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羅志祥 愛*轉角


我伪装著 不露痕迹的
想在你身边 静静的陪著看著天边
骑著单车 往前行进著
某个路口 爱在等著

你往前走 不回头看了
记忆的笑脸 缓缓的敲著我的琴键
我不舍得 让你孤单单的
我爱你的 心牵挂著

一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走
在下一个路口 幸福哭著说
心不再拼命躲 不去害怕结果
下个路口 你会看见爱
有美丽笑容

爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美

心不再拼命躲 不去害怕结果
假设有个以后 你会怎麽说
一直想跟你说 幸福不再溜走
下个路口 你会看见爱
有美丽笑容

爱转角遇见了谁 是否有爱情的美
爱转角以后的街 能不能有我来陪
爱转角遇见了谁 是否不让你流泪
也许陌生到了解 让我来当你的谁
我不让爱掉眼泪 不让你掉眼泪
现在永远 你就是我 就是我的美

Thank you Bugis S&K

Thanks for all those precious memories, though most of us got transfer to the same outlet, but seriously, I really appreciate everyone for having so much fun and stuffs. Thanks for able to stand by my side when the sales were so bad, thanks for "chiong-ing" sales together, and whatever. (I cant think of anything)

Goodbye Bugis S&K, Hello Parkway.



Be it good or bad, worst or better. I gonna start taking stress, and whatever. Cause I know I deserve more then I deserve right now. And yeah, hope that I will be able to climb up to who I am before. Comfirm and prove to others that I'm worth my pay.

Its 1am right now. My eyes are still open widely. Wanted to club tonight, but no one free. Tomorrow 6/C. I guess I be hell bored at home the whole afternoon.

Transfer list out. I'm transfer away to Parkway. Part of me are smiling, but part of me are not. Oh well..

I guess I will figure out how will to fall asleep. Sigh.

I made a couple of emails to that who-ever. Anyway he replied. And right now, he's still hiding behind the bushes regarding how he get my house address. And I still don't know who he is.


From : .....@yahoo.com
Sent : Wednesday, July 25, 2007 12:33 AM
To : Ebel Yong
Subject : Re: Who are you?

i made some inquries.

alex

Ebel Yong wrote:
So how did you get my address?

From: ......@yahoo.com.sg
To: YoNg eBeL
Subject: Re: Who are you?
Date: Mon, 23 Jul 2007 16:45:04 +0800 (CST)

my name alex.an acquaintance. I dun mean to intrude into your privacy as in finding out where u stay.lets just say im astounded by u. I dun not have everything.just yr name,address and surname( as reflected by your email.

u r wkg or studying then?

yours truly
alex
........@yahoo.com.sg


YoNg eBeL wrote: Hey.
Seriously, I just wanna know who are you. And how did you get my address and everything?

From: ......@yahoo.com.sg
To: YoNg eBeL
Subject: Re: Who are you?
Date: Sun, 22 Jul 2007 22:18:48 +0800 (CST)

dun wory, im a fren. glad u received the flowers. it took me lots of courage to do that. e card is not enough to express the words of admiration i have of u,btw Im also staying in Pasir Ris. Blk 500+.

Im combining work n books at the same time...u? if u dun mind, really hope to converse with u either thru email or sms....

cheers,
your fren.....

YoNg eBeL wrote: (actually i didnt wrote anything, but with the subject of who are you?)

I think I'm selling them away. Anyone interested?
2Absolut Vodka, 1Absolut Apeach, 1Absolut Raspberri, 1Absolut 100(New), and lastly, 1Absolut Pears(New)
I don't know if I should sell, but they're doing nothing at home. I don't drink them, but I don't know why I buy them. *sigh* Maybe I will need them on my 21st. WHICH IS COMING SO SOON!! HAHA! 6more months..


My nightmare. Oh well, I'm still working on it.. I need someone who can pack my room man..


Got someone or rather dont know who send me roses together with a bear. Seriously, I've no idea who.. Whoever you are, thanks, but I really appreciate you pop by infront of me and let me know who you are.



Anyone can figure out what the hell is he/she writing? The email address.


When you smile my life becomes a ray of light..
Sing me a lullaby to sleep in midnight..
I 'll be hypnotized when looked into your eyes turn off the room light ..
Let's spend the night.....

Take me to far away,away to your secret place..
Take my tears my fears, take all my pain full which..
i'll repay someday with a kiss and say..
Can't believe that i'm in love again,in love again..

When the stars don't shine,and when the birds don't fly and..
when the flowers cry,and when the rainbows dry..
When the violet's red and when the rose turn blue..
Baby i'll still being in love with you....

Happy birthday mum.

Its mum's birthday, but I'm at Tuas, Raffles Country Club, attending Jerry's wedding. Well mum, though you might not be able to read it, or perhaps, comfirm will not read this, but I just want you to know that I love you.

Though sometimes,(most of the time) you nag like hell, but sometimes, without you nagging, I never feel easy. Whenever you nag, I feel so irritated, but without your naggy, I feel so uneasy.

I just wanna tell everyone who read my blog that I'm so thankful to have you as my mum, and of course, thankful for being so patience with me when I get nasty.


Baby's going back to Brisbane in less then 24hours time. Suppose to be afternoon shift tomorrow, but change to 2pm to 6pm. I'm so glad that someone change my shift, and I'm so thankful that she did.

Though he told me not to send him off, and I don't want to send him too. Cause this is the 3rd time we're saying goodbye for so long. I don't like that type of shit feelings. Cause it sucks.

Can really see that there's gap or perhaps distance in between us, but I'm so glad that he's really trying his best to hold onto this relationship, perhaps, he's the right one for me. Why is there so much doubts in me in the first place? This just simply sucks, and I hate it when I'm having doubts.

1month pass so fast. We didn't meet up everyday, either do we call each other every single day. Those sweet stuffs that he used to do, stopped. By poping out just to pass me a Snapple, or perhaps, pass me lunch/dinner or even accompany me for a meal, he didn't send me home at all. Only once.

But I didn't complain. He insisted to send me home, but I realise that I've been independent for so long, he still send me meals, but I find it pointless whereby he purposely come down just to pass me a meal, and he goes home. Its kinda waste of money in transport, but I really apprecaite it.

Seriously, those problems in this relationship doesn't lies in him, but in me. God, can you tell me what's wrong? Sigh...



Time for bed, and there's a transfer list coming out. I kinda sad whereby Chloe will be transfer out. And on the other hand, someone is being transfer out. I'm happy about it.. But, sadness always overtake joy..

今夜想为你唱首歌
请你别急着说要走
眼神交会的那一刻
你低头避开我

你说你并不适合我
渴望拥有更多自由
就算给你再多温柔
你还是不快乐

你抱着我说要分手
要我答应当你最好的朋友
就在你哭着离开以后
我的心早已经被泪水淹没

为你第一次唱情歌
面对第一次分手
我好想对全世界说
我爱你不要走
当我第一次唱情歌
那种心痛的感受
我好想你这心情谁能懂

Tired. I'm really tired. Its like continous working since tuesday, plus today full shift. Poor me, people get to enjoy 1/2m where as I gonna work 2/6. I freaking hate this type of shift.

I've been working and working and working. Seriously, I didn't have the time for anything. I'm like so shit right now, and I really keen with giving up this job. Argh. No time for sun-tanning, for friends, girlfriends, boyfriend. Or whoever, whatever.

How I wish I'm back at The Natural Source. Seriously, right there, at least I can knock off at 930pm, and starting work at like 4pm? At least I get to enjoy a little of the sun in the noon. Argh. And of course, manage to do my own stuffs during working hours. Example, GOSSIPE over the phone. Haha.

Sitting down, reading my books. Doing such a relax stuffs. I feel so enjoy. Though pay is little but I think its so much better. At least my legs didnt get so hurt and tired, and of course, I can take care of my skin!

Talking about that, I realise I've change alot after I join The Natural Source. I really take care of my skin, be it face, body and even my hair! I will do weekly mask, and of course, applying moisturizer everyday at least once a day.

And yeah, I don't read magazines, but right now, I purchase magazines like "Shapes" or even "Women Weekly" seriously, that magazine is really good. Though its a little expensive, but its nice!

Ah, I'm tired. Really tired, another morning shift to go till I really can sleep a little long...


How I wish I have more time.. =(

每当我在与你相起你的时候
不知道你在哪头
心里面有许多许的爱与愁
不知是否是永远的伤口
当你扔下我一个人说走就走
其实我也知道你很难受
只是这个世界把你我分两头
割断情思与占有
想起你我相爱的时候
想起只能在电话里头
我真的好伤悲好难受
不知道什么时候才是尽头
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我带你的照片
找到海角天边
希望你会在出现
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我就算忘记时间也忘记你
也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜
当你扔下我一个人说走就走
其实我也知道你很难受
只是这个世界把你我分两头
割断情思与占有
想起你我相爱的时候
想起只能在电话里头
我真的好伤悲好难受
不知道什么时候才是尽头
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我带你的照片
找到海角天边
希望你会在出现
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我就算忘记时间也忘记你
也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我带你的照片
找到海角天边
希望你会在出现
为什么相爱的人不能够在一起
偏偏换成了回忆
我就算忘记时间也忘记你
也忘不了我们有过的甜蜜

Sigh.

Work so hell boring. Tomorrow early morning got shop meeting, yet I prepare nothing. And I dont feel like doing any single shit. I wish I can throw them MC and gonna enjoy my sleep.

But sigh. I'm not that kind of person. It sucks isn't it?

Anyway, Nigel if you're reading this, Delirious? is coming City Harvest Church on 3th August till 5th August. For Feastival Of Praise at SIS together with Don Moen and Dr. Phil Pringle. And on 5th August is actually City Harvest 18th birthday!

August is always full of activties at church.

July is not that bad after all, last week have miracle service with Dr. Richard Roberts. Which I missed the service. And for next next week, Rev. Mike Connell is coming for Intter Healing Service..

BREAK THROUGH BREAK THROUGH!!


I'm just so freaking sick of the job. *argh*







unappreciated.

I'm home! Seriously, its just so tired. Shop shop and shop. Nothing else. Tired, yeah. Tired.

Its kinda sad to have it raining out there over at Thailand. I wonder what's Xindai is doing there right now? Its raining season. Anyway, I was there on last Friday. Reach hotel at about 10pm+, Ben & I head down to Big C to shop. Buy some food and head back to hotel. 1 day just gone like that.

Woke up pretty early to go to Chatukchat. Did really alot of shopping there. To be frank I've no idea how much damages I've cost over there. The things are just so cheap, food is so damn nice and cheap. Aww.. How I wish for that moment I have another 1 more week. :(

Meet up with Xindai & Chengxi at MBK. Had our dinner and head down to Suan Lum to shop. Another big damage. But to be frank, Ben's damage is much more bigger then me over there. Haha. And we check their hotel out. Aww.. Its just so nice and cosy. *jealous* and yeah, the toilet is just so nice! HAHA!

As for yesterday, did nothing much other then Patiumam Fashion Mall. Not really alot damanges must still alright bah. Hmmm.. Head back to hotel and sleep after that, and then by the time we woke up was like close to 7pm. Head back to Suan Lum again. This time round I chanage another SG$50. Its like $1.1kB.

I didnt really take alot of photos. Most of the photos are with Ben. Cause I bring cam without bringing extra batt. How wonderful. Ha.

Was on plane this morning. We were sitting on the center row, with 3seats. I sat on the middle. And when the stewardess serve food. There's actually Spicy Fish with rice or whatever(I cant recall anyway). I don't take chilli so I took the whatever. When the other stewardess was serving Ben, she apologise to Ben that only left with Spicy Fish.

So he left with no choice. But she added "Sir, actually I have this seafood with potato from the Business class." To my surprise Ben said "Oh, that's alright, I will just take the Spicy Fish."

Haha. And I requested to change to the seafoold with potato. Seriously, its damn yummy. If I'm reach, next till I will travel more in Business class. Seat damn comfortable, food damn nice. WOW! Anyway, enough.


From no where.

Some random supermarket.

My damanges.




My new dress. HAHA.

Don't ask me what happen. Cause I also don't know!


Okie, time for bed. :(

You can hardly wait to tell all your friends
How his kisses taste sweet like wine
And how he always makes your heart skip a beat
Everytime he walks by

And if your feelin down
He'll pick you up
He'll hold you close when your makin love
He's everything you've been dreamin of
Oh baby

I wish you'd look at me that way
Your beautiful eyes lookin deep into mine
Tellin me more
Than any words could say
But you don't even know I'm alive
Baby to you all I am
Is the invisible man

You don't see me baby

You probly spend hours on the phone
Talkin bout nothin at all
It doesn't matter what the conversation
Just as long as he calls

Lost in a love so real
And so sincere
And he'll wipe away
All your tears
Your face lights up whenever he appears

I see you all the time baby
The way you look at him
I wish it was me sweetheart
Boy I wish it was me
But I guess it never will be

Oh oh oh
The invisble man
You don't see me girl
But I love you
Yes I love you
The invisible man
Oh oh oh
Ya ya
The invisible man
Baby, baby, baby


Goodbye Singapore, Hello Bangkok. (: I really hope that I will be able to enjoy myself.

I'm gonna be here for you from now on
This you'll know somehow
You've been stretched to the limits but it's alright now
And I'm gonna make you a promise
If there's life after this,
I'm gonna be there to meet you with a warm wet kiss

BREAK THROUGH BREAK THROUGH~!

Haha, I'm so happy! Finally endure 21days of veg fast! Haha. Totally no meat! Only veg and seafood! *big smile* Break through break through!!

I'm just so proud of myself! (:

I be away on 13th July until 16th July. Be going Thailand. Haha. I guess I gonna really enjoy myself. Hmmm.. Thugh I've been there 6months ago with Ben. This time round.. *big smile* WITH XINDAI! Everything is just so unplan. And I gonna book the ticket tomorrow and I'm flying off on Friday. HAHA. It just happen so fast!

lalala. I'm just so happy and excited. Which kind hearted soul wanna sponsor my shopping spree?

Tired tired tired.. I'm so tired..

Suppose to be 1/2M today, turn out to be morning shift. Lucky before hand Chloe tell me about it. And lucky Ben is sick and he can rest more at home. Wanted to catch a movie with him, turn out to be selling fast and stuffs. So didn't really spend much time together other then having a simple dinner. Haha. Then we walk around, but ended up too bored to go any where. In the end just head home. Afterall, Singapore still so bored.. Argh..


What if I never knew
What if I never found you
I never had
This feeling in my heart

How did this come to be
I dont know how you found me
But from the moment I saw you
Deep inside my heart I knew

Bbaby your my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I'll give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny

I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold on to
And give my love until the end
Of time

But forever was just a word (just a word)
Something I'd only heard about
But now youre always there for me
When you say forever i believe

Baby all we need
Is just a little faith
Cause baby I believe
That love will find a way

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