damn freaking long. JUST PACK WILL DIE IS IT!?

And seriously, she keep wanting my strong junior to help out at the cashier counter, whereas, for her side(the 2nd person) has 3incharge. WHY CAN'T SHE PUT ONE OF HER STRONG STAFF OVER TO DO CASHIERING!? It does not make sense!

My staff complaining that she's hungry. She put one staff at Astro, the astro staff went to eat. SK side, 1 cashier, 3 on selling floor. Is that a need? I don't think so. 2 on selling floor is enough. So in the end, I let my staff go and eat.

And she's making a fcuking big fuss about it. She shout throughout the entire floor. And I was serving customer she scream and said "LET STAFF GO IN DON'T KNOW HOW TO SAY! AND ARE YOU DUMB ENOUGH THAT DON'T DARE TO TELL ME!? I ALREADY SAY I WILL ARRANGE BREAK TIME RIGHT? STUPID RIGHT?"

Fcuk. At that point of time, seriously, I feel like giving her 1 tight slap on the fcuking face of hers. Eventually we quarrel over the selling floor whereby its full of customer. She just sucks. And she does. ARGH!

She said "Not happy just leave lah!" Eventually I just left the fcuking shop. IRRITATING PEOPLE! I made a mistake whereby I just walk out of the shop, but its good! At least I came home for dinner. And worst, I didnt leave a good impression towards my staff.

I'm glad that my staff are standing at my side. CAUSE whatever I did, its not THEIR fault. She just sucks.

And she is.

For your info to know who she is, she used to be my sister incharge. And there was once, my sister came down. And she said "Have what type of jie jie(older sister) surely will have what time of mei mei(younger sister)"

I wonder, how long will she stand HIGH there.

Hope your probation FAIL!

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