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Ebel Yong
22years old
1.7m, 52kg
17th Jan 1987[Birthday]
4th June 2006[Spiritual]
Believes that waiting will creates miracle
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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ramblings of a young adult
Ebel Yong
22years old
1.7m, 52kg
17th Jan 1987[Birthday]
4th June 2006[Spiritual]
Believes that waiting will creates miracle
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
45 things a girl wants but wont ask for more.
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means she doesn't want to talk about it - so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of other girls.
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26. Don't lie to her
27. Don't cheat on her.
28. Take her anywhere she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her)
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes
upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to
the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
You'll never know when she needs just a little more love
Are you doing this to me? Or are you doing this to your loved? Hmmm...
2007 coming to an end in 1.5hour time. I've been blogging about thanking everyone back in Christmas post. I really appreciate everyone that play apart in my life. *lotsa hugs and kisses*
Over and over again, thanking MISS CHAN XIN DAI, and all of you guys. That never fail to stand with me even my world is falling apart. Thank God for you guys. And of course, I thank God above.
This year, won't be like last year. Spending my "lovely" new year eve at work. This time round, I'm at home. Though have plans, with my parents, and fellow friends, but I choose to stay at home. Let all those memories that I've spend or wasted my time at..
Those tearful memories, will never give me anymore burden, let off those loads, and move on to 2008. Let those wonderful & sweet memories carry me off, and keep it inside my heart, let those wonderful smile bringing forward to 2008. Ain't gonna be silly, ain't gonna be a little girl..
Goodbye tearful 2007, welcome 2008..
I saw this 2 watches at Flash & Splash Plaza Sing.. I'm falling in love with it.. Hoping that my shop staffs are cool with sharing it for my birthday present.. Days are getting nearer.. I'm turning 21 so soon.. I feel so old suddenly..
I'm thinking which one to get.. Sigh.
Bombshell $199

Astara $299

I thinking Bombshell suits me better. So I actually reserve it. Ha. I want the black one please...
Blessing! BLESSING!!!
Christmas is coming. Its thanks giving day.. :)
I've been a Christian since 4th June 2006. That is the day that I accepted Jesus Christ into my life. I never regret since that day.
I will say, Christian walk is never easy. Sometimes things just go with the way you want, sometimes or in fact most of the time, things just getting on your way. BUt I'm so glad that God set all these challengers to me..
Still remember that time when I was promoted to SSA1 at S&K, I was so happy. I believe thru God's blessing I get the post. After like 2months or so, I was demoted. Well, very disappointed with God. Keep asking myself why these type of things can happen to me?
Somehow or rather, I look at another way. I smile, and say, "its over with my career life." That's when I transfer to Lucky Plaza, and then, to Marina Square. And I resign.
I join The Natural Source not long later, 3months was there. Learn alot of things about skin care product, which I totally know nuts about it. Though I've been only 3months there, but I'm so glad that I know so many nice people over there..
During that 3months. I learn alot. Other then product knowledge, I even learn how to have 1 to 1 customer service (I admit I didn't have 1 to 1 servie throughout my retail life), and getting your own regular customers and stuffs. What impress me the most, is to learn to humble down with everything. Even though it might never be my fault, I learn to say I'm sorry.
And again, I go back to S&K. This time round, at Bugis. A shop that I never being there before. With Chloe once again. Though that's my 2nd time working with her, she's been stressing me so much. Till sometimes, I break down over and over again.
A month at Bugis, and transfer to Parkway, with Chloe again. In fact most of the team-mates from Bugis transfer over there. People like Terence, Shuan, Jimmy, Leonard, Chloe and myself. So much memories I've over there.
Almost everyday I cry myself to bed. Wondering why I can't do the job better. And why she keep stressing me over this and that. Wonder why things can't work out the way she want. So many staffs stand with me, dry my tears away, and ask me to be stronger. I really appreciate all those things that they've been done for me.
And because of work commitment, I neglected God. No time for church service. Sometimes its only like 2times in a month. I'm so glad that God still stay with me even know that things turn out the way I don't want to be..
After Parkway, back to Marina Square for 2weeks, and then back to Tampines Mall. That's the last outlet of my Samuel & Kevin life. Was there for 1month, been sick over and over again. Due to 2 brands in the shop this and that. I never regret being there. Because I've so much fun over there.
Anyway, not long later, I join Cotton On. I'm still in that company. Well, I would say, though the way of managing the company is so different, plus I can't get along well for the past 1month or so. But I never regret joining the company. Cause I GET WEEKEND OFF! And that's the reason why I'm here blogging.
Well, I'm not on fire with God like the past.. So many things that I know I shouldn't do, but I'm doing it. Example, drinking and smoking. Oh well. This type of things is beyond my control, I still can't stop myself from doing those things. Well, well, well..
Another year gonna just end like this. I'm so glad that I have met so many people in my life for the past 1year. Learn how to compromise, learn how to let go when you know things ain't yours.
Thank you everyone for being my friends, and thank you for playing a part in my life.
Miss Chan Xin Dai. You know how much you mean to me. Thanks for picking my call 4am in the morning. Listen to my crying. And I hope we'll be able to make it to Hong Kong next year.

Benjamin. Thanks dude for all those precious memories, Bangkok trip twice, Brisbane once. I've so much fun. Though I've let you down, but I hope you'll forgive all those stupid things that I've done.

SAREN TEO. Thank you for being me to church, and letting me know that He is always there for me, and to love me.

Rachel. Though we hardly contact nowadays. But I'm so glad that we once spend so much time together at Marina Square back then. Though its only an hour per day, but I really apprecaite all those trust that you gave me back then. Love ya sis.

Sze & Zhen. I'm so glad that you guys never fail to stand with me throughout my Christian walk. Thank you.

Miss Elina Tan aka da sao. Thanks for all those clubbing session and those fun & wild night of drinking.

KS & Ong. Thanks guys for being here with me since 17years old. 3years gonna be 4years of friendship. Thanks for everything.

Bubu, never regret knowing you. Though sometimes or in fact most of the time I get bullied by you, but you never fail to cheer me up. Love you sis.

William. Though we've been lost contact for awhile, but I'm so glad that you're still here with me. And thank you for every single thing you've done! Including getting me drunk on your birthday! HAHA.

Augie. Thanks for those fun time we spend together. Having sun-tanning & KTV-ing together. Its really a pleasure to know you dude. :)

Chloe, for teaching me so much meaningful things in life. :)

Terence. Though most of the time I've been trying so hard to know what's on your mind, and everytime I fail. But I really appreciate all those late night suppers, and every single that you've done for me! :) And yeah, I love you dude.

Shuan Poh. Thank you for taking my adidas watch away. Ha, but its okay. Thank you for listening to all my problems when I'm at S&K. And thank you for all those hugs that you gave when stress over take everything..

Every single one of you that never fail to celebrate my birthday. And never fail to stick with each other during O level period. Love you girls!

Ok, this photo ain't suppose to be here. well, I miss him. :) and yeah, as a friend.

And yeah, I miss them.. =(

The friendship that I once treasure.

This photo is taken donkey years back. I think at least 2years. I wanna get my tongue piercing back. Should I?

I want to get this done!

Thats all I guess.. Well, time for me to... I don't know..
我知道你有几秒钟也想念她。我心疼你,但心中有点痛。亲爱的我们都会错,我了解原因是什么。你不要哭,一切我都晓得。你听时间它一步一步往前走,你知道的到最后爱你的是我。你快乐吗?我心中只有这句话,我会把眼泪收在口袋中。有什么不能原谅呢?没有关系,让我等你回头。爱你的人是我不会错。
My body feel so warm. Just keep vomit whatever I take in, including medicine. I don't know what's wrong. I thought its just some throat infection(by doctor yesterday). I wonder why my temperature keep rising. I guess, I'm really sick. From a sore throat, to fever and now, flu. Keep sneezing non-stop. Sigh.
If you care for me one more time, touch me. I will feel so love again.. I don't enjoy all these loneliness..
Thanks William for everything. :) You rox pal.
Find me in Your holiness
Lead me in Your Righteousness
How I love You
Beautiful Savior
When I'm weak
You make me strong
Bearing my cross I carry on
How I need You
Heavenly Father
Search my heart O Lord
You know my every thought
An open book to You
I placed my all in Your hands
Falling at Your Feet
As my whole world fades away
Falling at Your feet
Let my life be wholly thine.
Abba Father, never let me go.
请原谅我,我知道我好自私,我用我地既幸福离做赌注。但系我无后悔过,我知道你一定会支持我,相信我,我真系好爱你。 如果有下一世既话,我一定会比到幸福你。
Its good to always have someone by your side. Thank God that I have Xindai no matter what happen.. Babe, I cherish you for life. Though I might not always be there for you, but I'm so glad that you're always here with me. Even though 4am in the morning, I called you to cry over the phone when you're working or sleeping. I thank God for you. And yeah, getting drunk with me, crying and hugging each other over nothing. I'm so thankful.. I cherish you for life..
I've my milo and medicine. That's an order from Madam CHAN XIN DAI. HAHA. Night world..
I'm holding on your rope got me ten feet off the ground. And I'm hearing what . you say. But I just can't make a sound. You tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down. But wait...You tell me that you're sorry, didn't think I'd turn around and say..
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you. And I need you like a heart needs a beat.
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue and you say sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you, but I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
Chalet address..
Reaching us by Car/Taxi
Address: 10 Changi Coast Walk, Singapore 499739
If you are coming to the club by driving/taxi, on the left is a map to assist you in getting here.
From ECP :
1) Turn out at Exit 2A
2) Pass Tanah Merah Country Club Garden Course
3) Keep right, look for signboard (on the left)
4) Turn right into Changi Coast Walk
From PIE :
1) Turn out at Exit 4A (Simei Avenue)
2) Pass Changi General Hospital
3) Go straight on Xilin Avenue, pass Changi South Industrial Estate
4) Keep left, pass Tanah Merah Country Club Tampines Course
5) Turn left to road leading towards Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal, Airline House, etc.
6) Pass TMCC Garden Course
7) Keep right and turn right into Changi Coast Walk
Bungalow 4
knowing he'll never be mine again,
though love's there but so is pain.
people says that time will heal,
but time can't control how you feel.
yes, this song used to be a love theme,
but listening to it alone isn't happy as it seems.
bear in mind, the harder you try forgetting,
will mean the more you will be missing...
so let the 'love' and 'miss' goes on,
someday it'll unconciously be gone,
probably it's gona take quite long,
but one day....
the love theme would just be a normal song
我的世界一天一点为你改变你没发现
我所有的付出你看不见
我闭上我的眼 最后一次吻你的脸
你真爱过我就不要说抱歉
我的爱一天一点在你的世界里搁浅
我已明白爱情有多危险
只要过了今天 就会爱自己多一点
我的世界里不会再有你的誓言
诺言还是敌不过时间
I don't like falling sick. Including right now. Got those feelings linger right now. Argh. I really detest it. Nothing major, I guess just physically breaking down. Just some sore throat and cough that makes me feel so down. And of course some body aches.
Right now, I'm pretty upset with my company. Pay day suppose to be on the 7th, yet today is the 19th, money still not in. Is it because this is my first month pay? I wonder how long more I gonna endure till I get my pay?
Bills are over due, giro will be deducting so soon, where am I suppose to find those money? Plus, if this month it can't deduct from my bank, next month will be deducting 2months altogether.
Next month be turning 21. Chalet I have those thoughts of cancelling. In the first place I shouldn't even have book it. I just wanna travel, and I don't wanna stay in Singapore.. Even KL or Genting will be able to please me. I just get tense up over here.
Sigh.
Wont be blogging for sometime, and I might be closing my blog. I just have enough of every single thing.. And, whenever I feel like blogging again, I will blog again...
我不配 - 周杰倫
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气谁被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉 已经不对
我努力 在挽回
一些些 因该体贴
的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉 已经不对
我最后 才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅 的情节
你好累
你默背 为我掉过几次泪
多憔悴
而我心碎 你受罪
你的美 我不配
Was reading Elina's blog. Congrats for my bro and her. Haha. i gonna have a DA SAO so soonn... Oh well. Pretty happy for them. I didnt know my brother is so sweet. Cause I didnt realise that he can be one of them. And yeah, when will be my turn??
My shifts till January
17th Dec - 1230pm - Closing.
18th Dec - Off
19th Dec - 130pm - Closing.
20th Dec - 1230pm - Closing.
21st Dec - 130pm - Closing.
22nd Dec - 230pm - Closing. (Midnight sales)
23rd Dec - Off.
24th Dec - Off.
25th Dec - 130pm - Closing.
26th Dec - 830am - 630pm.
27th Dec - 830am - 630pm.
28th Dec - Off.
29th Dec - Off.
30th Dec - 830am - 630pm.
31st Dec - 830am - 630pm.
1st Jan - 1230pm - Closing.
2nd Jan - 130pm - Closing.
3rd Jan - Off.
4th Jan - 830am - 630pm.
5th Jan - 130pm - Closing.
6th Jan - Off.
7th Jan - 830am - 630pm.
8th Jan - 1230pm - Closing.
9th Jan - 130pm - Closing.
I'm always a afternoon baby.. :) Cause I love afternoon shifts..
我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你遥远的梦
就算是变化挖空我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受做了那么多
使她拥有我该得到的温柔
(使她拥有我没看过的笑容)
爱着你是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你是我体谅的爱也当作应该
不要说对不起
原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你
什么你永远在我心中
Can you tell me why
这样的我
你也曾爱过
不是么……
I'm so tired. Hopefully tonight will have a good rest..... and tomorrow will be a better day..
Went to My Chemical Romance concert last night. Oh well, pretty disappointed with it. Waited for Disenchanted but they didn't sing. The way of operating also in a mess. There's such a long queue. In the end someone just tell us its for free standing after queueing for SO LONG!
Anyway, awesome concert. I have fun last night.. Or is it just the crowd that give a good company?
Was pretty bored just now. Nothing much to do, looking at all the photos that I have at my computer. Realise that I've change so much. I really got a shock about the look I have long ago. HAHA. The face of mine.. lol.
This is like hell long ago, when I'm ultra tanned. I think about 2-3years ago.. When NEO PRINT still in trend.. HAHA.

Taken before I left my place to Chee Siang & Haze wedding. Wah piang, like 6am or so in the morning. Their daugther is like 2years old or so now. So I think 2-3 years ago. When I'm still in Gio..

Xindai and me. At The Reef(Fishermen Village). The stud of mine.. Kinda regret piercing there.

At Cher 18th birthday. I remember I was 19 that year. (Ok, last year lah.) At one of the hotel with Edna & Joyce.

Elina, myself and my sister. At Long Beach ECP. Can't rememeber whose birthday is it. I think last year..

At The Reef with Alvin and Daryn. May 2006.

I LAUGH VERY BADLY AT THIS PHOTO! SO YOUNG CAN!? 2006 June.

Chloe & Me at Bugis. Can't really remember the year, but should be 2006. When we were that close..

And now...
Ta da~ Early this year.

Augie & Me. Thanks dude, for making me falling back in love with the sun! Ha.

Elina & Me at MOS.. Some random boring day..

My sweetest girl. Recent also.

Chloe and me at Ivy's wedding.

Lastly, Terence and me.

People will change. How much have you change? And can you judge how much I've change? Till someone so hard to recongise or someone that you've chemistry towards? Or is it a lust that doesn't last forever?
Its for you to know, for me to find out.
不是我不明白 - 梁静茹 & 卢广仲
不是我不明白 这样并不算太坏
懂得爱说来无奈 来自对你亏待
美可以掩埋 没对他坦白 你还在
会进来吗 你在送我回家我还在猜测
那都是真的吗 再见面前
一直想象还有某种关联 但客气是拒绝
新的朋友 不在终点
你的世界 我在对岸
不是我不明白 这样并不算太坏
能再次关怀 时间洗刷所有的不愉快
后来的爱 我们尝试去款待
懂得爱说来无奈 来自对你亏待
美可以掩埋 没对他坦白 你还在
没说分手 终于是能开玩笑的朋友
不是不难过 多少年了
我想过能和你一起老的 却都有别人了
新的朋友 不在终点
我的世界 你在对岸
不是我不明白 这样并不算太坏
能再次关怀 时间洗刷所有的不愉快
后来的爱 我们尝试去款待
懂得爱说来无奈 来自对你亏待
美可以掩埋 没对他坦白 你还在
不是我不明白 说被爱并不应该
我们的关怀 像爱但又说不上爱
没有后来 我们才学会爱
但现在说来感慨 不是那个未来
我们说好的 不会更改的你会在
I'm getting real sick of everyone telling me about what's going on with.. I really have enough of all these. Why can't that someone just move on? I get real sick. Argh.
I'm really content with the life I'm having right now. Having wonderful friends and girlfriend around me. Its enough.. Though sometimes might be down, there's always people that always here for me 24/7..
Everything I dream about, everything I talk about, one thing I can't live without. I wanna get closer to you, can't stand being far away knowing that you don't feel the same way, watching it bring tears to your eyes
All the words I sing about, all the letters I write about. Only thing I wanna hear about is when I get closer to you. I know there's someone else she is only thinking of herself, it doesn't make any sense for you to be lonely
Let me be the one you share your hopes and dreams with. You'll never be alone again cause I will hold you endlessly. Please don't be afraid to let your broken heart guide you into these open arms I long to surround you.
Baby, if you were mine, I'd be your everything. You'd be the only thing that I would ever need. If you were mine I would tell everyone that you were the only one that I could ever want..
I DON'T LIKE IT.
I detest people coming around telling me.. "Hey Bell, Ben treat you so good, plus he just come back from Aust, why can't you give him another chance to try again? Maybe this time round, you will get the same feelings again?"
Seriously, if you're my friend, and you know what's on my mind, you will not ask me to do that. Because you understand me too well. As simple as that.
I detest people come telling me how is he now, he miss you like mad, he this, he that, he this, he that. Seriously, I ain't want to hear anymore things from him. Get it clear. Get those facts, I don't like it.
I detest people who try so hard to ask my surrounding good friends things about me. GET IT CLEAR. If you want to know things about me, JUST ASK ME. Some people just can't get those things clear. Argh.
And, yeah, everything is just my fault.. Everything that happen right now, I'm the one that start it, and everything is just my fault. Oh well... He's making and forcing me to a way whereby friends also can't be. So just let it be.. More-over, everything still my fault. Even though we might still be friends, the facts are always there, I'm still at fault. I rather give up this friend out there..
Best wishes dude. :)
I'm sitting here, thinking bout how I'm gonna do without you around in my life and how am I gonna get by. I ain't got no days just lonely nights. You want the truth well, I'm not alright. Feel out of place and out of time, I think I'm gonna lose my mind.
I miss your face, I miss your kiss. I even miss the arguments that we would have from time to time. I miss you standing by my side, I'm dying here its clear to see. There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me. Don't wanna live, I wanna die, if I can't have you in my life.
So tell me how you feel. I'm lonely. Are you for real? Do you still think of me cause I think of you. Do you dream of me at night like I dream of you all the time. So let me tell you how it feels like everyday I die wish I was dreaming but its real when I open up my eyes. Let me tell you how it feels, I think that I will never love again..
Finally getting over with what I need to get over.. Just smile lor. Life still moves on, and the world doesn't stop spinning because you're upset. =)
Thanks to all the peeps that stay with me. Able to endure continuous drinking at where-ever. I appreciate all the little things that you guys have done. And yeah, Miss Chan Xin Dai, thank you for everything.
The only concern right now, is to get my job done, get my ass out of Plaza Sing. I can't stand it anymore. The way that SOMEONE treat me is like hell. I'm trying to stay positive, but the things that SOMEONE did, just getting my way. That SOMEONE out there operation of the shop totally fail. Sigh. I wonder why that SOMEONE can be my in-charge.
Ah, anyway, PasserBy out there, who tag at my blog, my girlfriend blog. Please kindly stop tagging as passerby. Unless your NRIC name is PasserBy. HAHA.
Whatever.
and I know this much is true
baby, you have become my addiction, I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it
彩虹 - 周杰倫
哪裡有彩虹告訴我
能不能把我的願望還給我
為什麼天這麼安靜
所有的雲都跑到我這裡
有沒有口罩一個給我
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥
看不見你的笑 我怎麼睡得著
你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞
沒有理由我也能自己走
你要離開 我知道很簡單
你說依賴 是我們的阻礙
就算放開 但能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白
RAP
看不見你的笑要我怎麼睡得著
你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽開始會繞…會繞
沒有理由我也能自己走掉
是我說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥…解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥
I have fun these few days. Thanks to everyone who keep me accompany for those nights.
Friday went drinking with Queenie and Xindai at Waiting Bar. Drunk, emo. Cried non stop. Don't ask why. Maybe because of the background music behind. Argh. 其实还爱你 that song..
Saturday went drinking again. Boat Quay again. Double Cs Pub this time round. Have so much fun there. The boss of there is so ultra cool can. Friendly. I like. I believe next time I will be there..
Sunday, meet up with William, his friend and Xindai. Sat at Starbucks and head to Bedok to eat. After that home sweet home.
Monday, went to Ivy's wedding. So glad to see everyone getting married. Such a pretty bride. :) So proud of her. I never regret paying so much for that dress.
I've no idea what to update. Photos taken during the wedding.
Chloe.


Zen.

Terence.

Chloe & Terence.

Us all. :)

Will update when I have the time..
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Monday, December 31, 2007 ( 12/31/2007 10:54:00 PM )
45 things a girl wants but wont ask for more.
1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.
Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.
KEEP READING
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.
Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she's beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.
One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means she doesn't want to talk about it - so just hug her
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of other girls.
WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US
26. Don't lie to her
27. Don't cheat on her.
28. Take her anywhere she wants
29. Text messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can always count on you.
ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER BECAUSE, IT'S IMPORTANT
31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her)
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don't ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes
upset, comfort her.
REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to
the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her hold her in your arms as long as possible.
MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while sitting on her.
You'll never know when she needs just a little more love
Are you doing this to me? Or are you doing this to your loved? Hmmm...
{/ --
( 12/31/2007 10:34:00 PM )
2007 coming to an end in 1.5hour time. I've been blogging about thanking everyone back in Christmas post. I really appreciate everyone that play apart in my life. *lotsa hugs and kisses*
Over and over again, thanking MISS CHAN XIN DAI, and all of you guys. That never fail to stand with me even my world is falling apart. Thank God for you guys. And of course, I thank God above.
This year, won't be like last year. Spending my "lovely" new year eve at work. This time round, I'm at home. Though have plans, with my parents, and fellow friends, but I choose to stay at home. Let all those memories that I've spend or wasted my time at..
Those tearful memories, will never give me anymore burden, let off those loads, and move on to 2008. Let those wonderful & sweet memories carry me off, and keep it inside my heart, let those wonderful smile bringing forward to 2008. Ain't gonna be silly, ain't gonna be a little girl..
Goodbye tearful 2007, welcome 2008..
{/ --
Thursday, December 27, 2007 ( 12/27/2007 02:04:00 AM )
I saw this 2 watches at Flash & Splash Plaza Sing.. I'm falling in love with it.. Hoping that my shop staffs are cool with sharing it for my birthday present.. Days are getting nearer.. I'm turning 21 so soon.. I feel so old suddenly..
I'm thinking which one to get.. Sigh.
Bombshell $199

Astara $299

I thinking Bombshell suits me better. So I actually reserve it. Ha. I want the black one please...
Blessing! BLESSING!!!
{/ --
Sunday, December 23, 2007 ( 12/23/2007 03:58:00 PM )
Christmas is coming. Its thanks giving day.. :)
I've been a Christian since 4th June 2006. That is the day that I accepted Jesus Christ into my life. I never regret since that day.
I will say, Christian walk is never easy. Sometimes things just go with the way you want, sometimes or in fact most of the time, things just getting on your way. BUt I'm so glad that God set all these challengers to me..
Still remember that time when I was promoted to SSA1 at S&K, I was so happy. I believe thru God's blessing I get the post. After like 2months or so, I was demoted. Well, very disappointed with God. Keep asking myself why these type of things can happen to me?
Somehow or rather, I look at another way. I smile, and say, "its over with my career life." That's when I transfer to Lucky Plaza, and then, to Marina Square. And I resign.
I join The Natural Source not long later, 3months was there. Learn alot of things about skin care product, which I totally know nuts about it. Though I've been only 3months there, but I'm so glad that I know so many nice people over there..
During that 3months. I learn alot. Other then product knowledge, I even learn how to have 1 to 1 customer service (I admit I didn't have 1 to 1 servie throughout my retail life), and getting your own regular customers and stuffs. What impress me the most, is to learn to humble down with everything. Even though it might never be my fault, I learn to say I'm sorry.
And again, I go back to S&K. This time round, at Bugis. A shop that I never being there before. With Chloe once again. Though that's my 2nd time working with her, she's been stressing me so much. Till sometimes, I break down over and over again.
A month at Bugis, and transfer to Parkway, with Chloe again. In fact most of the team-mates from Bugis transfer over there. People like Terence, Shuan, Jimmy, Leonard, Chloe and myself. So much memories I've over there.
Almost everyday I cry myself to bed. Wondering why I can't do the job better. And why she keep stressing me over this and that. Wonder why things can't work out the way she want. So many staffs stand with me, dry my tears away, and ask me to be stronger. I really appreciate all those things that they've been done for me.
And because of work commitment, I neglected God. No time for church service. Sometimes its only like 2times in a month. I'm so glad that God still stay with me even know that things turn out the way I don't want to be..
After Parkway, back to Marina Square for 2weeks, and then back to Tampines Mall. That's the last outlet of my Samuel & Kevin life. Was there for 1month, been sick over and over again. Due to 2 brands in the shop this and that. I never regret being there. Because I've so much fun over there.
Anyway, not long later, I join Cotton On. I'm still in that company. Well, I would say, though the way of managing the company is so different, plus I can't get along well for the past 1month or so. But I never regret joining the company. Cause I GET WEEKEND OFF! And that's the reason why I'm here blogging.
Well, I'm not on fire with God like the past.. So many things that I know I shouldn't do, but I'm doing it. Example, drinking and smoking. Oh well. This type of things is beyond my control, I still can't stop myself from doing those things. Well, well, well..
Another year gonna just end like this. I'm so glad that I have met so many people in my life for the past 1year. Learn how to compromise, learn how to let go when you know things ain't yours.
Thank you everyone for being my friends, and thank you for playing a part in my life.
Miss Chan Xin Dai. You know how much you mean to me. Thanks for picking my call 4am in the morning. Listen to my crying. And I hope we'll be able to make it to Hong Kong next year.

Benjamin. Thanks dude for all those precious memories, Bangkok trip twice, Brisbane once. I've so much fun. Though I've let you down, but I hope you'll forgive all those stupid things that I've done.

SAREN TEO. Thank you for being me to church, and letting me know that He is always there for me, and to love me.

Rachel. Though we hardly contact nowadays. But I'm so glad that we once spend so much time together at Marina Square back then. Though its only an hour per day, but I really apprecaite all those trust that you gave me back then. Love ya sis.

Sze & Zhen. I'm so glad that you guys never fail to stand with me throughout my Christian walk. Thank you.

Miss Elina Tan aka da sao. Thanks for all those clubbing session and those fun & wild night of drinking.

KS & Ong. Thanks guys for being here with me since 17years old. 3years gonna be 4years of friendship. Thanks for everything.

Bubu, never regret knowing you. Though sometimes or in fact most of the time I get bullied by you, but you never fail to cheer me up. Love you sis.

William. Though we've been lost contact for awhile, but I'm so glad that you're still here with me. And thank you for every single thing you've done! Including getting me drunk on your birthday! HAHA.

Augie. Thanks for those fun time we spend together. Having sun-tanning & KTV-ing together. Its really a pleasure to know you dude. :)

Chloe, for teaching me so much meaningful things in life. :)

Terence. Though most of the time I've been trying so hard to know what's on your mind, and everytime I fail. But I really appreciate all those late night suppers, and every single that you've done for me! :) And yeah, I love you dude.

Shuan Poh. Thank you for taking my adidas watch away. Ha, but its okay. Thank you for listening to all my problems when I'm at S&K. And thank you for all those hugs that you gave when stress over take everything..

Every single one of you that never fail to celebrate my birthday. And never fail to stick with each other during O level period. Love you girls!

Ok, this photo ain't suppose to be here. well, I miss him. :) and yeah, as a friend.

And yeah, I miss them.. =(

The friendship that I once treasure.

This photo is taken donkey years back. I think at least 2years. I wanna get my tongue piercing back. Should I?

I want to get this done!

Thats all I guess.. Well, time for me to... I don't know..
{/ --
Saturday, December 22, 2007 ( 12/22/2007 11:43:00 AM )
我知道你有几秒钟也想念她。我心疼你,但心中有点痛。亲爱的我们都会错,我了解原因是什么。你不要哭,一切我都晓得。你听时间它一步一步往前走,你知道的到最后爱你的是我。你快乐吗?我心中只有这句话,我会把眼泪收在口袋中。有什么不能原谅呢?没有关系,让我等你回头。爱你的人是我不会错。
{/ --
Thursday, December 20, 2007 ( 12/20/2007 07:49:00 PM )
My body feel so warm. Just keep vomit whatever I take in, including medicine. I don't know what's wrong. I thought its just some throat infection(by doctor yesterday). I wonder why my temperature keep rising. I guess, I'm really sick. From a sore throat, to fever and now, flu. Keep sneezing non-stop. Sigh.
If you care for me one more time, touch me. I will feel so love again.. I don't enjoy all these loneliness..
Thanks William for everything. :) You rox pal.
Find me in Your holiness
Lead me in Your Righteousness
How I love You
Beautiful Savior
When I'm weak
You make me strong
Bearing my cross I carry on
How I need You
Heavenly Father
Search my heart O Lord
You know my every thought
An open book to You
I placed my all in Your hands
Falling at Your Feet
As my whole world fades away
Falling at Your feet
Let my life be wholly thine.
Abba Father, never let me go.
{/ --
( 12/20/2007 06:44:00 PM )
请原谅我,我知道我好自私,我用我地既幸福离做赌注。但系我无后悔过,我知道你一定会支持我,相信我,我真系好爱你。 如果有下一世既话,我一定会比到幸福你。
{/ --
Wednesday, December 19, 2007 ( 12/19/2007 10:45:00 PM )
Its good to always have someone by your side. Thank God that I have Xindai no matter what happen.. Babe, I cherish you for life. Though I might not always be there for you, but I'm so glad that you're always here with me. Even though 4am in the morning, I called you to cry over the phone when you're working or sleeping. I thank God for you. And yeah, getting drunk with me, crying and hugging each other over nothing. I'm so thankful.. I cherish you for life..
I've my milo and medicine. That's an order from Madam CHAN XIN DAI. HAHA. Night world..
I'm holding on your rope got me ten feet off the ground. And I'm hearing what . you say. But I just can't make a sound. You tell me that you need me then you go and cut me down. But wait...You tell me that you're sorry, didn't think I'd turn around and say..
That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you. And I need you like a heart needs a beat.
I loved you with a fire red, now it's turning blue and you say sorry like the Angel Heaven let me think was you, but I'm afraid
It's too late to apologize, it's too late
{/ --
( 12/19/2007 07:34:00 PM )
Chalet address..
Reaching us by Car/Taxi
Address: 10 Changi Coast Walk, Singapore 499739
If you are coming to the club by driving/taxi, on the left is a map to assist you in getting here.
From ECP :
1) Turn out at Exit 2A
2) Pass Tanah Merah Country Club Garden Course
3) Keep right, look for signboard (on the left)
4) Turn right into Changi Coast Walk
From PIE :
1) Turn out at Exit 4A (Simei Avenue)
2) Pass Changi General Hospital
3) Go straight on Xilin Avenue, pass Changi South Industrial Estate
4) Keep left, pass Tanah Merah Country Club Tampines Course
5) Turn left to road leading towards Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal, Airline House, etc.
6) Pass TMCC Garden Course
7) Keep right and turn right into Changi Coast Walk
Bungalow 4
knowing he'll never be mine again,
though love's there but so is pain.
people says that time will heal,
but time can't control how you feel.
yes, this song used to be a love theme,
but listening to it alone isn't happy as it seems.
bear in mind, the harder you try forgetting,
will mean the more you will be missing...
so let the 'love' and 'miss' goes on,
someday it'll unconciously be gone,
probably it's gona take quite long,
but one day....
the love theme would just be a normal song
{/ --
( 12/19/2007 06:01:00 PM )
我的世界一天一点为你改变你没发现
我所有的付出你看不见
我闭上我的眼 最后一次吻你的脸
你真爱过我就不要说抱歉
我的爱一天一点在你的世界里搁浅
我已明白爱情有多危险
只要过了今天 就会爱自己多一点
我的世界里不会再有你的誓言
诺言还是敌不过时间
{/ --
( 12/19/2007 05:43:00 PM )
I don't like falling sick. Including right now. Got those feelings linger right now. Argh. I really detest it. Nothing major, I guess just physically breaking down. Just some sore throat and cough that makes me feel so down. And of course some body aches.
Right now, I'm pretty upset with my company. Pay day suppose to be on the 7th, yet today is the 19th, money still not in. Is it because this is my first month pay? I wonder how long more I gonna endure till I get my pay?
Bills are over due, giro will be deducting so soon, where am I suppose to find those money? Plus, if this month it can't deduct from my bank, next month will be deducting 2months altogether.
Next month be turning 21. Chalet I have those thoughts of cancelling. In the first place I shouldn't even have book it. I just wanna travel, and I don't wanna stay in Singapore.. Even KL or Genting will be able to please me. I just get tense up over here.
Sigh.
Wont be blogging for sometime, and I might be closing my blog. I just have enough of every single thing.. And, whenever I feel like blogging again, I will blog again...
{/ --
Monday, December 17, 2007 ( 12/17/2007 11:01:00 AM )
我不配 - 周杰倫
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气谁被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉 已经不对
我努力 在挽回
一些些 因该体贴
的感觉 我没给
你嘟嘴 许的愿望很卑微 在妥协
是我忽略 你不过要人陪
这感觉 已经不对
我最后 才了解
一页页 不忍翻阅 的情节
你好累
你默背 为我掉过几次泪
多憔悴
而我心碎 你受罪
你的美 我不配
{/ --
( 12/17/2007 01:55:00 AM )
Was reading Elina's blog. Congrats for my bro and her. Haha. i gonna have a DA SAO so soonn... Oh well. Pretty happy for them. I didnt know my brother is so sweet. Cause I didnt realise that he can be one of them. And yeah, when will be my turn??
{/ --
Saturday, December 15, 2007 ( 12/15/2007 04:14:00 PM )
My shifts till January
17th Dec - 1230pm - Closing.
18th Dec - Off
19th Dec - 130pm - Closing.
20th Dec - 1230pm - Closing.
21st Dec - 130pm - Closing.
22nd Dec - 230pm - Closing. (Midnight sales)
23rd Dec - Off.
24th Dec - Off.
25th Dec - 130pm - Closing.
26th Dec - 830am - 630pm.
27th Dec - 830am - 630pm.
28th Dec - Off.
29th Dec - Off.
30th Dec - 830am - 630pm.
31st Dec - 830am - 630pm.
1st Jan - 1230pm - Closing.
2nd Jan - 130pm - Closing.
3rd Jan - Off.
4th Jan - 830am - 630pm.
5th Jan - 130pm - Closing.
6th Jan - Off.
7th Jan - 830am - 630pm.
8th Jan - 1230pm - Closing.
9th Jan - 130pm - Closing.
I'm always a afternoon baby.. :) Cause I love afternoon shifts..
{/ --
( 12/15/2007 12:09:00 PM )
我可以忍受你不够爱我
我可以忍受你遥远的梦
就算是变化挖空我
至少你还在乎我的感受
我可以忍受眼神的空洞
我可以忍受你时间不够用
却不能忍受做了那么多
使她拥有我该得到的温柔
(使她拥有我没看过的笑容)
爱着你是我改不了也不愿改的习惯
要放开哪有那么简单
了解你是我说不出也不承认的悲哀
包容你是我体谅的爱也当作应该
不要说对不起
原来你要的不是我
不要说谢谢你
什么你永远在我心中
Can you tell me why
这样的我
你也曾爱过
不是么……
{/ --
( 12/15/2007 02:31:00 AM )
I'm so tired. Hopefully tonight will have a good rest..... and tomorrow will be a better day..
{/ --
Wednesday, December 12, 2007 ( 12/12/2007 10:45:00 AM )
Went to My Chemical Romance concert last night. Oh well, pretty disappointed with it. Waited for Disenchanted but they didn't sing. The way of operating also in a mess. There's such a long queue. In the end someone just tell us its for free standing after queueing for SO LONG!
Anyway, awesome concert. I have fun last night.. Or is it just the crowd that give a good company?
{/ --
Monday, December 10, 2007 ( 12/10/2007 10:57:00 PM )
Was pretty bored just now. Nothing much to do, looking at all the photos that I have at my computer. Realise that I've change so much. I really got a shock about the look I have long ago. HAHA. The face of mine.. lol.
This is like hell long ago, when I'm ultra tanned. I think about 2-3years ago.. When NEO PRINT still in trend.. HAHA.

Taken before I left my place to Chee Siang & Haze wedding. Wah piang, like 6am or so in the morning. Their daugther is like 2years old or so now. So I think 2-3 years ago. When I'm still in Gio..

Xindai and me. At The Reef(Fishermen Village). The stud of mine.. Kinda regret piercing there.

At Cher 18th birthday. I remember I was 19 that year. (Ok, last year lah.) At one of the hotel with Edna & Joyce.

Elina, myself and my sister. At Long Beach ECP. Can't rememeber whose birthday is it. I think last year..

At The Reef with Alvin and Daryn. May 2006.

I LAUGH VERY BADLY AT THIS PHOTO! SO YOUNG CAN!? 2006 June.

Chloe & Me at Bugis. Can't really remember the year, but should be 2006. When we were that close..

And now...
Ta da~ Early this year.

Augie & Me. Thanks dude, for making me falling back in love with the sun! Ha.

Elina & Me at MOS.. Some random boring day..

My sweetest girl. Recent also.

Chloe and me at Ivy's wedding.

Lastly, Terence and me.

People will change. How much have you change? And can you judge how much I've change? Till someone so hard to recongise or someone that you've chemistry towards? Or is it a lust that doesn't last forever?
Its for you to know, for me to find out.
{/ --
Sunday, December 09, 2007 ( 12/09/2007 04:51:00 PM )
不是我不明白 - 梁静茹 & 卢广仲
不是我不明白 这样并不算太坏
懂得爱说来无奈 来自对你亏待
美可以掩埋 没对他坦白 你还在
会进来吗 你在送我回家我还在猜测
那都是真的吗 再见面前
一直想象还有某种关联 但客气是拒绝
新的朋友 不在终点
你的世界 我在对岸
不是我不明白 这样并不算太坏
能再次关怀 时间洗刷所有的不愉快
后来的爱 我们尝试去款待
懂得爱说来无奈 来自对你亏待
美可以掩埋 没对他坦白 你还在
没说分手 终于是能开玩笑的朋友
不是不难过 多少年了
我想过能和你一起老的 却都有别人了
新的朋友 不在终点
我的世界 你在对岸
不是我不明白 这样并不算太坏
能再次关怀 时间洗刷所有的不愉快
后来的爱 我们尝试去款待
懂得爱说来无奈 来自对你亏待
美可以掩埋 没对他坦白 你还在
不是我不明白 说被爱并不应该
我们的关怀 像爱但又说不上爱
没有后来 我们才学会爱
但现在说来感慨 不是那个未来
我们说好的 不会更改的你会在
{/ --
( 12/09/2007 12:14:00 AM )
I'm getting real sick of everyone telling me about what's going on with.. I really have enough of all these. Why can't that someone just move on? I get real sick. Argh.
I'm really content with the life I'm having right now. Having wonderful friends and girlfriend around me. Its enough.. Though sometimes might be down, there's always people that always here for me 24/7..
Everything I dream about, everything I talk about, one thing I can't live without. I wanna get closer to you, can't stand being far away knowing that you don't feel the same way, watching it bring tears to your eyes
All the words I sing about, all the letters I write about. Only thing I wanna hear about is when I get closer to you. I know there's someone else she is only thinking of herself, it doesn't make any sense for you to be lonely
Let me be the one you share your hopes and dreams with. You'll never be alone again cause I will hold you endlessly. Please don't be afraid to let your broken heart guide you into these open arms I long to surround you.
Baby, if you were mine, I'd be your everything. You'd be the only thing that I would ever need. If you were mine I would tell everyone that you were the only one that I could ever want..
{/ --
Friday, December 07, 2007 ( 12/07/2007 10:06:00 AM )
I DON'T LIKE IT.
I detest people coming around telling me.. "Hey Bell, Ben treat you so good, plus he just come back from Aust, why can't you give him another chance to try again? Maybe this time round, you will get the same feelings again?"
Seriously, if you're my friend, and you know what's on my mind, you will not ask me to do that. Because you understand me too well. As simple as that.
I detest people come telling me how is he now, he miss you like mad, he this, he that, he this, he that. Seriously, I ain't want to hear anymore things from him. Get it clear. Get those facts, I don't like it.
I detest people who try so hard to ask my surrounding good friends things about me. GET IT CLEAR. If you want to know things about me, JUST ASK ME. Some people just can't get those things clear. Argh.
And, yeah, everything is just my fault.. Everything that happen right now, I'm the one that start it, and everything is just my fault. Oh well... He's making and forcing me to a way whereby friends also can't be. So just let it be.. More-over, everything still my fault. Even though we might still be friends, the facts are always there, I'm still at fault. I rather give up this friend out there..
Best wishes dude. :)
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Thursday, December 06, 2007 ( 12/06/2007 10:39:00 AM )
I'm sitting here, thinking bout how I'm gonna do without you around in my life and how am I gonna get by. I ain't got no days just lonely nights. You want the truth well, I'm not alright. Feel out of place and out of time, I think I'm gonna lose my mind.
I miss your face, I miss your kiss. I even miss the arguments that we would have from time to time. I miss you standing by my side, I'm dying here its clear to see. There ain't no you, God knows there ain't no me. Don't wanna live, I wanna die, if I can't have you in my life.
So tell me how you feel. I'm lonely. Are you for real? Do you still think of me cause I think of you. Do you dream of me at night like I dream of you all the time. So let me tell you how it feels like everyday I die wish I was dreaming but its real when I open up my eyes. Let me tell you how it feels, I think that I will never love again..
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Wednesday, December 05, 2007 ( 12/05/2007 10:14:00 AM )
Finally getting over with what I need to get over.. Just smile lor. Life still moves on, and the world doesn't stop spinning because you're upset. =)
Thanks to all the peeps that stay with me. Able to endure continuous drinking at where-ever. I appreciate all the little things that you guys have done. And yeah, Miss Chan Xin Dai, thank you for everything.
The only concern right now, is to get my job done, get my ass out of Plaza Sing. I can't stand it anymore. The way that SOMEONE treat me is like hell. I'm trying to stay positive, but the things that SOMEONE did, just getting my way. That SOMEONE out there operation of the shop totally fail. Sigh. I wonder why that SOMEONE can be my in-charge.
Ah, anyway, PasserBy out there, who tag at my blog, my girlfriend blog. Please kindly stop tagging as passerby. Unless your NRIC name is PasserBy. HAHA.
Whatever.
and I know this much is true
baby, you have become my addiction, I'm so strung out on you
I can barely move but I like it
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Tuesday, December 04, 2007 ( 12/04/2007 10:49:00 AM )
彩虹 - 周杰倫
哪裡有彩虹告訴我
能不能把我的願望還給我
為什麼天這麼安靜
所有的雲都跑到我這裡
有沒有口罩一個給我
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥
看不見你的笑 我怎麼睡得著
你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞
沒有理由我也能自己走
你要離開 我知道很簡單
你說依賴 是我們的阻礙
就算放開 但能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白
RAP
看不見你的笑要我怎麼睡得著
你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽開始會繞…會繞
沒有理由我也能自己走掉
是我說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥…解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥
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( 12/04/2007 10:09:00 AM )
I have fun these few days. Thanks to everyone who keep me accompany for those nights.
Friday went drinking with Queenie and Xindai at Waiting Bar. Drunk, emo. Cried non stop. Don't ask why. Maybe because of the background music behind. Argh. 其实还爱你 that song..
Saturday went drinking again. Boat Quay again. Double Cs Pub this time round. Have so much fun there. The boss of there is so ultra cool can. Friendly. I like. I believe next time I will be there..
Sunday, meet up with William, his friend and Xindai. Sat at Starbucks and head to Bedok to eat. After that home sweet home.
Monday, went to Ivy's wedding. So glad to see everyone getting married. Such a pretty bride. :) So proud of her. I never regret paying so much for that dress.
I've no idea what to update. Photos taken during the wedding.
Chloe.


Zen.

Terence.

Chloe & Terence.

Us all. :)

Will update when I have the time..
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周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
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时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
(我都还记得)
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
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情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
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你冷了 倦了 我哭了
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有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
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爱淡了 梦远了
(我都还记得)
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢