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Goodbye Marina Square. Hello Tampines Mall.

A new nightmare.. ARGH.. SKIP ZONE!! Samuel & Kevin + IP Zone. I dont know how long will I have to endure. But I know, I will break down soon..


I gonna miss MSQ.. =(

I'm just ultra tired.

Seriously, after I left Parkway I don't have much rest. 3full shift in a week is killing me. After work doesn't mean going home to rest. Supper almost every nights. Yesterday was full shift as well. Gonna reach office at 9am, on sunday, also another full shift.

Stock take yesterday. Pretty surprise that I left at 12am. Oh well, didn't finish but at least finish writing on paper. I cant be bother anyway. I only know I'm tired.

Afternoon shift today. GOnna go shower and prepare for work. How I wish I have a little bit more rest. Just a little will do.

Goodbye Parkway, hello Marina Square.

The moment I step out of the shop, somehow or rather, tears start to stream down my cheeks, emotions flood all over me.


Sigh.

I hate it when people misuse my trust. Sigh. Do they(my staffs) take me for granted or they doesn't know how to apprecaite me?

What happen yesterday was, there's this staff, suppose to work 2pm till 6pm. She called at 150pm informing us that she will be late. But then, I was already on break. So I just nodded my head. (I'm sleeping for your info)

She reach at 220pm, waking me up apologising. I still nod my head and continue to sleep. When I sign in, she asked if she can go and buy curry puff. And I said ok. What happen was I caught her smoking outside with another staff(from another brand.) I walked towards her, she know what happen, even without me speaking.

This is not the first time for your info.

Argh. I dont know how to teach them..


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Augie saw me on Sat. He claims that I lost weight. Aww. I did. In fact I lost like 2kg. Well, its not that I don't wanna eat, its just that I don't feel like eating. Hmmm.. Usually I only have breakfast and dinner. As for lunch(if I'm full shift) I will sleep all the way. As for afternoon shift, I will only have light breakfast and head to work.

What happen? Why don't feel like eating?

I also wish to know. Just too much things on my head I guess.

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Went to chuch last sunday. Guest speaker. Nick from Brisbane Australia. He's words touch me. Its been long since I've feel God's presence. The words that he spoke, the things that keep running thru my head, just make me cry.. Non-stop. Holy Spirit never leave me. And I know that...

I met up with Xindai, I met up with Bubu, I met up with Nigel, I met up with Kai Sheng, I got myself tanned. And I'm happy!



That freaking small bag on her lap cost her $329!! Rich friend I got there.

Well, to be frank, its been long since I've blog. And anyway, a quick update of what I can recall. HAHA.

Went Ministry Of Sound last Thursday with Elina. Just the 2 of us. My brother and his friends were at some where near there. Was pretty bored, just to try out Thursday MOS. Seriously, it disappoint me again. And again. That was the 4th time I'm there, and still, the music disappoint me.

But, the spinning of the music and mixing around are cool. The DJs are good. I still prefer Velvet or perhaps, Momo.

I'm enjoying myself in other way. There's this black amercian, he's big in size, but his dance move really impress me. Well, check Elina's blog with those video clips. And picture can be found there.

I'm pretty lazy with updating those photos. If not, can check my friendster out. The crowd there. Hmmm.. Not my cup of tea. Youngsters. Alot of teenagers. Didn't really spot any working adult there. Those people that I think are older then me are ang mos. MOS really attracts alot of ang mos. They're really funny people to hang out with!

Regarding work? I guess I really can't work with my 1st. Other then though we used to work together back at TM(which was about 2years ago) we can't communicate. Plus I think he's not understanding at all. Which somehow, I can't take it. He's strict, (compare to Chloe, he's better) but I still can handle. I guess staffs somehow can't stand his mood-swing. (SERIOUSLY, THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'VE ENCOUNTER PEOPLE WITH MORE MOOD-SWING THEN ME *HAHA*)

Countless people giving me countless comments about him. Well, those comments I just listen. Whatever being heard, I'll just use my own eyes to see. And somehow, there's a couple of stuffs that he pissed me off. Example : hand over things. Not even a single thing being pass message to me. Everything I gonna find out thru other outlets then I know that this thing happen. SHIT.

Enough of him I guess. 5more days to 10th month anniversary! *big smile* I guess I gonna sleep now, gonna go church tomorrow. Its been long since I worship God..






I MISS YOU BABY! And I miss going to church.. How I wish that my 1st is so much more understanding in some way..


There's one thing I detest about my 1st. He get more pay then me, then why can't he work more afternoon shift? Cause its Parkway turn to collect 9pm and closing figure and we gonna SMS to our bosses. To be frank, I'm piss with him. Cause 1 SMS took me 5mins to type. (thanks to Samsung phone) and 1 SMS gonna send to 4 person. Each SMS is 2 pages. Which means I'm spending 16SMS per day to the company. Which is about 80cents per day.. ARGH. IRRITATED!!!!

Its been long since I last update. But will update soon. Everyday is a wonderful day. (Yeah right.)

A Lonely September

I'm sitting here all by myself
Just trying to think of something to do
Trying to think of something, anything
Just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
Cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
To leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

I'm sitting here trying to convince myself
That you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
And the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
Will just kill me if I'm on my own

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back

I know it's not the smartest thing to do
We just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
We've got nothing left to prove

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back, but I know you did

And I didn't mean to meet you then
We were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
The way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

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And, Baby, I miss you. =(

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side

When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah

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