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Ebel Yong
22years old
1.7m, 52kg
17th Jan 1987[Birthday]
4th June 2006[Spiritual]
Believes that waiting will creates miracle
I wanna fill this new frame; But it's Empty
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ramblings of a young adult
Ebel Yong
22years old
1.7m, 52kg
17th Jan 1987[Birthday]
4th June 2006[Spiritual]
Believes that waiting will creates miracle
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
I've been weird. Real weird recently. I admit, I'm trying to get away with some people, or infact everyone. I've been really no life recently. After work, go home. Wake up go work. And today, my off day. I'm at home. Surfing net? Not really. Keen with going out? I doubt so. Its so sunny just now, I don't even bother to get myself of the house.
Its not that I don't have friends to chill with, perhaps I'm just.. I don't know. Wanna stay away from everyone.. I admit in terms of emotions, I've broke down. Physically wise, I'm really tired. I need a long, long break. Yes again.
GSS is here, yes sales is good. Till I don't have the time to breathe. My legs hurt badly, my eyes are full with blood shots. Not enough rest? I doubt so. I've been home these past few days after work head home. Resting on bed. But I just can't sleep. Till like 4am or so?
I finally slept so early and so long yesterday.. And right now, emotions are over me, and I wish, I could stop the world from spinning and I really need a break..
I know I will stand from where I fall. Its only a matter of time.. Meanwhile, just leave me alone.
I remember the days we spent together, were not enough. And I used to feel like dreaming except we always woke up. Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much. Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up, I need your loving hands to come and pick me up and every night I miss you, I can just look up.
I dream fast, and I fall fast.. Everything just happen so fast. Within days, I'm lost. Till I don't even bother to dress up to work. Not even wearing contact lens. For the past few days, I'm like that..
No matter what happen, I know, I have to stand strong and hold onto whatever I can hold onto. Everyone that know what happen been telling me to let go. But I know that, that day will never come, until.. I don't know.
Still friends with her?
Nope. We're just passer-by. Went to take my stuffs from from her. All she ask is asking her friend to pass to me. Wonderful. Don't even bother to come and say hello. What else can I ask for from her? Saw me at Boat Quay, just walk pass me, and give me a fcuk-up attitude. Just because I was with her previous BF?
And hello, for you info, is him who ask me to go drink, and I was there because I care for him. Knowing what happen between them and stuffs. Just wanna be a listner cause he was there for me when I'm down. Oh well..
Everything seems like my fault, no matter what I do, no one seems to appreciate. Maybe because of my charater I guess.
I wanted to give up so much things, but I know everything need time..
A moment to remember, being left at Boat Quay in the middle of the night. So closed to midnight. I was there, weeping. Just because I said those things I shouldn't have said. Flare up at the wrong time whereby we're smiling and laughing moments ago. I regreted? Yes I do. I know, somethings things broken, are hard to meant back. Even if it did, there will be scars. Well, I just hope that time heals everything.
李圣杰 - 擦肩而过
我爱着谁 爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁 能够把我让我变不对
你不会累 但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁 不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点 我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉
你听我说 你不要这么做
你不要看着我 说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受 我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛 再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点 我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉
就算未来有多少错 至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
You sent me some parts of the lyrics, but I want you to know that 你不是擦肩而过. i love you.
For a moment, I'm living in nightmare. My world just collasp within 1 night.
I turn insane last night. So much things are on my mind, she's behaving like that, he behaving like that, and she also behaving like that. What did I do that I deserve all these shit? I guess, I never being such a nice friend before.
What did I do wrong?
She just got herself attached, so into this guy. I make an effort to go down to her work place to find her. (By the way she requested) 2hours later, she said that he's coming down to pick her up. And how nice of her, ask me to go home. I took my bag, and leave the shop.
She claims that I've change when I'm with him.(That links to the 2nd person I'm refering to) Is not that I didn't call her. But did she make the effort to call me back? Busy? Can be till the extend that she call me back 18hours later? Or perhaps I should say text me 18hours later?
I called her last night, she didn't pick up the call. I called her the night before, she didn't pick up the call. Text her, she didn't even fucking reply. She claims that I didn't call her? She also clains that when I'm with him, I didn't spare a thought for her.
Please, come on' didn't I tag you along when we're out for supper? Didn't I tag you also when we go drinking? Didn't I.. Whatever. You're always right and I'm always wrong.
Whatever. I'm sick of everything.
Last sat I was at Sentosa with Xindai. Anyway, some Hotness Squad spotted me. I was in the Siloso hotbods contest. Anyway, if you think I'm hot, please vote for me. (:
对你的思念 是一天又一天
孤单的我 还是没有改变
美丽的梦 何时才能出现
亲爱的你 好想再见你一面
秋天的风 一阵阵地吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候 没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多 你却没有感动过
为什么开心的事一下就过去,伤心的事却在心里停留很久
I guess, I'm just too tired with blogging and everything. Been hell busy with work, my personal life. At least I did catch up with Miss Chan, Jo and of course my surrounding friends. I'm sorry if I didn't have time for anything else, and I'm sorry if I've neglacted any of my friends.
Though I seems free, but the fact is that I'm not. Haven't get myself enroll with school, didn't get any promotion yet, GSS(Great Singapore Sales) is coming. I guess I be hell busy.
And I'm thankful that my leave approve. But this time round, I'm staying at Singapore, because no one seems to be interested with going oversea. How sad. Wanted to travel alone. To Bangkok. But some of my friends doesn't allow. Bali, Bintan.. Argh.. Wasted.. Wasted..
And I guess, I need a long long break.. To enjoy myself to the max.. And I hope, that smile that I have, will last me.. Till I break down once again..
Oh well, I'm fine.
A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down. When he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door!
He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting,
What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money Why did you do it?'
The young boy was apologetic.
'Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do,'
He pleaded. 'I threw the brick because no one else would stop...'
With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car.
'It's my brother' he said 'He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up.'
Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, 'Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me.'
Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay.
'Thank you and may God bless you,' the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy! Push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home.
It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of this message:
'Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!' God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us. It's our choice to listen or not.
Thought for the Day:
If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
He sends you flowers every spring.
He sends you a sunrise every morning.
Face it, friend - He is crazy about you!
Send this to every 'beautiful person' you wish to bless.
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
The Difference between Science and God
I got this from my CG website. Enjoy!
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'Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ.' The atheist
professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his
new students to stand.
'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'
'Yes sir,' the student says.
'So you believe in God?'
'Absolutely.'
'Is God good?'
'Sure! God's good.'
'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'
'Yes.'
'Are you good or evil?'
'The Bible says I'm evil.'
The professor grins knowingly. 'Aha! The Bible!' He considers for a
moment.
'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you
can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?'
'Yes sir, I would.'
'So you're good...!'
'I wouldn't say that.'
'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if
you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'
The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He
doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even
though he prayed to Jesus to heal him How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can
you answer that one?'
The student remains silent.
'No, you can't, can you?' the professor says. He takes a sip of
water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.
'Let's start again, young fella Is God good?'
'Er...yes,' the student says.
'Is Satan good?'
The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'
'Then where does Satan come from?'
The student : 'From...God...'
'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there
evil in this world?'
'Yes, sir.'
'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything,
correct?'
'Yes.'
'So who created evil?' The professor continued, 'If God created
everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to
the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'
Without allowing the student to answer, the professor continues:
'Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible
things, do they exist in this world?'
The student: 'Yes.'
'So who created them?'
The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his
question. 'Who created them? There is still no answer. Suddenly the
lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is
mesmerized.
'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you believe in
Jesus Christ, son?'
The student's voice is confident: 'Yes, professor, I do.'
The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you
use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen
Jesus?'
'No sir. I've never seen Him'
'Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?'
'No, sir, I have not.'
'Have you ever actually felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or
smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus
Christ, or God for that matter?'
'No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.'
'Yet you still believe in him?'
'Yes.'
'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable
protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that,
son?'
'Nothing,' the student replies. 'I only have my faith.'
'Yes, faith,' the professor repeats. 'And that is the problem
science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'
The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a
question of his own. 'Professor, is there such thing as heat?'
'Yes,' the professor replies. 'There's heat.'
'And is there such a thing as cold?'
'Yes, son, there's cold too.'
'No sir, there isn't.'
The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested.
The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain.
'You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat,
mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we
don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit up to 458 degrees below
zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is
no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the
lowest -458 degrees. Every body or object is susceptible to study when
it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have
or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat.
You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of
heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units
because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the
absence of it.'
Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom,
sounding like a hammer.
'What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as
darkness?'
'Yes,' the professor replies without hesitation. 'What is night
if it isn't darkness?'
'You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the
absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright
light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have
Nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to
define the word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able
to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?'
The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him.
This will be a good semester. 'So what point are you making, young man?'
'Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is
flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.'
The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time.
'Flawed? Can you explain how?'
'You are working on the premise of duality,' the student
explains. 'You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good
God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something
finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a
thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much
less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life
is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive
thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.'
'Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they
evolved from a monkey?'
'If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young
man, yes, of course I do'
'Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?'
The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he
realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.
'Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work
and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you
not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a
preacher?'
The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the
Commotion has subsided.
'To continue the point you were making earlier to the other
student, let me give you an example of what I mean.'
The student looks around the room. 'Is there anyone in the class
who has ever seen the professor's brain?' The class breaks out into
laughter.
'Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain,
felt the professor's brain, touched or smelled the professor's brain? No
one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of
empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no
brain, with all due respect, sir. So if science says you have no brain,
how can we trust your lectures, sir?'
Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the
student, his face unreadable.
Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. 'I
guess you'll have to take them on faith.'
'Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists
with life,' the student continues. 'Now, sir, is there such a thing as
evil?'
Now uncertain, the professor responds, 'Of course, there is. We
see it everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man.
It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world.
These manifestations are nothing else but evil.'
To this the student replied, 'Evil does not exist sir, or at
least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God.
It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe
the absence of God.
God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when
man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold
that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there
is no light.'
The professor sat down.
Pass this on if you have faith in God.
If not, still pass it on for it's a good story!
Was chatting with one of my cellgroup member thru MSN. Its really rare that I find people to talk to. Perhaps, I'm hungry for God's words. Or perhaps.. I don't know. It started of with Saren's blog. Strolling down the pages, saw her snapping my board at my room. Telling me how much I love God. Those worship and praising songs at her blog, touch me. And tears just stream down. Indeed, I'm hungry for God's words.
Its like close to 2months since I've not been attending church. What have I been doing for this past 2months? Those sundays morning? Sleeping so soundly at home. Is not that the alarm didn't wake me up. I did wake up, and I went back to sleep. "Next week then go, its alright." But that next week, drag for 2months. Total 8 sundays.
The walk with God is never easy, either would I say its very hard. Still recalling the first time I attended at City Harvest Church, the first time I accepted Salavation into my life. The song (Sanctuary) that makes me cry. The first time I kneel down. So hungry for the presence of the Lord.
All I want right now, is to meet my first love with God again. And I know, this time round, I will press on, no matter what. Cause I know, God never give up on me, so am I..
When my world was in darkness
You spoke your word
Night turned into day
Your beauty filled this place
When my world stood in silence
You filled my heart
With songs that never end
Forever I will praise
To think that the universe
Could not without Your glory
You choose to live in me
I'm so amazed
And I worship You Lord
My life in You restored
Here is my heart
Make it Your sanctuary
For nobody else
But Jesus only You
You are faithful and true
Glorious Lord
All my life
It is You I adore
You've touched my soul
Completed my world
I surrender to You
BRINGING GLORY HERE
YOU ARE GOOD
YOU ARE GOOD
SON OF RIGHTEOUSNESS
YOU ARE ALL I SEE
WITH ALL MY HEART
GIVER OF LIFE
HOPE FOR THE LOST
IS IN YOU
ALL OF THE EARTH
SHINES WITH YOUR LIGHT
YOUR GLORY
YOU ARE THE GOD WHO LIVES
YOU ARE THE GOD WHO HEALS
YOU ARE MY HOPE
MY EVERYTHING
YOU BROUGHT SALVATION TO US
OFFERED YOUR PEACE TO THE WORLD
YOU ARE MY LORD
MY EVERYTHING
IN YOUR PROMISE
AND YOUR FAITHFULNESS
I WILL TRUST ALL MY DAYS
KING FOREVER
GREAT IN MAJESTY
BE GLORIFIED
I'LL TRUST IN YOU
I'LL TRUST IN YOU
I'LL TRUST IN YOU
WITH ALL MY HEART
I've got a piece of paper; But it's Empty
{/ --
Wednesday, May 28, 2008 ( 5/28/2008 02:33:00 PM )
I've been weird. Real weird recently. I admit, I'm trying to get away with some people, or infact everyone. I've been really no life recently. After work, go home. Wake up go work. And today, my off day. I'm at home. Surfing net? Not really. Keen with going out? I doubt so. Its so sunny just now, I don't even bother to get myself of the house.
Its not that I don't have friends to chill with, perhaps I'm just.. I don't know. Wanna stay away from everyone.. I admit in terms of emotions, I've broke down. Physically wise, I'm really tired. I need a long, long break. Yes again.
GSS is here, yes sales is good. Till I don't have the time to breathe. My legs hurt badly, my eyes are full with blood shots. Not enough rest? I doubt so. I've been home these past few days after work head home. Resting on bed. But I just can't sleep. Till like 4am or so?
I finally slept so early and so long yesterday.. And right now, emotions are over me, and I wish, I could stop the world from spinning and I really need a break..
I know I will stand from where I fall. Its only a matter of time.. Meanwhile, just leave me alone.
{/ --
( 5/28/2008 01:53:00 PM )
I remember the days we spent together, were not enough. And I used to feel like dreaming except we always woke up. Never thought not having you here now would hurt so much. Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up, I need your loving hands to come and pick me up and every night I miss you, I can just look up.
{/ --
Monday, May 26, 2008 ( 5/26/2008 09:13:00 PM )
I dream fast, and I fall fast.. Everything just happen so fast. Within days, I'm lost. Till I don't even bother to dress up to work. Not even wearing contact lens. For the past few days, I'm like that..
No matter what happen, I know, I have to stand strong and hold onto whatever I can hold onto. Everyone that know what happen been telling me to let go. But I know that, that day will never come, until.. I don't know.
Still friends with her?
Nope. We're just passer-by. Went to take my stuffs from from her. All she ask is asking her friend to pass to me. Wonderful. Don't even bother to come and say hello. What else can I ask for from her? Saw me at Boat Quay, just walk pass me, and give me a fcuk-up attitude. Just because I was with her previous BF?
And hello, for you info, is him who ask me to go drink, and I was there because I care for him. Knowing what happen between them and stuffs. Just wanna be a listner cause he was there for me when I'm down. Oh well..
Everything seems like my fault, no matter what I do, no one seems to appreciate. Maybe because of my charater I guess.
I wanted to give up so much things, but I know everything need time..
A moment to remember, being left at Boat Quay in the middle of the night. So closed to midnight. I was there, weeping. Just because I said those things I shouldn't have said. Flare up at the wrong time whereby we're smiling and laughing moments ago. I regreted? Yes I do. I know, somethings things broken, are hard to meant back. Even if it did, there will be scars. Well, I just hope that time heals everything.
李圣杰 - 擦肩而过
我爱着谁 爱到我有点醉
告诉我你是谁 能够把我让我变不对
你不会累 但我却爱你爱得好累
从没有为了谁 不顾安危付出一切
站在这平衡点 我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉
你听我说 你不要这么做
你不要看着我 说你已经知道怎么做
你很难受 我愿意陪你一起承受
只要你不怕痛 再多坎坷我都陪你走
站在这平衡点 我还是觉得有点危险
或许是看不见 只能够靠感觉
就算未来有多少错 至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过
我不会再让你寂寞
也不会让你更难过
你听我说要好好学着去生活
就算未来有多少错
至少还有我的问候
我的温柔陪你度过
You sent me some parts of the lyrics, but I want you to know that 你不是擦肩而过. i love you.
{/ --
Wednesday, May 21, 2008 ( 5/21/2008 11:45:00 AM )
For a moment, I'm living in nightmare. My world just collasp within 1 night.
I turn insane last night. So much things are on my mind, she's behaving like that, he behaving like that, and she also behaving like that. What did I do that I deserve all these shit? I guess, I never being such a nice friend before.
What did I do wrong?
She just got herself attached, so into this guy. I make an effort to go down to her work place to find her. (By the way she requested) 2hours later, she said that he's coming down to pick her up. And how nice of her, ask me to go home. I took my bag, and leave the shop.
She claims that I've change when I'm with him.(That links to the 2nd person I'm refering to) Is not that I didn't call her. But did she make the effort to call me back? Busy? Can be till the extend that she call me back 18hours later? Or perhaps I should say text me 18hours later?
I called her last night, she didn't pick up the call. I called her the night before, she didn't pick up the call. Text her, she didn't even fucking reply. She claims that I didn't call her? She also clains that when I'm with him, I didn't spare a thought for her.
Please, come on' didn't I tag you along when we're out for supper? Didn't I tag you also when we go drinking? Didn't I.. Whatever. You're always right and I'm always wrong.
Whatever. I'm sick of everything.
{/ --
( 5/21/2008 10:52:00 AM )
Last sat I was at Sentosa with Xindai. Anyway, some Hotness Squad spotted me. I was in the Siloso hotbods contest. Anyway, if you think I'm hot, please vote for me. (:
{/ --
Saturday, May 17, 2008 ( 5/17/2008 02:01:00 AM )
对你的思念 是一天又一天
孤单的我 还是没有改变
美丽的梦 何时才能出现
亲爱的你 好想再见你一面
秋天的风 一阵阵地吹过
想起了去年的这个时候
你的心到底在想些什么
为什么留下这个结局让我承受
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
在我最需要你的时候 没有一句话就走
最爱你的人是我 你怎么舍得我难过
对你付出了这么多 你却没有感动过
为什么开心的事一下就过去,伤心的事却在心里停留很久
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Wednesday, May 14, 2008 ( 5/14/2008 10:00:00 PM )
I guess, I'm just too tired with blogging and everything. Been hell busy with work, my personal life. At least I did catch up with Miss Chan, Jo and of course my surrounding friends. I'm sorry if I didn't have time for anything else, and I'm sorry if I've neglacted any of my friends.
Though I seems free, but the fact is that I'm not. Haven't get myself enroll with school, didn't get any promotion yet, GSS(Great Singapore Sales) is coming. I guess I be hell busy.
And I'm thankful that my leave approve. But this time round, I'm staying at Singapore, because no one seems to be interested with going oversea. How sad. Wanted to travel alone. To Bangkok. But some of my friends doesn't allow. Bali, Bintan.. Argh.. Wasted.. Wasted..
And I guess, I need a long long break.. To enjoy myself to the max.. And I hope, that smile that I have, will last me.. Till I break down once again..
Oh well, I'm fine.
A young and successful executive was traveling down a neighborhood street, going a bit too fast in his new Jaguar. He was watching for kids darting out from between parked cars and slowed down. When he thought he saw something. As his car passed, no children appeared. Instead, a brick smashed into the Jag's side door!
He slammed on the brakes and backed the Jag back to the spot where the brick had been thrown. The angry driver then jumped out of the car, grabbed the nearest kid and pushed him up against a parked car shouting,
What was that all about and who are you? Just what the heck are you doing? That's a new car and that brick you threw is going to cost a lot of money Why did you do it?'
The young boy was apologetic.
'Please, mister...please, I'm sorry but I didn't know what else to do,'
He pleaded. 'I threw the brick because no one else would stop...'
With tears dripping down his face and off his chin, the youth pointed to a spot just around a parked car.
'It's my brother' he said 'He rolled off the curb and fell out of his wheelchair and I can't lift him up.'
Now sobbing, the boy asked the stunned executive, 'Would you please help me get him back into his wheelchair? He's hurt and he's too heavy for me.'
Moved beyond words, the driver tried to swallow the rapidly swelling lump in his throat. He hurriedly lifted the handicapped boy back into the wheelchair, then took out a linen handkerchief and dabbed at the fresh scrapes and cuts. A quick look told him everything was going to be okay.
'Thank you and may God bless you,' the grateful child told the stranger. Too shook up for words, the man simply watched the boy! Push his wheelchair-bound brother down the sidewalk toward their home.
It was a long, slow walk back to the Jaguar. The damage was very noticeable, but the driver never bothered to repair the dented side door. He kept the dent there to remind him of this message:
'Don't go through life so fast that someone has to throw a brick at you to get your attention!' God whispers in our souls and speaks to our hearts. Sometimes when we don't have time to listen, He has to throw a brick at us. It's our choice to listen or not.
Thought for the Day:
If God had a refrigerator, your picture would be on it.
If He had a wallet, your photo would be in it.
He sends you flowers every spring.
He sends you a sunrise every morning.
Face it, friend - He is crazy about you!
Send this to every 'beautiful person' you wish to bless.
God didn't promise days without pain, laughter without sorrow, sun without rain, but He did promise strength for the day, comfort for the tears, and light for the way.
If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.
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Tuesday, May 06, 2008 ( 5/06/2008 03:25:00 AM )
The Difference between Science and God
I got this from my CG website. Enjoy!
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'Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ.' The atheist
professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his
new students to stand.
'You're a Christian, aren't you, son?'
'Yes sir,' the student says.
'So you believe in God?'
'Absolutely.'
'Is God good?'
'Sure! God's good.'
'Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?'
'Yes.'
'Are you good or evil?'
'The Bible says I'm evil.'
The professor grins knowingly. 'Aha! The Bible!' He considers for a
moment.
'Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you
can cure him. You can do it. Would you help him? Would you try?'
'Yes sir, I would.'
'So you're good...!'
'I wouldn't say that.'
'But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if
you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't.'
The student does not answer, so the professor continues. 'He
doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even
though he prayed to Jesus to heal him How is this Jesus good? Hmmm? Can
you answer that one?'
The student remains silent.
'No, you can't, can you?' the professor says. He takes a sip of
water from a glass on his desk to give the student time to relax.
'Let's start again, young fella Is God good?'
'Er...yes,' the student says.
'Is Satan good?'
The student doesn't hesitate on this one. 'No.'
'Then where does Satan come from?'
The student : 'From...God...'
'That's right. God made Satan, didn't he? Tell me, son. Is there
evil in this world?'
'Yes, sir.'
'Evil's everywhere, isn't it? And God did make everything,
correct?'
'Yes.'
'So who created evil?' The professor continued, 'If God created
everything, then God created evil, since evil exists, and according to
the principle that our works define who we are, then God is evil.'
Without allowing the student to answer, the professor continues:
'Is there sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness? All these terrible
things, do they exist in this world?'
The student: 'Yes.'
'So who created them?'
The student does not answer again, so the professor repeats his
question. 'Who created them? There is still no answer. Suddenly the
lecturer breaks away to pace in front of the classroom. The class is
mesmerized.
'Tell me,' he continues onto another student. 'Do you believe in
Jesus Christ, son?'
The student's voice is confident: 'Yes, professor, I do.'
The old man stops pacing. 'Science says you have five senses you
use to identify and observe the world around you. Have you ever seen
Jesus?'
'No sir. I've never seen Him'
'Then tell us if you've ever heard your Jesus?'
'No, sir, I have not.'
'Have you ever actually felt your Jesus, tasted your Jesus or
smelt your Jesus? Have you ever had any sensory perception of Jesus
Christ, or God for that matter?'
'No, sir, I'm afraid I haven't.'
'Yet you still believe in him?'
'Yes.'
'According to the rules of empirical, testable, demonstrable
protocol, science says your God doesn't exist. What do you say to that,
son?'
'Nothing,' the student replies. 'I only have my faith.'
'Yes, faith,' the professor repeats. 'And that is the problem
science has with God. There is no evidence, only faith.'
The student stands quietly for a moment, before asking a
question of his own. 'Professor, is there such thing as heat?'
'Yes,' the professor replies. 'There's heat.'
'And is there such a thing as cold?'
'Yes, son, there's cold too.'
'No sir, there isn't.'
The professor turns to face the student, obviously interested.
The room suddenly becomes very quiet. The student begins to explain.
'You can have lots of heat, even more heat, super-heat,
mega-heat, unlimited heat, white heat, a little heat or no heat, but we
don't have anything called 'cold'. We can hit up to 458 degrees below
zero, which is no heat, but we can't go any further after that. There is
no such thing as cold; otherwise we would be able to go colder than the
lowest -458 degrees. Every body or object is susceptible to study when
it has or transmits energy, and heat is what makes a body or matter have
or transmit energy. Absolute zero (-458 F) is the total absence of heat.
You see, sir, cold is only a word we use to describe the absence of
heat. We cannot measure cold. Heat we can measure in thermal units
because heat is energy. Cold is not the opposite of heat, sir, just the
absence of it.'
Silence across the room. A pen drops somewhere in the classroom,
sounding like a hammer.
'What about darkness, professor. Is there such a thing as
darkness?'
'Yes,' the professor replies without hesitation. 'What is night
if it isn't darkness?'
'You're wrong again, sir. Darkness is not something; it is the
absence of something. You can have low light, normal light, bright
light, flashing light, but if you have no light constantly you have
Nothing and it's called darkness, isn't it? That's the meaning we use to
define the word. In reality, darkness isn't. If it were, you would be able
to make darkness darker, wouldn't you?'
The professor begins to smile at the student in front of him.
This will be a good semester. 'So what point are you making, young man?'
'Yes, professor. My point is, your philosophical premise is
flawed to start with, and so your conclusion must also be flawed.'
The professor's face cannot hide his surprise this time.
'Flawed? Can you explain how?'
'You are working on the premise of duality,' the student
explains. 'You argue that there is life and then there's death; a good
God and a bad God. You are viewing the concept of God as something
finite, something we can measure. Sir, science can't even explain a
thought. It uses electricity and magnetism, but has never seen, much
less fully understood either one. To view death as the opposite of life
is to be ignorant of the fact that death cannot exist as a substantive
thing. Death is not the opposite of life, just the absence of it.'
'Now tell me, professor. Do you teach your students that they
evolved from a monkey?'
'If you are referring to the natural evolutionary process, young
man, yes, of course I do'
'Have you ever observed evolution with your own eyes, sir?'
The professor begins to shake his head, still smiling, as he
realizes where the argument is going. A very good semester, indeed.
'Since no one has ever observed the process of evolution at work
and cannot even prove that this process is an on-going endeavor, are you
not teaching your opinion, sir? Are you now not a scientist, but a
preacher?'
The class is in uproar. The student remains silent until the
Commotion has subsided.
'To continue the point you were making earlier to the other
student, let me give you an example of what I mean.'
The student looks around the room. 'Is there anyone in the class
who has ever seen the professor's brain?' The class breaks out into
laughter.
'Is there anyone here who has ever heard the professor's brain,
felt the professor's brain, touched or smelled the professor's brain? No
one appears to have done so. So, according to the established rules of
empirical, stable, demonstrable protocol, science says that you have no
brain, with all due respect, sir. So if science says you have no brain,
how can we trust your lectures, sir?'
Now the room is silent. The professor just stares at the
student, his face unreadable.
Finally, after what seems an eternity, the old man answers. 'I
guess you'll have to take them on faith.'
'Now, you accept that there is faith, and, in fact, faith exists
with life,' the student continues. 'Now, sir, is there such a thing as
evil?'
Now uncertain, the professor responds, 'Of course, there is. We
see it everyday. It is in the daily example of man's inhumanity to man.
It is in the multitude of crime and violence everywhere in the world.
These manifestations are nothing else but evil.'
To this the student replied, 'Evil does not exist sir, or at
least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply the absence of God.
It is just like darkness and cold, a word that man has created to describe
the absence of God.
God did not create evil. Evil is the result of what happens when
man does not have God's love present in his heart. It's like the cold
that comes when there is no heat or the darkness that comes when there
is no light.'
The professor sat down.
Pass this on if you have faith in God.
If not, still pass it on for it's a good story!
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Friday, May 02, 2008 ( 5/02/2008 09:22:00 PM )
Was chatting with one of my cellgroup member thru MSN. Its really rare that I find people to talk to. Perhaps, I'm hungry for God's words. Or perhaps.. I don't know. It started of with Saren's blog. Strolling down the pages, saw her snapping my board at my room. Telling me how much I love God. Those worship and praising songs at her blog, touch me. And tears just stream down. Indeed, I'm hungry for God's words.
Its like close to 2months since I've not been attending church. What have I been doing for this past 2months? Those sundays morning? Sleeping so soundly at home. Is not that the alarm didn't wake me up. I did wake up, and I went back to sleep. "Next week then go, its alright." But that next week, drag for 2months. Total 8 sundays.
The walk with God is never easy, either would I say its very hard. Still recalling the first time I attended at City Harvest Church, the first time I accepted Salavation into my life. The song (Sanctuary) that makes me cry. The first time I kneel down. So hungry for the presence of the Lord.
All I want right now, is to meet my first love with God again. And I know, this time round, I will press on, no matter what. Cause I know, God never give up on me, so am I..
When my world was in darkness
You spoke your word
Night turned into day
Your beauty filled this place
When my world stood in silence
You filled my heart
With songs that never end
Forever I will praise
To think that the universe
Could not without Your glory
You choose to live in me
I'm so amazed
And I worship You Lord
My life in You restored
Here is my heart
Make it Your sanctuary
For nobody else
But Jesus only You
You are faithful and true
Glorious Lord
All my life
It is You I adore
You've touched my soul
Completed my world
I surrender to You
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BRINGING GLORY HERE
YOU ARE GOOD
YOU ARE GOOD
SON OF RIGHTEOUSNESS
YOU ARE ALL I SEE
WITH ALL MY HEART
GIVER OF LIFE
HOPE FOR THE LOST
IS IN YOU
ALL OF THE EARTH
SHINES WITH YOUR LIGHT
YOUR GLORY
YOU ARE THE GOD WHO LIVES
YOU ARE THE GOD WHO HEALS
YOU ARE MY HOPE
MY EVERYTHING
YOU BROUGHT SALVATION TO US
OFFERED YOUR PEACE TO THE WORLD
YOU ARE MY LORD
MY EVERYTHING
IN YOUR PROMISE
AND YOUR FAITHFULNESS
I WILL TRUST ALL MY DAYS
KING FOREVER
GREAT IN MAJESTY
BE GLORIFIED
I'LL TRUST IN YOU
I'LL TRUST IN YOU
I'LL TRUST IN YOU
WITH ALL MY HEART
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; But it's Empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying too hard; Maybe we're torn apart
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now playing
周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
(我都还记得)
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
Is beating our hearts; We're Empty
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周杰伦 - 说好的幸福呢
你的回话凌乱着 在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
情绪莫名的拉扯 我还爱你呢
而你断断续续唱着歌 假装没事了
时间过了 走了 爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
离开时的不快乐 你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
(我都还记得)
开心与不开心一一细数着
你再不舍
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我都还记得
你不等了
说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢